It rained. Was raining when I got up, when I went out, when I was at papa's office and when I went home and now.
The morning was nice. There was no one home, the house was quiet, and it was raining, can you think of anything else better? really.
Left the house and met ethel and erika and we wandered wisma. Not really, seeing as we are stuck at the fsh tank..no aquarium there for 10 mins to decide where we were gonna eat.
It was hard, okay!
We ended up at the taka food court...where a certain lil' boy just couldn't shove a dumpling in his mouth and clear off with his mum. He did. After a LONG time contemplating as to whether shoving it into his mouth was possible. Was a nice lunch...although I think erika and I killed off a bit of ethel's appetite with the talk about hugging candy with saliva and stuff.
Started to head to the mrt, cos erika had to...or she wanted to leave at 12.30pm. which didn't happen...she kept wandering off. Into stores without me and ethel knowing. Was seriously like taking a five year old kid out for a walk without holding her hand (no offence erika if you're reading...)
Got to the mrt station and detoured to the CD store for a while. Mars...Zhan Shen...$59.90. Now even if I loved that so much, I don't have the heart to hand the damn cashier $60.00 and get 10 cents in return for my purchase. I'll just have to wait for the toot mediacorp people to air it.
Papa's office...unbearable...guin. She was restless. Is there anything else I need to say?
Had dinner, watched TV. Did you know that despite the on-going 55 hour movie marathon...there is nothing nice actually wirth watching to me? How is that possible? With the exception of Ocean's ll. This is so bad.

Home is behind
The world ahead.
And there are many paths to tread.
Through shadow,
To the edge of night
Until the stars are all alight

Mist and shadow
Cloud and shade
All shall fade
All shall...fade.

School starts in 3 days...there is stil the problem of econs or C math
If I go with Math...I have only one choice, most likely medicine...if I go with econs...I can go for business or medicine. But then again, who knows whether I have a business-oriented mind...cos I don't know...so how should you know? Nvrm...
I want a bathroom scale, I have a wish to be 45kg...call me weight conscious...anorexic...whatever synonyms you can come up with...cos, cos I wanna a bathroom scale.
I don't know if I should join dance...there's still fencing and canoing. If i join canoing, I'll most probably be able to have nice arms in the process...and as well as a tan. Fencing is fascinating...not FASCINATING...but fascinating (did that make sense?). Dance is just dance...what's not to like! We'll see...
Working is good...keeps you busy, keeps your mind busy...I like that. I'm typing a lot faster than usual. My brain can't even keep up with what I am typing at this time.
Rain, rain, I brought my brolly to work yesterday...but it didn't even rain...not even a drop. Today, I didn't bring it and it rains, RAINS...call me weird, but I just wanted to USE it, you know what I mean? No?
Rightsss...the pepsi commercial...the one shown recently...the one with vaness wu and tata young. Has anyone seen it? I've only seen the incomplete one. It was supposed to continue on Christmas day...and I haven't even seen it yet. perhaps it's because I hardly watch channel 5 anymore...seeing as I have been working and when i come home, there ain't any nice shows really worth watching...where is it? Did they even show it? so it's my problem??!?!?!
I have finally cut my hair...went in to JB with the whole family and my aunts and my kor. I like it...wanna see it? wait you can't...it's short and I like it that way.
Somehow I feel damn hyped up today...how'd you tell?

Wednesday...the POSB back wasn't open. And as long as I go to work...I will never be able to open my account let alone get my ATM card. Nvrm...
Anyway, I have found a pattern regarding my moods during work. When I get up in the morning, it's such a damn drag...so tired blahblah..and feel irritated. Then get to work...do all me stuff and constantly count the hours or minutes...whichever I feel like counting at the time...and I just hate doing anything except typing.
This goes on all the way till lunch...then durin lunch, I constantly wish we'd extend till 1.30pm.
Then we get back to the office and then I start all over again...as in the cycle starts once again.
The strange thing is one we get to like 3.30pm...or plusplus...I suddenly get into the work or whatever crap they give me to do and time passes damn fast...um...rightsss...did that bore you? Then again...I don't really care if you did.
Went to the Jurong Library and the most annoying thing is right now...there's nothing to read. It's like everybody decided to come in and borrow books because the end of the years is a coming. It's like all the books flew off the shelves or something...and so I come back empty handed.
I'm hard up on books.

church...I didn't get my wish.
Come to my place and liu xing meng huan le yuan
made me a very happy person =)
Shopping...or more like window shopping
aimless shopping
I dislike that!!!
Bathed...now I am here.
MERRY CHIRSTMAS!!

all Friday
its Time to party
Let me see you swing and sway
Tell me are you with me?
Are you with me

HELLO! Merry chirstmas to you too. Woke up at 9am despite having stayed up until 3am yesterday reading my book. Yes, call me a freak if you wish, blame the tooopid bodyclock.
Went downstairs for breakfast, hung up the clothes to dry and then got down to watch 'you got served'. It's got some good shit! I like...haha.
Was interuptted and then got uprooted to papa's office. Was there until 4pm, came home...finished watching 'you got served'. The big bounce was something I tell you. Adrenaline pumping and the dance moves were just WOW!! You have gotta watch it!! Went to hang with my kor for a while after that. I swear he's damn...um...he's gone...and then you add guin...and it's just a weird sight. A 24 year old with a 14 year old...OMG...the crap that happens and he's SEWING!! I don't mean to be sexist or anything...but WOW! The things having a gf make you do...haha! I mean...okay I'll shut up.
Watched my cheena show at 9, had dinner, washed up and now I am here. Christmas will be here in 1 and a half hours time...and the moment I have been waiting for will be here in 13 and a half hours and will be over in 2 and a half hours. It's times like this I love life...and there's actually something good to look forward to and it's not some fancy-all-up-in-your-face stuff...it's just something simple =).
The worst thing is...I don't feel too good...feel sick and stuff. Dunno where I caught it from...was just foolin' around in the room with my kor and then felt really tired...eyes felt really tired and then started sneezing and stuff. Mummy got pissed when I told her i was sick...WTH! Anyway...she was in her as usual pissed off mood mopping the house and I was luck enough to be in the way, so she got pissed at me and I'm now pissed at her. Just don't wanna talk to her. She's always like this and I always happen to be there when she's pissed...I don't deserve this shit. I always just keep quiet when she's pissed, cause I don't wanna make things worst...but I have a limit and I don't wanna blow in her face or anyone else's for that matter.
Please let service tomorrow end at 11.30! Please...I know that's beeing a little demanding...but this is the only thing i look forward to every week...so please let it be!

It's Thursday..I don't have to go to work anymore for this whole week...wheee!!! Had a nice time there...got my paycheck. I wanted to cash it, BUT the POSB bank was closed...damn bank...just when I wanted to feel rich.
Work was fine...as usual the usual talk about my mummy and how shrewd and capable she is, phone calling and dealing with incompetent receptionists on the phone. Plus people that can't speak PROPER english. example, i say whatever I need to say, then the other party goes "HAALLO! WHAT YOU WANT?! SOLLY, I DON KNOW!" or "WE DON NEED!" WTF!! who the HELL employs receptionists like THAT!! I sure wouldn't...with the image of my company at stake with people like that. Another are the ones who speak damn softly like if they were to open their mouth, frikkin gold would drop out or smthg. Anyway, I just love to do only one thing that is considered work...which is typing. I mean so what if my fingers feel like their on the verge of frostbite from the air-conditioning, I LOVE IT!!
My kors and aunts are a coming down sometime late tonight. Haven't seen my kors for sometime...so this should be interesting. Guin's going to get my VCDs...so I'ma gonna watch dancing all night long...not before I watch me nine o' clock cheena show tonight. After going for work these 3 weeks...I start to appreciate room temperature even more. One more week to go...and then I'll have to go to school...we'll see...hope I see Janice there. Then would feel better...haha...JANICE YOU BETTER BE THERE!!

My Life Plan! (as of now)
- to be as successful as DMS mother, except as a gynae...business is fine if I move into that area
- to own 3 houses; live in one and rent out the other 2, to ensure that I am always making money =)
- To own a house on Newport Beach
- To have a 5 figure salary before I reach 35 years
- To own a Porsche 911 Turbo Coupe or Porache Boxster Convertible or a Porsche 911 Turbo S Cabriolet
- I shall own a BMW, then move onto a Mercedes and progress onto a porsche

Sitting there while I observe,
I like your lines I love your curves,
Checking out your bodywork,
How can I get with her,
You're the one that I want,
Do anything to turn you on,
Somebody please just pass the keys
So you can take a ride with me

Monday again...5 days to christmas. Slept in...until 8.30am. Woke up...had cereal and then used the comp. Daddy left for the office and my sis went to school.
Hung up the clothes to dry and folded the clothes in the basket, then papa picked me and we went to his office. Read my book there and watched some VCDs...and my dad in his little pissed off mood.
My sis came at 1.45pm and that ass was supposed to be there at 12nn. Hung together for awhile...watched VCDs and then papa and I headed home to pick guin and we were off to the wose place ever to be in my life right now...the malaysian immigration.
Got there at 2.30pm...got a number -_-...sat...and waited...got served at 4pm and finally got all the crap done and got me passport. Headed to the ICA to do my re-entry permit (prolonging my PR status) was done in 30 mins...check out the difference with the malaysian one man.
Get this. malaysian immigration...5 counters do visa...2 counters do PASSPORT. WTH!! I mean like hell the whole world needs to do visa you know...and like the 2 times I went there...there weren't even PEOPLE behind those 5 counters...and like ober a hundred people queueing for the passport counter. Like where is the logic?!?!
At least there are more then 5 counters doing passport or various operations in the Singapore immigration...and they have more people employed there and things get done faster...and the people there actually LOOK like they don't mind their job. I mean I think the m'sian immigration peeps hate their job, I mean I would if I had to be stuck behind a glass piece in a huge box and deal with somewhat incompetent people day in day out. But hey ACT like you love stamping and looking at all the ugly faces in the world. Sorry...just blowing off steam.
Came home...swept the car porch, bathed, squeezed lime juice, ironed all my clothes and finished folding the clothes from the basket. Cooked rice and all the cai(dishes), and now I am here. All that in chronological order...haha and I have just gotten yet another hit for wallpaper...I shall go make it later. Just need more pictures. I totally stopped this for the exams and I have lost a lot of touch with it...no nice brushes too, my adobe photoshop is absolutely barren or something, so everything looks pathetic but somewhat pleasing. Did that sound right...somehow it didn't.
Tomorrow gotta get to work and then Thursday my aunts are coming down for christmas...not forgetting my cousins whom I haven't seen for a few months...I'm quite sure it's months. I NEED to go borrow stuff from video ezy...I wanna go...I wanna watch stuff...dancing stuff. Saturday...lai wo jia ba...to make me happy =)

Slow day...I haven't sent out my Christmas cards stuff yet. I keep receiving cards...but I always seem to forget to do mine and send them out.
Anyway...woke up, mummy was in her as usual pissed off mood while cleaning the house up. She always gets like that, so I just leave her be. She went out later and I watched TV. Watched 'come to my place' and then had lunch, then went to papa's office. Rained along the way...and I just forgot to bring the damn brolly out so I was a lil' soaked.
Met mummy at papa's office and we watched VCD together. Was fine...then she went shopping and then came back...watched more then went home. Bathed, helped keep the shopping and then ate dinner and now I am here.
I tell you this stupid leg cramp is damn bad. Bad this time. As usual happened in bed while I was stretching. Was a damn ba way of waking me up at 4.30am in the morning 2, 3 days ago. The after effects are still there, as in still feel the muscle is um...how do you say it...tensed? Anyway...hasn't happened in a while and longest it's lasted for...usually goes away after a day. riights...so anyway...hmm...time passing so fast...this month's almost ending. Meaning holiday's ending, not good...I just started settling down. Rather comfortable like this...although if this goes on any longer I will be as heavy as...I dunno...an average guy? BLEAH!! My mind needs to think and I dunno challenge itself...basically keep itself busy, so I won't keep on feeling like eating.

It don't matter to me
We can dance slow
Whichever way the beat drop
Our bodies will go
So swing it over here, Mr. DJ
And we will, we will rock you

Now it's thursday...I'm just waiting for saturday.
Anyway...woke up...got dressed and left with mummy to head to service the car. Some toyota place...had to use the roadmap in the car to help her find her way around.
So we reached the place...and guess what was next to the serveice centre? A FREAKIN' PORSCHE SHOWROOM...OMG...the cars...SWEET! I mean...talk about sexy and all they do is just sit behind those glass windows. That's it man...I'ma going to go service the car with my 'rents.
Went off for work...freezing...ice box. Had porridge cooked there...was good. I liked the vegetarian duck and thew chicken...veggie, fishcake. now that was practically my whole lunch. Knocked off...walked through THE popular bookstore...mrt...bus interchange..156...and now I am home.
Mummy's coming to pick me up and we gonna go cold storage...mm-hmm.

I DID IT!!! YES!! Okay...I'll stop...if your browser takes too long to load the video, that's your problem. Okay...I'll stop...yes. STOP!!!It's finally in my hands mwhahaa!!! Now I wanna watch the whole series. um...nvrm.

Yesterday...whiiiich was Monday. woke up...went to papa's office...did some reading, listened to music...watched sa ve the last dance and then papa brought me home.
Bathed, dressed and to city hall I went. Met erika and the 2LW there and went to 'cafe cartelle' to have dinner. had mac with mushroom and chicken and then some dessert. Not forgetting how it burnt a hole in my pocket.
Walked around a bit...talked a bit...and then went in for 'sleeping beauty' Damn shocker that we were so close...but it was good in a way...good view of everyrthing. Was a damn good ballet, fabulous....although I felt it had too many intermissions, but it was a masterpiece. Saw some familiar people in the ast...Jenna, natasha quek, ginny gan. Met jeanette in the gallery too and cuilian when coming back from the toilet. Was a good evening spent.
Came home looked at stars with my sis...for the first time, saw cancer and what I think was the big dipper and as usual orion was there. Bathed, blow dried my hair and then Io crashed.

Today, woke up...to work...talked with mummy in the car. Got dropped off and started to work.
Today passed well. I just pretty much did the usual. Look up numbers...editted resumes, printed stuff, filed stuff, took out stuff. I like it this way. Although the bloody building should do something about the damn air-conditioner.
It's like a damn ice-box...the toilet is like the best - hand dryer. Hands down...I kow-tow to that piece of machinery during 8 hour stint there. Knocked off...the book in popular made my day...and bus interchange...and home. Bathed and surfed around.
Got inspiration for new wallpaper. Gathered pics...although I'm missing one. A top shot of sheng standing at the rooftop of the building. People have bad 'mars' screeencaps. They get all the rubbish ones. Where Vic looks the same, which is just um...hmmm...cute, handsome or sexy whatever they call it, just that he's wearing different clothes. I don't blame them...but WHERE are the SINGNIFICANT ones?!?! Prepubescent teens...I didn't mean that...wait...bah!
I swear I am an adrenaline junkie...I like doing stuff, sensibly, that endanger my life (did you get that?). Just makes me feel damn good, but then again...my mum would kill me.

watching you come my way
my eyes look away
I don't know where to put my hands and feet
I can't introduce myself
how can I make this less awkward
how can I make this less unexpected
why am I always such a failure
the me you see is always dazed

The day didn't start of very well...I can say the blame all goes to the bloody malaysian immigration.
Got up at 7 to go there early...took my passport photo, and daddy photocopied some stuff...reached the place at 8am (which by the way is the time the place it opens) and the first impression of the place was not good. I swear the lady we met at the first counter hates her job. She was probably super irritated at whatever had happened in the past few minutes the place had opened. The number being served was 1024...and we were 1093 and 1094. The stupid place was packed with so many people already and there were only 2 stupid counters opened when there were 5 or 6 with no one in them. How ineffective was that. Daddy went to eat breakfast and came back and only 10 numbers had passed. I was super pissed...any sensible person would be! I was trying to keep my mind off the ineffective running of the place and to kill time. I was also supposed to meet erika at 9. Of course in the end I couldn't due to the helluva snail-paced moving queue there.
1130...my number finally came. 3 hours and 30 mins of waiting...do the HELL they know people can accomplish a helluva a lot in 3 hours and 30 mins...I could have been somewhere...in this case ethel's house! Damn them.
Went home...took 156...counted bus stops, and loss count in between..and counted more. Reached there...hitched a ride from erika and to ethel's house we went. Got there, met nicm and perry there =) and watched erika try to fry vegetables and we started lunch. We had mushroom soup, lasagne, shepherd's pie and veggies with carrots, french beans and for dessert caramel pudding and tiramisu...lovely tiramisu..I swear it was heavenly. Not forgetting nicm's alcohol addiction which I recently came to know of. Then went to watch Sleepy Hollow which freaked out ethel...what with the constant lopping off of heads and headless bodies and as well as gross dealings in the movie.
Left, went home and off to daddy's office I went, treated myself to some 'rum and rasin' choc. Just listened to music...watched a couple of VCDs and surfed the internet... and came home at 9+. Bathed and called perry...talked...and then had a late dinner once again and now I am here. I wonder how I managed to eat dinner...seeing as lunch was extremely filling, but if I didn't...mummy would probably grumble or smthg and wanna avoid that. My big sis was once again in her 'the-whole-world-is-irritating-and-I-hate-the-world' moods...which has been happeneing a lot recently and has been getting on her nerves. I'm just waiting for the day mummy reaches the limit and slaps the daylights outta her. Mean, I know, but the bloody bitch has no respect at all...not that I have all the respect in the world, but at least I don't snap at my mother EVERYDAY...cos I feel like it. Okay. Shut up now gen...feeling sleepy, daddy needs the computer. nite.

Holding your hand to experience
The most enchanting season of fireworks
Illuminating happiness for a second
Allowing us to see even farther
The fireworks's most enchanting season
Brightening everything in your life
Relaeasing our joy
On each day that I love you

Been real happy these pass few days. Although it's raining now...but I like it. Peaceful, now all I need is the beach...haha. I just want this to last forever.
Woke up this morning...and then off we went to Raffle's City to go for sis's journalism talk thingamajig. Thought it was 2 1/2 hours...but it was a half hour talk and 1 hour of refreshments. Before that me and my sis were outside the convention room...looking at people...noit looking as in LOOKING...but looking, like a bunch of airhead bitches...haha. Then we discussed whether cars had sex appeal...I insisted that they did but my sis said no..was damn irritating, saying cars can be sexy but not sex appeal...WTH. They had lots of stuff to eat too. Funny thing is, I was damn hungry at first...I ate like 3 pieces of sandwiches and I was already starting to feel full. Ate some really RICH choc ice-cream, salad, some dimsum and a glass of water and I was full. I get hungry easil as well as full easily...not good for buffet meals.
Went off to walk around Raffle's City. 1st stop OP, went in there...saw some nice skirts. Both decided to try them on. The changing rooms were across each other...so we went in and tried on the skirts and then came out and then looked at each other...and we did it again and again...like 3 times. Was extremely spaz, but fun...and HELL the skirts were nice but almost worth my one day's worth of pay...so no.
2nd stop espirit, got nice stuff. But...but all the stuff I saw that was nice...S$60+++++++...not good for the pockets. Took the train back to clementi with my sis and then she went to the U while I headed home.
Came home bathed...sat down to watch a little TV...listen to chinese music ate lunch which was fried rice...courtesy of sam yee and dai yee and now I am here...going to start work again tomorrow...but I must post these pics..some damn nice cars o_o I so want one of
these...of course their from porshe =)


2004 Porsche Boxster Convertible 


2005 Porsche 911 Turbo Cabriolet