weeee....gen is a happy girl...
mummy came back from Thailand on Saturday and brought home grey's anatomy season 1,2 & those that have been shown for season 3!!!
She bought jeans too....however I have a strange fear of trying them on.

anyway....Sunday was another FANTASTIC day with baby. Met baby after church and we went to Aquarama 2007 at Suntec. We were like 2 kids in a candy shop...we were just moving anywhere and everywhere looking at all the amazing fishes and tank environments on display. Not forgetting that things were going dirt cheap too seeing as it was the last day and the overseas companies didn't wanna bring some stuff back to their countries anymore. The competition area of the exhibition area was amazing....looking at all the different competition fishes; goldfishes, plecos, guppies, discus, fighting fish and the amazing arowanas. They even had competitions for the best marine and tropical tanks....baby and I were running everywhere...THERE WAS JUST TOO MUCH TO SEE!!!! AAAAH!! Baby and I were so tired after that...I hope we have more days like this

:)

Today was plain boring....more boring than usual...
boring.
boring.
I was playing solitaire and spider solitaire to pass the time...
so boring...

IT'S FRIDAY!!!
I am so happy...somehow the week did pass a little fast.
I finaly received a reply from nus on wednesday...got accepted into the faculty of science...now it's just ntu or nus. I'm favouring nus right now...due to the distance I have to travel...ntu is just way too far away from where i live. But the course I get to study in nus is vital too ...cos I still have to request to major in life science.

I was so happy when I received the package, mummy was relieved and my aunts were just over-concerned saying things like "so how? accept lah!" and "so how? what you going to choose?". Frankly I have no idea...the NTU prospect seems pretty good, with the small cohort one gets more attention from professors and the people in the faculty are relatively close to one another making it much easier for look help among peers, not forgetting the larger percentage of those graduating with honours . On the other hand, NUS is way more established in terms of science and I heard NTU's curriculum isn't really good plus it is closer to home, so travelling isn't much an issue and I wouldn't have to put up in a hostel.

I'm pretty much lost.

Work today finished early, to be exact 5, cos it's supposed to be some 'eat with your family day'. Sounded good after all I was looking for the work day to end as soon as possible. The highlight of the day was having to fold, insert, seal and stick a stamp on 134 invoices to send out. I swear it took me 1 and a half hours and that was with help. I just kept folding and folding and the stack of invoices to send out just never got and thinner. It was really strange if you ask me.

After work, I headed to town to send in my timesheet to the agency, then decided to walk around and see what the GSS had to offer me in orchard. I saw this really nice pair of black peep-toe shoes from americaya in wisma...pity it was a$49.90...I've been wanting a pair for quite a while, they look especially nice with pants and jeans. Charles and Keith didn't have much to offer, although I did think that one of their peep toes was nice, it was going at $31.90. I went around looking for jeans...MNG had jeans at $66!!! like man they're just jeans...the ones at giordano have just (to me) degraded in value. Is it possible to find nice pair of jeans at $15??? For some reason I think it's impossible, but after what happened when I got my bag...I have to believe it is possible. I'll just have to wait a long, long time and travel really far.


THIS GSS I JUST NEED A PAIR OF JEANS AND SHOES!!!!!

Tomorrow is saturday...my favourite day of the week...baby books out. It just seems we don't fight so mch anymore, not that I'm complaining and it could possibly be because there isn't much time, but it just seems we are...I dunno....sweeter to each other? okay...more affectionate. I like it...just simple quiet time together. Although at times I do wanna go out...but once I get to his house, it just doesn't seem so important anymore. Gotta get up early tomorrow too, gotta meet valerie at 8.30 and get to the induction talk at nus...which is at 9 am. It seems I miss going to school...every phase is just passing a little too fast, when I went to JC, I missed the IJ uniform and just IJ itself. Now going onto uni, I miss the CJ uniform and CJ itself. Are we growing up too fast? I guess we're just forced to move out of our comfort zone, not having to wear uniforms anymore probably symbolises the need for us to become independent...we are now individuals representing ourselves in whatever we do.

I AM BORED OUT OF MY MIND....
for the first time on a saturday...

I just feel too lazy to do anything...normally I would be napping, but the prospect of napping just doesn't seem too good. TV is somehow boring and I have been doing nothing but watching my fish and watching videos on youtube.com regarding fish. There was some insane person who fed his piranhas an arowana...no i haven't gotten it wrong...he fed a silver arowana to his red bellied piranhas. Like omg...he has got to be insane. Then I saw a couple on guppies giving birth, cos i think some of my females are pregnant...I found 3 fry in the tank the other day, so some female's giving birth. However, I still have no idea which one it is. Saw one on arowana's breeding...some are quite interesting.

dum di dum...just waiting for the day to pass....

I am back earlier than usual....was supposed to have tuition, but SO happens that the girl accidentally switched off her phone...I ACTUALLY managed to make my way to the hostel....just that since I couldn't contact her, I couldn't even go into the hostel...like WTF!!! next time i'm going to get an address...I asked her for the add and she kept giving me the name of the hostel and that it was near st margaret's...

AAAAAH!!!

work today wasn't any better...I was just pining for the day to end. All because of this tampines 1 thing, seeing as I'm the temp staff... I keep getting asked to do stuff for them like call the almost 500 people to check if they are coming!! Like why are people in the fucking corporate world so bloody irresponsible, they can't even REPLY AN INVITATION!!! I wanna go to school...and dear NUS still hasn't sent me anything!!! I am in an ass of a mood today...FRUSTRATED!!!!

Yesterday, had to be the best day of the week...baby booked out for the tea session at NUS, so we had lunch together with his dad at turf city, after which we went to gourmet to wander around. =) It was just nice to have him around...
was supposed to have dinner with my previous collegues form draeger...but it got cancelled. I was looking forward to that...haix...so I just went for a run after work...

Wednesday went for some free yoga trial.....it was pretty good...I so haven't stretched for a damn long time and the poses were challenging but manageable. It seems pretty good, just i don't know...I don't really like to travel so far out just to get some excercise....I mean I can just run around my area and stuff, I seriously wouldn't travel unless it had to do with dance. Bought subway for dinner and then headed home.

I am so tired.....I just have too many things on my mind.,...among them a serious craving for yoghurt and being hungry.

where are you....

well, this weekend was really good...I'm so happy....haha...
yesterday baby and I finally got down to getting the fish tank up.

We bought 6 male guppies and 3 female ones, plus 18 neon tetras which are absolutely beautiful under the light...bought sand to line the bottom, 2 live plants, one other on a log and a new light . Not forgetting food and some filter sponge. Baby fixed the pump which wasn't really working very well...haha...

Baby's mum sent us over to my house...had dinner and then proceeded to fill the tank....it was so fun...especially when the fish were let out of the bag. It was so nice to see them swimming around especially when the light is switched on. Unfortunately, this morning all of the tetras died as well as one male guppy...probably couldn't take the new environment...had to scoop their bodies out. It's a bit sad...I mean the tetras really looked good.

Went out after lunch today with baby...to get more female guppies...we found out we actually got too few. We also got a bottle of anti-chlorinating chemical to de-chlorinate the water. After that, baby's parents sent me home while they went off for dinner with the grandparents. Went to bath and after that let the females out of the bag after letting the bag sit in the tank for a while....the new females are so huge as compared to the ones we bought yesterday...but the males don't seem to mind that...haha...so now...

I OFFICALLY HAVE A FISH TANK...with fish in it. I love it.

Just need a smaller one for my hall. =)

well...I am home from work...
going for driving lesson later...weeee....
I have found that...the spots that I have are an allergic reaction...to what? I have no idea...it can't be food, I have been eating the way same way all my life...I haven't tried anything new...perhaps it's dust...I HAVE NO IDEA. All I can say is...I am very self-conscious about them now. I can't even wear shorts....it seems this "allergic reaction" has affected every wear except for the areas that the sun don't shine...by that I mean chest area, torso and butt.

If it gets worst I am so going to cry.

I just keep looking at them 0.0

Somebody in my office says it may be that my body is heaty...and all the feng, liang and TCM theory whatnot that she said...I have no idea.

I JUST WANT IT TO GO AWAY!!!

go find someone else to infect...

I've been home for a while now...
truthfully, I feel irritated with myself...for reasons I cannot explain...
I have like so any bites on my left arm, I have no idea how they got there...I just kind of noticed all of them yesterday....I mean I knew I had what looked like mosquito bites but...then yesterday around lunch time I noticed there were a lot. I'm rather pissed about it...I mean I look like I have some disease or something...perhaps it's my retribution for being so judgemental on how people look. I mean I personally have an eye for perfection especially when it comes to the way I dress...it just has to look good...and when I see people...I just get pretty critical. I'm just more accepting when it comes to friends...haha... talk about being biased.

NUS is irritating me...I have still to get a reply from them...I have no idea why it's taking so long. It's driving me crazy frankly...maybe it's because I applied to NTU...so they're torturing me making me wait. Or something...I come home wishing it were in the mail, like some crazy moron. I know it's not impossible, but...I just need it to BE THERE!! Is it so hard? I am full of worries, this is gonna make me die like 5 years younger than I'm supposed to...Hopefully, I'll still have my teeth then. My toothbrush bruised my gum...so it's so painful when I brush there...now it's hurting even when I don't touch it. It feels like a toothache, but I've never had a toothache, so I don't really know if it's a toothache. It shouldn't be...a toothache...

Work is pretty mundane...I just file stuff for people, open letters, pick-up phone calls, receive guests, arrange couriers...nothing much...since the workplace is so near to home I actually walk there, hence saving on transport. However, the amount I save on transport seems to have been made up in my lunch spenditure.

money, money, I wish I weren't so calculative...

It's LABOUR DAY!!!!

I shall be starting work on Thursday....and I shall be having my driving lessons next thursday.
Came back to Malaysia with my aunts (they came down on saturday)...my mum insists that I go see this sinseh...

anyhow...the past few days have been good...quality time spent with baby...it was enjoyable...a satisfactory kind of happy =) haha...I'm trying very hard not to use the phrase 'goofy happy' cos it just has an element of stupidity in it...and i don't think I'm stupid.

It was a super long drive down...as usual...then we went to get bus tickets for the ride home tomorrow and then headed for dinner. We had fish head curry, veggies, tofu..blah blah...i basically finished the veggies and the garlic and ate a lot of mantou. I have a THING for veggies and garlic. came back to my aunts house, bathed and now i am here.

Tried to use the starhub online sms thingamajig to sms baby, but it turns out that they sms the password to my mobile and I don't have autoroam...just meaning I don't have any reception...like wth...this sucks...

Tomorrow it will be to see the freaky sinseh and another long bus ride home.