right....
so school starts today...and so do the mids...but gen shall re-cap something she was egging to do yesterday, BUT somehow forgot.

sunday
the usual morning routines, went to church and then headed to kap with my baby sis to meet my baby to study. so studied chinese...did the TYS there, although I have yet to see the effectiveness of that...since I don't have the answers to that. studied there...got a bit agitated here and there....couldn't settle down...restless. baby boy and I decided head down to cold storage to get a small tub of ice-cream to um...lets say...settle down.
apparently, after having picked up the tub of ice-cream andwalked around a bit to look at the oh so sinful things on the shelves...we realised we had a dilemma, we had no spoon to eat the ice-cream. we thought of getting them from macs....but then, it's not very good for tub ice-cream...breakable. so we thought let's just buy a small packet of spoons good enough for tub ice-cream. however they came in 20s and so on....hence we abandoned our search and back to macs we went to buy the sundae.
There was however a rather "pleasant" sight I will remember for sometime and I would say...she would be such a bad image for the female gender. she walked...no...more like half-hopping and swinging her little pouch...you know like those little girls, just lacking in the cute area... in her tight pink shirt and denim cheerleader-like skirt....from then she was already frightful. she came in with a few guys dressed in black. they sat down and she at down. omg...and I thought she couldn't be anymore horrifying. she was slouched so bad....I slouch, but at least I still look presentable. she just looked like a mess of the hunchback of notre dame in a young girls skin. She sat like her spine was working OT and when she sat down it was a like break for it in a million years, her chin was almost touching the freakin' table....exaggerating a little but...the vision was there. To think that since she was wearing such a bimbo skirt, which was also short...she'd sit with her legs together. NO she sat with one leg in Russia and the other in Canada. she sat like how those street punks...with her legs all over the place except together. it was just so UNGLAM....omg...and it was so painful for my eyes when she stood up once more to go downstairs to order. baby boy was so annoyed or maybe traumatised how a GIRL could sit like that....it's just so UNGLAM...unfortunately she just happened to be sitting in our line of sight. thankfully she would leave before us.

today
woke up at 7...morning formalities and then daddy sent me to the sixth ave centre bus stop and I bussed to CCK on 67...spent the morning with my baby and did a bit of chem.
left his house at 11 and had lunch in school and then the chem paper. mcq was pleasant...and then a question surprised me....ruffled my feathers a little. I ignored it...finished the paper, quite proud of the stuff I knew how to do...except for those which I recently found out were wrong. As for those I didn't know how to do...I almost cried there and then....I mean I studied...I did...why is it I can't do it. oh well...that passed, took the bus with my baby and dropped off at gourmet...bought a honey glazed chicked steak and shared. got home and then baby boy stayed for a while...and then I walked him to the bus stop for his parents to pick him up.
walked back...dropped into 7-11 for a while and then came home playted more dungeon keeper, bathed, cooked dinner, ate dinner and now I'm here. I so cannot get addicted to dungeon keeper...I SO CANNOT!!! I need to go on hiatus...like now.

very hungry at the mo...but, yeah...baby wanted me to do this so yeah....it's quite interesting actually

To make a woman happy A MAN needs to be

a friend (yeah....we were friends...)

a companion (check. I enjoy his company VERY much you can say...)

a chef (check. he can cook, quite well...haha...he's quite creative in the kitchen...)

an electrician (hmmm....maybe...though maybe not with the wiring of the house, maybe with the computer, that I know he's good at)

a carpenter (not too sure about that....um...he never took DNT, does that count??? )

a plumber (eh....never really seen him around pipes, don't really look like a pipe person...haha)

a mechanic (well...he doesn't have a car...I'll have to ask him.)

a decorator (maybe not...he seems to like the way things are...)

a psychologist (check. he knows when somthing's not right...just a matter of whether I wanna say it)

a pest exterminator (I hope....then he can kill the cockroaches I'm icky about killing)

a psychiatrist (check. he gives me help whenever I've got problems....physicallyt and mentally)

a healer (check. he constantly wants me to drink lots of water. Makes sure I take meds if I'm sick, panadol, paracetemol, all that stuff. Wants me to rest if I'm tired....haha...my baby cares a lot)

a good listener (check. very patient, yes....he always wants to listen when I want to say stuff...although he does get a little frustrated when I don't get his point...)

an organiser (maybe not in certain areas....his room's very, okay maybe not very, but it's untidy....but he does have some element of foresight)

a good father (not very sure. but he wants kids....haha...)

very clean (check. small check....he does tend to be able to live with some amount of dirt)

sympathetic (check. yeah, he get's worried when I get down)

athletic (check. definite check. nice broad shoulders....nice to lie on...haven't seem him row though, wouldn't mind...haha)

warm (check. he is very warm to me)

attentive (check. very attentive...haha)

gallant(check. in some ways....as much as he can be)

intelligent (check. one million checks....it's almost scary....he can play and play, sleep in class, and it's like he still scores...it's almost unreal. it's intimidating...but I guess I can be proud of that, he being intelligent...)

funny (check. he makes me laugh....lame jokes and all...right baby?)

creative (he can be original....especially when it comes cooking lunch, in terms of what's going to go in it)

tender (yes, of course.)

strong (check. yes..he can carry me, i can lie on him....haha)

understanding (check. he tries...although when it somes to a certain way I do things...he just doesn't get why i do it that way)

tolerant (yes...very, all my whining, complaining, requests...sorry baby)

prudent (check. doesn't spend unnecessarily, although he's dying or rather he wants to buy me stuff)

ambitious (check. but not unscrupulous..we can both be a bit power hungry, not in the negative sense though)

capable (check. definite check.)

courageous (um...hmmm...maybe, not too sure though)

dependable (check. although sometimes stuff does slip his mind)

passionate (check. passionate, yes. if he loves to do it...obviously)

Not only that, he also has to give her compliments regularly, love shopping, be honest, be very rich and not look at other girls.
(check, eh...maybe not??? check, not, check.) baby compliments me a million times everyday...not complaining. not sure whether he does, although he says he doesn't mind following me around. he is...sometimes takes a bit of probing. not rich but, that's not important. he doesn't look at other girls in that way...but I do point out girls with nice looking bods to him...he just shrugs.

Of course, he is expected to give her lots of attention, but expect little himself, give her lots of time, especially time for herself and give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes. (check all.) i love my baby...do you baby? I hope...haha...

wow...
now the post area has those font changing and colour changing stuff...like suddenly...
anyway...omg..it's the last week of hols...
so fast...cannot...I'm so enjoying this...
and next week mids are starting...
you see here's the thing...I think I KNOW stuff...but then I'm not actually 100% sure that I actually KNOW it. Cos when someone actually throws me and ACTUAL question (what exactly would qualify as not a question???) I have NO idea how to answer it...and I have very bad feeling in my gut...worried, worries...
somehow seems like the only thing I SEEM...keyword being seem, to be able to do is chem...and right now, I'm not too confident about it. I mean come on...it's a 3 HOUR paper!!! they can ask...what...ANYTHING in 3 hours...it's time to kill...and there's essay questions 10 marks each...howhowhowhow...
anyway...past few days have been good, spending A LOT of time with my baby, studying too.....but somehow it seems like I didn't do enough studying.

yesterday...went to see miss koh in the morning with my baby on chem...and, everything was pretty much solved...met francesca...haha, was nice seeing her, I miss her. lunch was yong tau fu and then on a bus to dover and then the mrt to boon lay. got to jurong point and did a beeeeeeet of shopping, all that was bought was this 37 degrees halter, yes I finally got a halter and I am happy. went back to CCK and then watched avengers on tape....actually my baby ended up watching most of it, since I fell asleep.
went home at 6.35 and then took LRT to bukit panjang to get 970. I hate that bus...I was there for like what 20 mins before the next one came at 7.10, it always makes me wait damn long...I don't understand why...I mean HELLO, it's not as if nobody takes the 970....it always pisses me off. got home at 7.32, mummy was home already, bathed, cooked dinner and then talked to my baby for a while before going to watch CSI.

supposed to go running this morning, somehow I felt too tired this morning...called my baby at 7.30 and then went back to sleep. woke up at 10, ate bf, watched jackie chan and X-men evo. Ironed mummy's clothes, folded the clothes, and hung up the washing....now I'm reading chem bonding while my baby is having training at maCritche....need to go bath...

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

gen needs to remember NOT to click anything when she's offline...
cos if she does then stuff like the half-hour-worth post just now goes bye bye...
wtf...
at papa's office now...hence papa's computer. I swear it's retarded, crappified. things on webpages DISAPPEAR, links don't work or it just gives you rubbish. like the blogger index page...there's the fields for you to fill in you username and password, but you see that's useless since there isn't a 'sign-in' button...yeah, so gotta go to the invalid pwd/acct page to get the 'sign-in' button. then CJC where I wanted to access COLAC...tried to get into my account, and then they said I had an invalid password, so I got the shock of my life, thinking that I was in shit that I'd forgotten my password. called my baby sis to log in for me and turns out that nothing's wrong with my password, just the stupid computer. on hotmail I can't open or delete mail, cos the pages just don't load and I can't read blogs with frames cos , they just don't load either. just thought I'd vent it...apologies, not onto today.
wednesday....
almost mid-week...
woke up at 7.40...raining, wonderful weather to sleep in...supposed to go running but, had to go study with my baby, so had to forgo that. left at 8...walked to get on 67 and bused to CCK. did some physics the online self-test, a bit of chem with some breaks in-between. more like before we started work and after, where my baby was playing gunbound during the latter. rushed out at 1.30 and took 67. dropped off outside turf city and walked to papa's office, baby went on to kalland for training. started off doing chem again, then realised that I didn't bring my ideal gas notes, so I stopped...moved onto AP, GP...I'm actually quite okay at it...just that I need to be able to be able to apply for the harder questions.
now I'm just bored outta my mind...baby's going to go for tuition after training...poor thing's going to be so tired...haix. gonna go home and continue studying, to make myself feel better. just worried...I THINK I know stuff....but as to whether I DO know stuff, that's another issue all together.I hope everything turns out well...I just think I expect too much...but then again, I feel that it's very much realistic and achievable.
going to head home soon...40mins more....just wanna bath and start work....and be comfortable. cos I'm freezing here...hands feet and all.hmmm...I should cut my nails, it seriously gets in the way when I'm typing, very uncomfortable...
now I must remember to connect before I press ANYTHING that could make ALL this disappear....

all back from camp...
and needing to start working...
I feel guilty and gen is damn worried...esp. for physics...
it's worrying...A LOT, I don't know how to do so much stuff *pulls hair*
I'm not on good terms with physics...
I was probably some physicst in my past life, and I hated my life, so I probably (and stupidly) swore that I will have nothing whatsoever to do with physics for my next life. At present(the next life...) I just want to, HAVE TO do physics.
*cry*
anyway...had camp the last few days...3 to be exact...I think it turned out fantastic, there's always room for improvement...all the hardwork was well worth it(with the exception that they were all boys...)
emceeing was done with poise and perry and ethel were just so compatible up there.
item was well prepare, with the exception of the low no of mics supplied, other than that...it was a thumbs up.
backdrop...although there were problems, it pulled through and it was just gorgeous with all the glitter.
firepit...it didn't go as expected but hey, its a campfire, as long as it's lighted, you can't go wrong, mishaps happen...it isnh't what we can control, we can only prepare.
if any of you guides are reading this, the effort paid off did it not, so give yourselves a clap for the work and sweat you put into it...ESPECIALLY to the PLC, you really put your heart and soul into this one.
props to you ALL.

just some pic from DS's blog =)

Backdrop for cf 


reception 

Saturday
woke up at 7, left early and home I went. 156, unpacked, bathed and changed and down to bukit batok I went.
I got lost...yeah, I couldn't find my baby. I worried him...haha, miscommunication...no one is to blame. went back to his house and did work before leaving to go to the doctor again.
Had to do some small operation thing to remove the infection from his chin. poor thing...definitely painful. I didn't know how to help, except to offer my hand...he was scared...but my hand still works...so, yeah. his parents came to pick us, then went back to his house to do more work.
baby saw I was tired, so he didn't allow me to do work and asked me to sleep for awhile. slept for an hour and then woke up, did somemore work and then headed home.
Got home, watched simpsons, then went to help my sis steam the egg and I went to bath. dressed and now I am here.

baby: hope your chin is doing okay, sorry I an't help...I hope you feel bettter...muakz! and I didn't mean to get lost...I'll, um, listen better next time?

it's late...
supposed to be for tuesday...but hey wednesday is here...
probably the longest 3 days I've ever been through...
nothing different today...just kep doing work...doing and doing, keep myself busy, keep myself from feeling bored or straying to think of other things....came home, dinner, CSI, and then one disk of star wars ep III...and now I'm here

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And i want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul

Baby

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

And i know, yes i know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now i know that i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere i go
Always on my mind, you're in my heart
In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you

Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you

You're My Inspiration Peter Cetera

I want a hug, a big one, you owe me...I miss you so so so much I wanna cry...

well...that's one day down
got up at 7.10...couldn't sleep anymore and only 6 hours of sleep 0_0...
went running for 20mins then came home, bathed, had bf and then read papers...
went to papa's office and did work and more work there...I was like dying of boredom...just kept doing and doing seeing as there was nothing to do.
came home...bathed, had dinner and now I'm here...going to watch desperate housewives later...
i didn't think it was going to be this bad....

The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time i see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath i take
I'm calling your name
But i can't take the distance...

I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take
I'm calling your name

I'd brave fire and I'd brave rain
To be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance...

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
that's how much you mean to me

Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take
I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance...

the distance evan and jaron

friday...
but I shall start with thursday first...
not that you have a choice.
woke up...9-11 chem prac...gravimetric and thermochem, then had some extra info for SPA...then got my chem test back...not what i wanted, but I think my mcq was good
11-12 chem mass tutorial...if you use the word mass loosely...not very MASSive by me. Miss soh like finished 7a, b, c, d, e and f in 1 hour...0_0 nothing to say to that. had lunch with my baby and then went to spend some quality time together =)...rushed home to meet erika's bro, marianne, ethel and perry for dinner at polo club.
surpirsed erika there...her parents were stalling for time given we were a little late.she looked somewhat terrified. had some prawn pesto pasta...it was good, cream, herbs and garlic galore. erika's bro ordered a jug of sangria for us...it was okay by me, although I don't really know what it's supposed to taste like, so yeah. talked a little, laughed a lot...then had cake...it was so rich, white chocolate, cream, all that stuff...and the piece was huge..I just took like millions of years to finish that piece. erika's bro was going on about how the cake looked like a condo and just basically obssessing about the idea. talked somemore and then went to play pool...more exactly billards.
actually we weren't really playing, since none of us knoew how to play...so we just whacked balls into the pockets, the aim being to get rid of ALL the balls from the HUMONGOUS table. was playing, then my baby smsed me and reminded me there was class tomorrow, so left early.
got home, bathed, dried my hair, organised what we were going to do tomorrow wiht my baby and them went to sleep.

friday...
woke up at 7, met baby boy on the bus and went for chem together...states of matter...omg...all the answer so damn long, that ms soh reminds me of TYM, so long winded. Then went to baby's house to do stuff and then went for lunch, had duck rice...I just couldn't resist the soup. caught the 67 just in time, both boarded, was a nice ride.
got off, walked home, bathed and then got down to work. switched on the aircon and started work. stopped at 7.20 and went to cook, then went back to do a little bit more and then mummy and my aunts came. helped to unload stuff, put stuff away and then now I am here.
1 week, apart...that ahs got to be the longest time ever...hmmm...baby girl going to miss baby boy VERY much...I want a hug...=(

another ne of these lousy survey thingie...this time from my sis

1. Starting Time:it's waaaaaay below this post
2. Full Name: sew wei xin genevieve
3. Best Friend(s): can i say i don't have any...good friends, I have
4. Sexiest Friend: HO HUM!!!
5. Funniest Friend(s): it wouldn't be very nice to RATE your friends now would it...although...hmmm
6. Smartest friends: well...smart in what way...smart in what area..
7. Dumbest Person: riiiiight....and this person would be my friend WHY??
8. Shyest Friend: none...if they were they wouldn't really be my friend
9. Most boring person: someone unexciting
10. Who Do you get advice from: not many people...VERY few
11. D(ate)O(f)B(irth): riiiight and what's with the brackets....30th September 1988
12. Righty / Lefty :righty
13.Shoe Brand: NB...I want addidas sneakers...or sneakers
14. Do you Crack any Body Parts:um...no
15. Siblings: 2, one older and the other younger...not much difference..in mentality and they're both a pain, except the younger one is a helluva lot cuter
20. Email Addy: -_-
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: yes I have a lot of both...
22. Crush: hm...a lot...but none right now
23. Liked a Teacher: is there no order in this world...is the world YOU live in so BARREN!?!?
25. Ever laughed so hard you've peed in your pants: no
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: I want to...but then there's the fat content
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: who would be THAT stupid...oh I'm sorry I didn't meanto hurt your feelings
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: NO...you see that would be illegal where I come from
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: no
31. Ran into a parked car: wow...it must have been wonderwoman's invisible car
******Girls Fill Out About Guys******
35. Boxers or Briefs: does it matter??? after all you don't see it
36. Tall or Short : taller than me...
37. Does size matter: size of what? brain? yes
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: how 'bout I just leave it at toned
39. Body or Personality: both...moderate amts
40. Ear Pierced or Not : is that supposed to mean something???
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy : sporty enough....so how 'bout er just say fit
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy: it's always good to have a bit of both
******Guys Fill Out on girls****** ---Leave it to the guys please!
47. G or hipster undies: I’m not a guy!
48. Tall or Short : I’m not a guy!
49. Long Hair or Short : I’m not a guy!
50.Dark or Light Eyes: I’m not a guy!
51. Light/Dark Hair: I’m not a guy!
52. Body or Personality: I’m not a guy!
53. Ears Pierced or Not: I’m not a guy!
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl: I’m not a guy!
56.Hair Up or Down : I’m not a guy!
57. Sporty or Classy: I’m not a guy!
58. Chicken or Not Afraid : I’m not a guy!
******Which One is Better******
59. Coke or Pepsi: eh...no colours...7-up
60. K.F.C or McDonalds: I basically try to avoid both unless I have no choice
61. Cats or Dogs : dogs...
62. Coffee or Tea : both...I like
63. Eastside or westside: of what exactly?
64. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
65. Cake or Cookies: cookies
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: um...wow...so hard to choose...white
67. Sunset or Sunrise: they're just as nice...you can't go wrong with nature
68. Day or Night: night
69. Lights on or off: depends...is there a purpose?
70. Summer or Winter: winter
*****Your favourite******
71. Food: as long as it tastes good
73. Holiday destination: Anywhere but Singapore and Malaysia
74. Radio Station: hm..power 98
75. Place to be: somewhere I feel comfortable in with people I am comfortable with...all about the comfort
****** In The Future******
76. Will you believe in God: I do
77. What you want to be when you grow up: um...gynaecologist...make a lot of money...have a comfortable life
******Random Questions******
78. Define Love: how tangible
80. Favourite Place to go: didn't I just answer that...and can you COUNT...it's supposed to be 79...now you messed up all the nos...
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: hmm...when I can do whatever I want without worrying about other STUFF...which is never
82. Bedtime: late
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: I'm not sending this anywhere
84. Satan or God or atheist: God. I believe there is one...
******More questions:******
85. Do you love someone rite now: yes...family, friends and my baby boy
86. Do you care about someone: yes, if you love you care...they come as a package
87. Do you think of someone everyday: yes...you got a problem with that??
88. is anyone special to you: Yes omg...yes...I love and care about people therefore they are special to me...wtf
90. finishing time: 89...what happened to that!??!?! YOU FECKIN' ATE IT UP!??!?! anyway...8.52