Wakened one night by a curious dream
and a voice that seemed to be speaking to me
Like a far-off subterranean stream,
I rose and asked: What do you want of me?

Happy Birthday to Xiaoting and Mingjie

It's finally Friday...WEEEEEE....*chants*fridayfridayfriday. I'll stop now. Checked chem prac paper...muz say I did better for QA this time than the rest...it's probably the only reason why I passed. Had english after recess. Mrs Alex returned us our KCPSS comprehension...and she showed us her record book of our marks. From far, it was a WHOLE string of read....you couldn't evn see the black marks which represented the 8 (is it 8?) people who passed. Highest was 18/30...no you see why. Went through it...then halfway through, someone voiced that the paper was upon 25...LOL...so now a lot more of us have passed, and Mrs Alex is gonna have to change ALL the countless number of red marks on her book. So I passed in the end, but poor Yuning...my sympathies. ALMOST there..but not enough.
Had physics with Mr Goh again....better than the last time went he kept changing the media he was using to teach. Although he still can't explain well, conduct a lesson well, and articulate well. Well what can you say...Chinese High, Hwa Chong.
Went for SS course after school...must say it was beneficial, although I don't know how I'm going to use it, the info. That woman, Dina, I think, she kept giving out sweets for no apparent reason. Just shooting them around the class to people for no good reason.
Went for guides later. An applause for the sec 1s, they did well for marching today. I BEEEEEEEEEEG improvement. I like it, I like it.
Waited at the damn bus stop for 15mins for the damn bus while Naomi, charmo and erika went to Novena for dinner. The stuuuuuuuuuped bus took such a long time to come. I got on and then there was this really looooooooooong line at the turning, so waited, then I saw a SECOND 156 behind the 156 bus which Iwas on and had waited 15mins for. I HATE this bus. Always takes DAMN long to come and when you don't need it...it comes in threes and twos...I mean what's goin' on man.
Got home...watched titus, then found out Mighty Ducks 2 was on...woohoo...love that show, classic I tell you. Was damned hooked on it some time ago. I used to watch it like a million times.
Ate dinner with mummy and then the rest of the family came home. Cold toufu, pork, and broccoli for dinner...mmmmmmmmmmmm.
CC you finally updated after 7 months...I'm so happy. You write some good shit. You have finally given me a reason to spend a lot of time staring at this computer screen and go blind for your beautiful work.

Haven't blogged for a while now...so thought I'd just drop in. Drop in on my own blog...right...now I sound stupid. Did the stupid "personality Disorder Test" my sis has been dying for me to take...and I think...I'm worse off than her...am I? Dunno...just thought it was fun LOL...I like got so much 'Very High', although I like the result of the dependence one. Anyway...here it is...I'll maybe come back sometime tonight...unless I decide to bury myself in my books to convince my mother I can make it to a JC. Maybe I'll watch AMI tonight...shall see what the OC is about.3 more days and 49 mins more to go.
PRELIMSPRELIMSPLRELIMS...GOT CHINESE PRELIMS someone tell me WHAT TO DO!!!!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	Very High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Can't stop thinkin' bout the things we do
Or how it feels makin' love to you
I'm ready to get it baby
If you've got it to dish out
Just love me for a little while

It's Friday...the beginning of the weekend...it also spells the end of the hols, and I still haven't done anything about that geog project. Finally got my archives working after I did something to it to cause it NOT to archive. I am happy that Leah LaBelle is outta AMI...I just cannot stand her face, sorry of you're a BEEEEEEEEG fan of hers. Saw Buffy last night, and I dunno, Spike...looked so hot in his new hairdo. Looks even better than his old...bleached, blondie look. Watched more Cardcaptor Sakura this morning...somethin' about Lee Shaoran (sp???)...ate my cereal then went to do chem. Then watched more TV...did somemore work....then more TV..work, like some pattern today. Did some notes on stupid Bio, just remembered I have 3 tests on Wednesday, plus I'm so busy the next few days so won't have time to study. Had a yummy lunch...drank a whole can of campbell soup mmmmmmhm...two tomatoes, that was heavenly I tell you and I didn't even cut them and last but not least a digestive biscuit. Played a bit of piano and was happy after that. Saw the Miss Universe advertisement was...and guess who I saw??? ZAKI!!! OMG...I thought I'd see the last of him after the bitching he gave us and the grueling SYF training. But gotta admit he's damn good. It is now 10pm, I shall go watch Resident Evil and scare myself shitless...LOL. 2 more days...2 more days and I can hear you once more.

If you could see what I see
You’re the answer to my prayer
And if you could feel the tenderness of me
You would know it would be clear, that angles brought me here

Somebody tell me WHY I am feeling so guilty that I've been so free this holiday. Today, got my ass outta bed at 0713 to go to TP mrt to meet naomi and jie. Then headed to dhoby ghaut to meet dennis and sean. Went to sentosa...didn't have to pay for ticket cos I got a free entry...hehheh. Went around the stupid island looking for places to put clues, and to check out the if the places were accessible or not. Sean was rather quiet...makin' us feel awkward, like he was feelin' left out or somethin'. Stopped at BK for lunch then sean left. We split up to cover more ground, so me and jie paired and dennis and naomi. We finished earlier...so sat the lobby pf Sijori resort, looked like a buncha tourists with the map and all that. Then went walkin' around more...to add more clues, then I told nao...gotta come here the day before to see if all the stuff is still here. She came up witht he bright idea to get a chalet and stay over...shit...if my mom finds out, it's a definite no...need a consent form...but patty cannot know...esp since got guys...why my mother gotta be so shrewd!! Damn! Then decided to head home...got on mrt...dennis so antisocial, looked like he don't even know us. Naomi was like...sit here, don't be so antisocial. Got off at somerset and took a bus home. Bathed and then headed off to RW's for class party...like expected to whole class...but only 30+ but was good. Ate, laughed...learned some interesting Vietnamese...insulted yiling a bit...sang with sheryl, ate again...barbequed...sang more with sheryl...roasted marshmellows, some bad quality marshmellows you bought sheryl. Then papa came and then I headed home. Took ANOTHER bath...watched some buffy. JA we'll miss you, you kick some great ass, wed nights will never be the same w/o you. Still scouting for new skin...my legs are aching from 6 hours in sentosa...gotta finish chem TYS and watch AMI...and I have just realised I have a geog project to do, my life is just great ain't it. I just need one more thing in my life to piss me off.

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
’Cause all I need is you, my Valentine
You’re all I need, my love, my Valentine

It's wednesday...OMG can you believe it...it's almost mid-week, this is passing too fast for me. GEN NEEDS A BREAK. I am currently scouting for a new skin, for my blog I mean...which isn't going too well for me..spent so damn long last night looking for the perfect skin. Why is gen looking for a new skin you may ask, well apparently too many people have this particular skin. Got up really early to finish up my tuition homework...then watched Cardcaptor Sakura, there I said it...I watch that anime show...and then cooked my own lunch. Went much better than yesterday, I managed to NOT mess up the kitchen and keep it dry and it tasted quite good. Rushed off for tuition. I was feeling really irritated towardd the end...was like the mind is willing but the body is weak...but not weak in the sense of not strong, but...you know what I mean. Lugged my ass home and found my sister sittin' on the couch with ALL the windows closed...and you know what??? IT WASN'T RAINING!!! Paul cancelled on me so I sat my raggedy ass down in front of the TV and watched Scooby-doo. Watched until late. Sat myself down in front of the comp and started to blog. Should be going to eat dinner soon...Jim Brickman I am so hooked on you...I need to get down to chemistry. Gen studies too much....in the words of erika..."gen you are turning into a nerd"

NED KELLY'S NC-16!!!!

It is Monday...the start of the week...and it's ending soon. Time moves way too fast for me. Went to school to look in on the stock taking and help out...and helped out a bit and showed off my NEW SHOES...I was like telling everybody I knew that I got new shoes. Then went for lunch with erika and charmaine at novena BK. Da Baoed back for jieying and amanda. Helped out more in the stock-taking...then amanda and charmaine went for Amath...stayed with erika and jieying to clean up the den. Each took turns to lose our sanity, first jieying then me...started rambling, then erika...started whining. Swept the place clean, threw out all sorts of crap we had and never knew we had. Stood at the door and was like WHOA!!!! SO DAMN CLEAN...WTH. Threw all the rubbish out at the dump and then headed to St Raphys with erika, then went for Emath which I was already 1 and 1/2 hrs late for. Surprisingly I still understood what was going on.
Mr Tan then came in for Amath...aim was to finish up the whole chappie...which seemed rather impossible. Did sums, intro new sub-topics, hurled some insults and sarcasm at us at voi lawe're done, and I didn't even know it was 5 o' clock. Was going home, saw Mr Tan's car on the way, looked into it and I tell you that's probably not even a car. He probably lives in it. Newspapers, pikachu, transparencies...blahblah...so darn messy. Especially after cleaning the den, still got the cleaning vibe in me. Got home watched some TV, called some people...and plonked myself here to read and type. Did I forget to mention I HAVE NEW SHOES!!! LMAO. Jie...we shall go watch Ned Kelly, I don't care, I'll find a way. Gregory Smith, the way you play the piano...makes me love you even more.

NED KELLY IS R(A) WHY?!?!??!

FRIDAY:
FRIDAY!!! IT'S FRIDAY!!! *runs around the house screaming with joy* Today during Amath, Janice invented protient rule...so farni I tell you. In the words of Mr Tan "I like her perseverance...she do the sum so long still doing, don't realise the second line wrong already" *sigh* 4/1 ah, 4/1 LMAO. CME was boring as usual...I mean WTH, lucky we watched a video...not to say that the video was anything great...but it's better than her. I mean it was so lame...I can't even describe it, but like I said it's better than her. In the words of erika, only Mrs Kunna and Brenda Wan can make sex boring. Did oral for english...all the passages got the same people...JOHNJOHNJOHN...you'd think cambridge examiners who are supposed to have a vast vocabulary of words can think of other names...I mean we read 3 passages and all have the name JOHN...I hate that name. Mrs Tang didn't come in...we were so happy until Consatance came in and wrote down the homework we were supposed to do. I mean it wasn't so bad, at least we can slack and do the work at home. Then Mr Tan came in...said he heard about a free period, more like periodSSS. Asked carmen to do question on the board and poerhaps she'll introduce the class to a new rule.
Guides...what can I say. Tried to be nice, train ONE BY ONE for 1 and a 1/2 hours and WTH back to square one...I was damn happy erika came, fixed them up for me THANK YOU ERIKA....watched people do testings...and then I got my GOLD BADGE today!!! It's soooo shiny....

TODAY:
I was up at 7am, thanks yo my sister...tried to go back to sleep but couldn't. so I was officially up at 0744. Met erika at bishan at 10am and then went to the popular there, but it was closed so decided to go to Orchard popular. Bought our stuff and then sloooooooowly made our way to somerset...met the people and then went to Marche, can you BELIEVE that I have NEVER been there...I was like walkin' around the place for such a long time...couldn't think of what to buy. Finally decided to buy some stewed chicken thingie in mash potatoes...and the people there are just SO nice...bought mushroom soup. erika ordered dessert, which was some crepe thingie with bananas and then cut it up...although it pretty much looked like a mess after she cut it up, then she regretted asking for more custard. Went to take my 6th neoprint at the same machine as last Tuesday, then headed off with erika. Got home and finished me Emath homework and then watched TV and I am rather hungry now...dunno if dinner's ready, I shall go see.

I pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go,
And help us to be wise, in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way
Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe...

Wet, wet, wet...so wet, but I like rainy days...somethin' about rain. Anyway I'm very happy today. Firstly I did well for my cheena test. For PE I compeleted 14 rounds in11.43 mins...had more stupid handball for PE, it's getting to be quite irritating,this game. Had physics which I somehow managed to understand, despite having dozed off a few times. Then had Amath. Mr Tan was so surprised to see that we only had Emath lesson lined up for the hols...I was saying that a lot of the teachers asked us to go home and rest, then the class was like Ms Wan aked us to go and walk on the beach. Mr Tan was like after 'O's can go walk on the beach for 3 months..like WTH...then he say if cannot go JC can go do CWO on the beach for as long as you like...then he can go there and see us pickin' rubbish up...WTH.
Had chem prac...which was so hard, actually just the last part, stupid took so bloody long to figure it out, just copied from vera, who copied from glenda. Then left with erika to go disturb the people on the canteen....rain rain rain...the left, erika's mom gave naomi and I lift down the slope and we got out to walk to the bus stop. Naomi so retarded, walk so fast and running, and complainging that her shoes were getting wet. We were like screaming all the way to the damn bus stop.

I still believe it when you say it's another perfect day, another perfect day
I still believe it when you say it's another perfect day, another perfect day

It's Tuesday...the week's pickin' up, that's good. Today wasn't so bad...the chinese test was good until I got to the comprehension bit, things just kinda went down hill from there. SS was boring...the presentations were going on and I was just there highlighting my stupid book, makin' it look pretty like I studied it or somethin. I looked up after a few presentations and it was what, 0955 ONLY...man the stupid clock is playin' me or something. After all the lengthy presentations, it finally got to 1030 and we got Mrs Siow to let us of early. Einglish was fun as usual, I mean Mrs Alex, yeah, did stupid summary...I so suck at that shit. When I first started out doing it in sec 1 I always had more than enough words...now when I do it...it's like so much less than needed...there such a thing as over-summarise???? Bio...what can I say..it's a hot topic...naturally all sorts of weird questions come out. Especially form sarah. Mdm Is also gave us a few intersting facts...which I will not elaborate on...so as not to turn you off of having sex...WTH however di I EVER come up with that. Quite gross what she told us. Christine was outside the class listening and cringing and the THINGS she heard.
Had chem after school. My mind was moving so fast, I couldn't even catch up with it...I just started doing the worksheet and I coudn't stop. Damn, for once I feel good about myself. Went home...did homework...watch TV with sis.
Strangest thing happened today, my sis spoilt the rice cooker...short circuit or somethin'. The WHOLE house blacked out. So there I was sitting at the table doing nothing, waiting for the stupid lights to come on. When it didn't I got a BIG candle and lit it and started doing homework by candlelight. Thought it was going to be that way the whole cos mummy didn't know what was wrong, but alas the lights came on. Then the next problem, rice cooker not working. Cooked the rice over the stove in a pot, reminded me of OBS, only the rice turnrd out a lot better. Everything in the damn house is like fallin' apart. LOL...

From the ashes a fire shall be woken.
A light from the shadows shall spring.
Renewed shall be blade that was broken.
The crownless again shall be king.

--"The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King"

JRR Tolkien is a genius...so is Peter Jackson. Just saw some LOTR documentary...best I've seen so far. CONGRATULATIONS to the LOTR cast and crew on the 11 oscar sweep on Monday, sadly Orlando couldn't make it, but the hobbits did. I had my doubts but it was one DAMN GOOD movie, worth every cent I spent on it, so I guess I should slap myself for that, but I shan't (sorry to disappoint...). To quote from my sister's blog "Jesus Christ, I just can't make the words big enough!! I want 'em to jump off the screen and smack right in your face to show how bloody overjoyed I am but I can't do that, haha. Aren't you thankful. :P"
Not many people are online..and it's a Saturday, how strange. A giant cockroach, about 7.5cm long ( I bet you went to go get a ruler), has just appeared out of nowhere on the wall in behind my computer, so I shall take my plate of food away before it decides to take a dive for it, and be right back as I go kill it.
Oh well I missed, I'll let the lizard take care of it.
Okay...today was rather relaxed. Couldn't figure out the 1st 2 questions for Amath test. Veralene, thanks for the tip, we bow to thee. Mr Tan is just mean. Had ME later discussed about sexuality with Mrs Kunna (you can laugh...)..."how to say NO to sexual involvements"...I would say 1/4 of the lesson was devoted to Mrs Kunna telling us to "put all things away and listen to her." and "to take CME seriously"...although I have to say some of the answers to the questions was weird. MR ARMSTRONG WHERE ARE YOU!?!?!?! Went and had a little practical for chem later on....sat stirring beaker of liquid while looking at the thermometer for the temperature to suddenly drop or rise.I can't believe I'm going through all this JUST to study medicine. English was fun as usual...Mrs Alex is just wonderful for english, discussed some article about prostituition. Physics, well I realised I did the wrong section for my physics hmwk, so now I have to lug the two books all the way home. I swear my bag felt like I put gold bars in it or somethin', anyway physics was spent it discussing TYS, Mrs Tang then gave us a break...through which we discovered our friends like many certain Mr XXXXs...I mean what's with the Xs and 'I know who your Mr XXXX is...' and that jessie likes guys with nce hair and can colour pictures very well.
Had guides after school, I'm just one step away from GOLD...lalalaaa, sprrrrrrrrrring is in the air...after which headed to papa's office, cos sis went to get her results for 'A's...but met her on the bus at the interchange and she ket going on about how she is an owner of an 'A level 'A''...then I could have gone home with Naomi and co. and watched some 'Becker'. Well, got home at 8.30, bathed and had dinner with papa and watched some television, did me physics, and decided to blog.
The lizard missed. Oh well.


Your soul is bound to the Fourth Totem, Solomon:
The Owl.

Solomon appears as an azure feathered owl. He
embodies wisdom, judgement, reason, and
stability. He is associated with the color
azure, the season of autumn, and the element of
water. His downfall is farsightedness.

You are most compatible with Ravens and Monkeys.


Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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It's a half-day today...past real fast but damn boring school day. For 2 periods we had chinese test and then had a period of physics test, 1 period of SS which Mrs Siow wanted to extend to 1040, but due to the strong protests she didn't. Decided to go home and study Bio, so reached the bus stop at 1026....waited until 1040...still no 156, damn frustrating, I hate this bus, always takes forever to come and I can only take ONE bus home. Met Nat and co. there, said they were going to watch 'Cold Mountain' so decided to go with them instead. Like a whole bunch of IJ girls on a bus, talking, screaming (mostly coming from chris and carol), laughing. I think the passebgers were utterly annoyed at the noise level.
Reached PS...ate lunch and then went to TRY to buy tickets...well turned out couldn't as we all hadn't turned 16 yet...decided to try cine, so took the train. The timing for CM was so screwy we ended up watching 'Honey'. Walked to heeren, and chris and sarah decided to take neoprint...this would be my 5th one...so in the stupid machine...sarah and chris were doing everything...why do they ALL speak Jap?!??! *sigh* Well ANYWAY, I didn't know what was going on half the time...was like 'Look here'. *flash*..then suddenly 'Look there' *flash*. sarah and chris went to design it...damn comical...was like a constant trading of insults between the two of them...'you ideirt'...'what is this you moron' 'sarah what did you do' and the machine frequently making 'dop, dop' sounds when they clicked on the options on the screen, was like watching TV show. At the last few seconds...Sarah wanted to add some yellow background, there she was frantically dotting on the screen...and she carelessly coloured over nat and chris's hair, tried to find the eraser, but took such a long time. A chorus of screams erupted from the machine...'sarah you MORON...what's your problem'
Sarah and Nic went home chris, nat and me went to macs at centrepoint. talked a bit, ate some ice-cream, then left for home. This has gpt to be a best unplanned day ever. I am happy...lalala...shall go do my homework now.

We're back at Monday...again...well, as usual we started of with chinese, moved on to chem where Mrs Tay talked about her, I quote "teen-age" days. How she supressed her chicken pox (I didn't even know you could do that) so she could go to school. How she was really ugly when she was younger and all that crap...she went on to talk about how she spent thousands on crowning her teeth, for medical reasons....yada yada yada...Mrs Tay should make a list and write down the stories she tells 4/2 and the stories she tells us, so she won't forget to tell us. Well english was spent talking about 'O' level results for english...86.3% distinctions for 4/1 last year. Need I say more...they're mad. Mr Tan then came in and once again talked about 'O' level results for Amath...95% distinction for 4/1 last year, also managed see 100% distinction for Emath, 86.8% distinction for Bio, 75% distinction for chem, all for 4/1 last year...I've proven it, they're MAD!!! He also talked about his brilliant plan for next year...I shall not elaborate. For bio we moved on to the most awaited topic of studying 2 years of Bio...sexual reperoduction. Talked about ALL kinds of interesting things, like why men should not wear tight pants too often, and that they should wear boxers. Also discussed...about how men wore their pants, with their -whatever- pointing upwards...I'll leave you to infer why. Why men have to adjust it when doing specific activities, such as cycling...which is the reason why some men put their hands in their pockets. That women take longer to climax than men...men who take viagra...old men who go to yang tze theatre with umbrellas...I think I should really stop. Bio was cut short for me, had to go for invest...so irritating when I wanna stay, they make us go.
Invest turned out okay...met Dennis and co. there, kept smiling at me for god knows what reason while I was up there...so goofy the smile, then had some food and then left for tuition. Left my wallet at the damn phone...so walked all the way back up the hill to go get it, sat the bus all the way to Chinatown for tuition. Came home studied a little for chinese tomorrow. Tomorrow's a half-day, hope Mrs Siow doesn't want to have extra lesson for SS. My one chance to go home early...and she wants to ruin it...damn her. She really is irritating at times.