Saturday, February 10, 2007

I sound like a man...omg...this has got to be the worse sore throat ever. throw in a terrible cough and i look or rather sound like i've got some contagious disease.

A lonely saturday...
baby's still in camp...he won't be booking out today, cos he's got field camp starting sunday for a whole 6 days...later i shall be heading over to papa's office to just sit there and read, sleep and eat. In the evening we shall go shopping...weeeeeeee....

Yesterday, after work went to the driving centre to register for my basic training. Took an extremely long bus ride there from lakeside. I didn't even think it would take that long, the ride just never seemed to end. The procedure was quite simple. no hassle at all. I did however find out that i had lost my posb card. I was super freaked...i even took out all my cards and peered into all the pockets to make sure it wasn;t hiding in there. So i had to queue again to pay by cash. While waiting, met alicia and her father...after that was settled, I had to think when i last used the thing, which happened to be last week. After i deposited some cash I realised i must have forgotten to take it. Called posb and they said that the machine realised that I hadn't taken my card so they've already issued me a new one. Being relieved, went to book a test date...omg...march was totally booked up and I have wait till like April and I was planning to be able to drive by the time I reach u. Hopefully possible, despite the late test date. I liked the driving centre, it seems rather comforting? like it didn't look so bad...or anything too intimidating. Waited for the shuttle bus to bukit gombak mrt and took the mrt and then bused home. Bathed, talked to baby and had dinner. Daddy found my new posb card in the mail...this one's better...it's got my name on it...haha...took the coungh med and then I went to sleep.

I never thought i could miss you so much...
what's going to happen next week??

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

for the second day in a row...i haven't gone to work...
i actually planned to...but after mummy dropped meimei off i felt extremely terrible...so i told mummy that maybe i should go home. Cos if i suddenly decided during work that i couldn't take it, there's like no way to get back until 6. it kind of saddens me that i've lost money from not going to work these 2 days.
so came home...slept...had lunch and slept until i couldn't sleep anymore. this was about 12...decided to do some washing seeing how sunny it was outside. Then, had my lunch...drank some ginseng tea and slept again. Basically, it was a really lazy day for me...i feel rather alright now...just that my voice sounds terrible, like a little nasal due to the sore throat. Went through a terrible headeache, which just would not go away, in the afternoon. Then i started thinking of all sorts of weird stuff...like maybe I have like a tumour or something or maybe my brain's being eaten away inside my own head by something, making it hurt so bad...well, the headache's gone now...so i guess it wasn't cause by that. I didn't even switch any of the fans on the whole day for fear that the headache would just come back. It really sucks being sick like this.
i really miss school.
'O' level results will be out this Friday...so 'A' levels will be on the way too...I have my doubts, I've done all i can...maybe it's not enough?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

the start of another new week...
although it didn't start off very well.
before that, let's recap the weekend...

saturday was pleasant...
ben's mummy came to pick me up and we went to pick baby up after he booked out in the morning. made a detour to the army market to get some stuff and off we went to fetch chuan yang. ben's mummy cooked lunch and then baby napped while i played some sims...weee!! i had long forgotten about that...haha...

watched some tv and then headed to town to have dinner at cartel...i decided to move out of my eating comfort zone and have pork ribs...haha...seeing as i had salad for 4 days in a row for work...it's time for some meat!!! reached home at about 10 and then i went to sleep.

sunday was alright except for the trip into malaysia...i had my long awaited hair cut =) and dinner...and we went shopping. i felt ab-so-lute-ly terrible...as i felt so under the weather...my knees hurt, so did my back and the air-conditioned environment didn't help either. At least we went my 2nd link...and got home fast after spending a bomb on grocery shopping. I did receive some tragic news upon my return to Singapore...For all who know Mrs Magdelene Low, please pray for her and her family...that they may find the courage within themselves to push on and that Mrs Low herself would find the strength to be able to continue being a mother to her children as well as her students. The only subject she taught me was ME but she did play a special part in the lives of my older and younger sister having taught them lit and english respectively. For all those who knew her would know how amazing she is at both, hopefully in this time of grieving she would be able to receive support from all those close to help her get through this.

home from work much earlier today...cos I was feeling most terrible at work. The place was freezing...i wore 2 jackets and still felt like an ice popsicle. I couldn't concentrate, my head felt like it was about to explode and my back felt like it was about to break. I like finished a whole tray of panadol there...but it didn't prove to work much. so after work, mummy picked me from lakeside and brought me home. after drinking some black concoction I slept for so so long...woke up when baby called me. =) He just finished guard duty and wanted to tell me he saw dolphins during his shift...haha...that was interesting. I told mummy and she was like 'dolphins? at tekong?'...haha...
anyways...i guess i shan't be going to work tomorrow, seeing as what a terrible state i'm in.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

it's tuesday...
and the weekend just seems so far away...it seems that everytime I work, i only look forward to the weekends. Not that i didn't when I was schooling, but it's pretty alright to sleep during classes or in between classes, as in not out of the ordinary, but it isn't during work.

It just always happens during work, perhaps due to the lack of things to do??? I discreetly catch 40 winks here and there. Especially since sunday was 'house cleaning' day, there was an extreme reluctance to get out of bed. It's extremely horrible having to get out of bed so early 5 days a week...although I did do it like 9 years of my life. The perks of an office environment, such as an air-conditioned environment, soon become a bane. The dry air makes your eyes, nose and throat dry, hence making you sleepy and uncomfortable, plus it makes you feel like you're on the verge of falling sick everyday you go to work. To make matters worse, I get cold very easily, so I feel extremely uncomfortable.

Anyways...the weekend was really good, besides the house cleaning on Sunday. on Saturday, woke up, went for a run, came back and helped to clean the front of the house. The shoe cabinet, door, doorpost and the grilles. The amount of dust that has collected over the year is disgusting...especially with the contribution of the massive re-construction that my neighbour's house went through. After that, bused to baby's house after he had finished the NE programme at SDC. His mummy 'da bao-ed' the nice ban mian from the back of his house for lunch and we watched some TV together. Watched army daze together and he played a few games of dota while i napped. Went out at about 6 to lot 1 to buy some stuff and after that to orchard. We had dinner at vilage, which is the newly re-vamped marche...service is a little better, although there aren't many foreign chefs like there were in marche. Other than that, it was a really good dinner. =) walked around a bit and then headed home. Just like that, a day is over and sunday evening he went back. It just makes you wish for more time in a day.





Thursday, January 25, 2007

work has been rather olright this week so far...
with the exception of the constant desperation to look busy when i have nothing to do.

The people are fun to be around with...the only problem still being the 'ulu-atedness' of the place, my constant hunger to eat something and the oily food. I have this reaction to oily food..it's not an allergic reaction like 'break-out-in-hives' kind of thing. My throat just gets really phlegmy, my stomach just feels like throwing up and I feel like scrubbing my sides clean or something like that. I apologise if I have made you queasy, but it's how it is. I tried bringing bread...but it doesn't fill you for long...then you might say, 'bring more'...but then eating so much bread just makes you never want ot eat bread again in your life. To think that I am actually contemplating to stay there for 5-6 months. I mean it's good money and stuff, but to imagine yourself stuck out there...is just a little unbearable.

The boss was supposed to set-up a computer at my table for the past 2 days...and it has still yet to be done. From what I hear, it's a rather scary move...because it means she's gonna be giving me A LOT more stuff to do and from what I hear... she's one of those psycho workaholic kinds who don't give very good instructions. I have been there 2 weeks without a PC, can you imagine that...you must wonder what the hell i do there. That would be just filing, calling people (which I hate) and at times answering phone calls. I suppose that would all change once the PC comes along. The people there say time moves A LOT faster with one to interact with.

The people there speak tonnes of chinese and dialect...people who know me well enough know how amazing my command of chinese and dialect is. With chinese, i'm quite okay...I just have problems conveying certain ideas and messages. My dialect ability is non-existent...I didn't even know what 'chi she' meant. Directly translated it means to eat snake...meaning slack. However, the people make it rather alright.

I HAD plans to learn to drive during this 6 months while I work...but looking at the cost...perhaps not. Even after working for 6 months...I would be left with almost nothing. I planned to learn how to drive before going to the U...plus since I'm working in the most 'ulu-ated' place in Singapore, makes it hard to commit to lessons. Anyway....baby's booking out tomorrow...after 2 weeks of confinement...I feel to happy and excited to see what he looks like. haha...what with the bald cut now. I just want to hug him...so much after not seeing him for so long. =)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

work is starting to take its toll...
or was it supposed to be toll on me...
waking up so early all the time...and not sleeping early due to late dinners which make it uncomfortable to sleep right after a meal..
I have this horrendous feeling that if I do, i'd wake up fat and disgusted at myself. a beautiful vision.

baby called last night...well he calls almost every night...i got a little afraid when I read the sms about the ippt categorising...he "sounded" so unhappy and upset at himself. I was afraid it would really get to him...cos he always tries so hard when it comes to fitness, but he was alright. The army feeds them damn well...so far I heard bak kut teh, half a spring chicken with chips, a bun soup and cordial, plus ice-cream as a treat. haha...they were issued their m-16s yesterday night and learnt to assemble...reassemble...blahblah...i just wanna see it and touch it...however I don't think that would happen.

baby got worried too that I was going to work so tired...so I am eating dinner early tonight...there's also the matter of prisonbreak. I have yet to decide whether I should watch it, I could watch the encore on sat...but I may be forced into going to papa's office, resulting in me missing this episode for good. Then there's also the reason that tomorrow's friday...so after tomorrow, I can sleep in on sat to recuperate and make up for the lost time. there is the matter of that stupid shift in timeslot...making it end even later...at 11.30...
AAAAAH!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Baby what we doing makes the sun come up
Keep on lovin' til it goes back down
And I don’t know what I'd do if I would loose your touch
That's why I’m always keeping you around
My sexy love


so you think you can dance 2 has ended...
so we'll just have to see what 'dance floor' has to offer, not that i'm doubting it's abilities or the ability of our local dance talents.
i'll put some videos of some of the favourite dances I've seen at the end of the post.

anyway...work was a little better...
there was a better flow of work down to me, so i was relatively busier...which is what I like.
At lunch I went out to do my S pass...which grants me easier entry than what I have with the 'V' pass....with the 'V' pass I have to get of the bus and queue up every morning to surrender my IC to get the pass and then get through the gates and metal detectors every morning and the people on the bus have to wait for me. For those of you who are like 'huh-ing' at the post...I'm actually working at jurong island now...and not at venezia anymore...the checkpoints are like those you get at 2nd link and causeway...they check your boots, your pass...in layman terms very 'lechey'. high security area.

The S pass was done pretty fast...it was like my number was called after i sat down for a few mins. The photography was weird...I mean I went inside, sat down and smiled at the camera cos I thought she was taking...but I didn't hear from the woman in there. she just kept typing on the computer...and then like a few mins later she gives the pass with my photo on it. usually people say something when their taking your picture. thankfully the pic was nice.

went back to the office...did more work and that woman eunice came. the first time i saw her...i didn't like her...she gives of that vibe like...she's better than others? call it confidence if you want...but it just makes you stay away from her, cos she just seems to be looking for a quarrel. The worst part of work would be the calling part, it's that I'm uncomforable with talking, but these kinds of calling...i usually have little idea what i'm calling about...so I just seem rather noob. plus the person who did the job is on maternity leave...so no one can really help me.

came home...bathed...and I'm here...I'm so so sleepy.
2 weeks seems so long, 3 months seems so far...maybe I should relief teach after 3 months...like at IJ sec???

Heidi and benji - Black mambo





I heidi has grown on me during this season...I've come to LOVE her. Benji and her are cousins too and they dance AMAZING together...i mean where can you get such gret genes running in a family man!!


Ivan and Allison - Sexy Love





this performance had a special place in my heart...it was so sweet...not mushy...seeing them dance like that, I wish I had someone to dance with like that...haha...and this kinda of hip-hop really touches you SO much more than the aggressive kind we normally see.


Top 4; benji, donyelle, travis and heidi - sexyback




I LOVED this one...wade robson is a GENIUS!!! and travis...hothothot...the way he worked it walking down the stage...haha...


heidi and travis - calling


this one left me rather void of emotion..i dunno why...like after I saw it...i felt empty...which is a rather strange feeling to evoke.

Friday, January 12, 2007

today was a rather bittersweet one...
Had work from 10 to 1...
then baby and his parents came to pick me up to send him of to tekong. The car ride was nice...I mean...I won't be able to seem him as and when I like anymore...so I was trying to remember whatever I could about him...to commit it to memory.

parked at white sands and went to the bus terminal to board a bus to get to the ferry terminal. It was like at so many parts of the journey, the enlistees had to queue separately or go to somewhere else to check in and stuff...I felt a little empty...like I didn't want him to leave yet. He was apart from us most of the time...actually for the whole tour of the BMT school, but the accomdations, amenities and especially the food looked like damn good. There was this video where they showed a video of recruits lining up for food and the plate was like carbo LOADED!!! with like humongous fries and stuff. like wth...anyways, they were in the process of buidling a basketball court and street soccer court for them...and the recreation room was big, with TV, foosball table...haha...They even get dessert in those field packs...haha. Later on, there was this presentation about the equipment that they would carry and in the field packs, which had a person carrying it with uniform and camo on...and ben's mum and I were saying that the guy was quite pitiful, standing there having to do this...later I found out it was joel...haha. He was like calling me and I kept turning around to see who was calling and then I saw him.

last meeting was the meal, met in the canteen chiongwei too...like long time no see that marist since he left 1st 3 months. The meal was alright, rice with veggie, fishcake and a chicken wing plus green bean soup and an apple. after that...was bye bye...the ride home in the car was lonely...it was like I forgot to bring something back. I mean I did leave someone there but...like an empty feeling...

and tomorrow is another day...
just very different from usual...

i don't know when you'll read this,
but i hope i can be what you need me to be...
i love you... =)

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Well it is a bit late but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I'll be heading to work soon...at like about 4
I'm like working 12 hour shifts this week.....and baby's heading into NS next friday.

oh well, lots has happened the past few days, so lets start with

SATURDAY

the relatives popped down to celebrate the new year so the house was mighty crowded and noisy...perhaps noisy is a rather negative word to be used...how about warm...it's like you can't move around or find a space for yourself. Took the cousins out for lunch at turf city to eat the fried fish bee hoon at our favourite stall, then headed home bathed and changed, and headed out for salsa!!!
met stacey at the macs at parklane and we talked a little, the class was not bad...haha...it's like the best time of the week for me...it gives me a high...dancing just does that to me. after that, rushed to pick baby up from the bus stop and headed home for steam boat...haha...joseph came too...so it was like 14 people squeezed at the table. we had gelato, konyaku jelly and some sago dessert plus sone other stuff....I think we had like 5 courses of dessert. haha...played some bridge which I just suck at and will probably never ever play again unless I make sense of it. Mummy and daddy sent joseph and baby home and I went to sleep.

SUNDAY

morning was church...sadly PEW is leaving us...he's like the humour of the church.
Came home, had lunch and wasted away in front of the tv till like 3 when we headed out. Met baby and went shopping!!! haha...well sort of, seeing as we didn;t buy anything. Saw a nice denim skirt for lik $21, but decided to head down to the sales to find anything cheaper....which there was for $9 woohoo!!! they just didn't have my size...so that was the end of shopping. Walked around PS for a bit and then headed to city hall to meet ben's friends for dinner and countdown. The pre-show was quite terrible, entertainment was pretty bad but the fireworks at marina was so good. Besides the fact that there was no bus for me home and it was super duper crowded and a girl slammed into me stepping of my toenail which is sort of broken now...it was a pretty good evening spent with baby....muakz!!! haha...mummy, with my aunt in another car, came to pick us 7 stranded travellers home.

MONDAY
Happy birthday kelvin!!!!
lets see what happened...well I woke up at almost noon and had brunch...sat around and chatted for a while and when guin came home, we headed of the m'sia for dinner at 3.37. it was early....but we got there at 6...it was jammed pretty badly. Ate at the usual place just with more stuff and more people...and we left after that. Then it was another 2 hours to home. I actually wanted to watch So You Think You Can dance today, the episode looked SO SO SO good. but I just had to get it taped. Came home, bathed, watched little nicky...and then it was of to bed.

TODAY
Happy Hari Raya haji to all the muslim people out there!!!
Everybody's left...so the house is pretty quiet. All that remains of noise right now, would be the incessant sounds of the construction coming from my 2 neighbouring houses. It's just hit me that school actually starts tomorrow and I have no uniforms to iron norbooks to buy...it feels rather foreign to me. I'm old....I wanna drive =)

Saturday, December 23, 2006

I was supposed to watch prisonbreak today...but due to some unfortunate circumstances...I was unable to do so.
I should like just stop watching, I mean, I've missed one too many epsiodes for me to understand the show anymore, I think.

Anyway, woke up this morning...watched some cartoons...spongebob was truly hilarious...haha...and winx was just what it was. Later, went down to venezia to pick up the ice-cream and went to papa's office.

Left there at 5 to get to the dance class, which was what triggered my little 'pissed off' mood. I got to the bus stop at like 5.20...I understand...I probably missed it. The next one came at like 5.40...like wtf...I was supposed to meet sean at like 5.50. The bus service is super screwed or something man...plus the bus uncle was driving so slow...even the areas where 77 does not stop, like in orchard where 77 does not stop at like 2 bus stops in a row...it was going at CRAWLING speed. I felt like punching th uncle out and taking the wheel, which would then be bad for the other commuters; or just standing up in the bus and screaming 'WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, YOU CAME LIKE FREAKING LATE AND NOW YOU'RE DRIVING DAMN SLOW.' but of course I did not. I just sat in my seat and fumed. When I alighted, I speed walked like 5 mins walk to the building next to paradiz. like omg...

anyways, dance was fine...there were some good laughing moments with sean today, although we did get confused along the way...haha...

Went walking around and I came upon what seemes like a reward from HEAVEN!!! It was like God was presenting me with a gift for being so disciplined and thrifty the whole year. There were some really noce polo tees going for like $13...like wth...I'm saving like $10-$20!!!! woohoo!!! pity i didn't have money there I then, I just need to calm myself down and limit myself to ONE!!! I walked into La Senza...I really like some of the pjs there, but who knew pjs could be that ex man....then I headed home.

Came home watched some toy story and had dinner...I can't wait for christmas...weeeee....ben and joseph are joining us. I think it would be really good. ben's coming back tomorrow...I wanna see what he bought me....weeee...he won't tell me.

Friday, December 22, 2006

Christmas is like ALMOST here...
weeeeeeeeee...
somehow...the feeling towards christmas has changed...there's this lack of excitement and anxiety as the day approaches. It has become somewhat like just any other ordinary day in a year. It doesn't feel like a holiday anymore...

I've just had my lunch...a rather heavy one...which is very out of the ordinary for me. Perhaps it was due to the fact that there was too much leftover stuff, but yet not enough to make a meal so I had to make like a bowl of instant noodles. All in all I had a char siew pao, a bowl of soup (from last night) and a bowl of instant mee. Which is a helluva a lot of crap to me...aaaand I just put all that into myself....

work has been olright...I'm just afraid that my hands would become all rough after all the washing of dishes and plates. I dished out so many boxes of ice-cream today...omg...wo zhen de gen chocolate you yuan (I'm fated with chocolate). All that dishing of the belgium and dark chocolate was really a workout...for the fact that the belgium is so damn hard and the dark chocolate is damn sticky and hard. A pity my left arm is like useless...if not...the biceps on both arms would at least look the same. haha...

I think last night, mummy like went crazy. I have NO idea where she went...she came home with like 4 burnt christmas cds. I mean, their pretty nice and all, but I mean, their all pretty much the same songs in different versions. It's like the hamburger...if you know what I'm talking about, or did I just confuse the dear reader. However the enya one was a good choice...I just want the corrine may one now. =)

I believe I now have to go and clean the house. so ciao!!!
Merry Chiristmas and a Happy New Year. (just in case i'm not here to say it)

Thursday, December 14, 2006

I'm finally on the internet....
the home PC has finally died...it was rather expected cos , it didn't seem too hot when it came back from the repairman in the first place...
so now I'm on papa's comp, just that there's no powercord(sp?)...I have no idea where it went...so I have to finish this fast before the battery runs out.
anyway, work is going a little better, I think the scooping has improved...with regards to one and 2 flavours. As for the box ones...a little more time, I just need to make the ice-cream look neat and stuff. I learnt to do more of the foods...so yeah. other than that, I've been on the night shift the past 2 days...which is crazy. Tuesday was fine...there wasn't anybody in near closing so li yin and I went home early. YESTERDAY, there were still people in the store at closing and more people coming in during closing, so we ended late.

Baby's away on another of his things until saturday, so other than work...it's been the TV and 2 dvds my sisters and I rented. I thought Gattaca was really good, Mr Hoi let us watch snippets of it for a while during GP but we never really finished it in the end, so it was good to see how it all finally turned out for the man. Highly recommended. My sisters watched Maria Full of Grace, another movie I watched in GP lecture. It wasn't too bad...it's just frightful to think you can swallow 60+ pellets THAT big into your stomach.

Just had my bf...home alone and I will be working closing again, missing prisonbreak again. It's gonna be more tv again wile waiting to go to work, maybe I'll do some reading since I've found a book to read, or maybe ironing. whatever it is, life is just boring now, until work starts.

I so need to get out more often...without spending money that is.

Any takers? haha...

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

Thursday, December 07, 2006

I told you not to, but you just had to...
Don't you have anything else to do???
what part of 'don't call' do you just NOT understand???
just leave it...

I disgust myself...

somebody just shoot me...really, cos I HATE feeling SO SO pathetic...

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Well...work is so starting to get to me...
I'm starting to think I'm not too good with this ice-cream dishing thingamajig...
I mean I just CANNOT make it look right in the cup,one person says it's fine, just get the shape. On the other hand, someone else says make the sides flat like OMG!!!
worst of all I was like trying to get through work without breaking any like plates and stuff and I ended up breaking a jar of jam which was conveniently put in front of the drinks, plus at that moment there was a rush to get stuff out of the kitchen...so the floor was sticky, went to get the mop...of course I ahad to wring it, if not the whole place would be wet and slippery and people might fall, no the person there tells me I don't have to wring the mop...like huh??

Tomorrow night I'll be working closing...hopefully it goes well...and then I'll rush home to watch prisonbreak.

Today was just today...I spent almost the whole day playing the pokemon gameboy which I got from ben. I swear, the games I get from him...the first was chicken invaders. Spent about another 2+ hours watching Italian Job...it's a good movie I must admit, the genius of the plan always amazes me.

I thought I'd get through today okay...I dunno, sometimes i despise being a girl. There are just TOO many traits I dislike about girls. Like how in movies they scream and cry about everything when they should be DOING something CONSTRUCTIVE, like shutting the hell up. Plus, how they get so freaked out by anything with more than 2 legs. Cockroaches I understand, cos they're so damn filthy but like for the rest just use your feet and kick it away or flick it away, Another thing is how they get so emotional when they get attached to someone which is how i am right now. Like WTH...it's only 4 days...STOP being an unreasonable WHINING BITCH!!! stop calling acting like you can't live without him....AAAAAH!!!! I'm becomig like EVERYTHING I dislike about girls, being the retarded loser who just can't live without her boyfriend.

somebody just shoot me...

are words of comfort so hard to come by??

Monday, December 04, 2006

first day of work...
my feet hurt, hurt...
I wish there was someone here to make it feel better...

I just wish you would leave me the hell alone...
like just GO AWAY...why is I always feel like i'm being, I dunno, pushed around.
it's like when you like you get me to do stuff and when you don't like it you just explode in my face.
I've had ENOUGH!!! find someone else to do your shit, you think you're the ONLY ONE, you think you're the only one that has a whole load of SHIT to handle. Well let me just tell you this...WAKE UP YOUR FREAKIN' IDEA!!! The whole BLOODY world does not revolve around you. It doesn't mean you're treated like that all day you can come home and be like that around everyone. If everyone can take all your crap, I certainly can't!!!
I am SICK and tired of this...

I just had to vent...anyways, today's work was alright, I just could not get the ice-cream to look right, I mean what the hell is up with the gelato man...it just won't get into the shape in the cup. The worst is when 2 flavours are needed, I can't uimagine 3 flavours. In way the job isn't too bad, cause there isn't much to do in the morning and it's walking distance. I just need more confidence...yeah and like not to be so kan chiong when doing things, cause if I do i just screw up some stuff. plus I just need to get more familiar with things, the isea of having to call on people for help is just, I dunno, it makes me feel a little retarded. I get that it's not wrong to ask for help, but to ask for it so frequently just gets to me. hopefully, everything get's sorted out and into place tomorrow...

tomorrow seems bleak, lonely, oh why did I let you go so far...
I want you back...
why did you go...

Friday, December 01, 2006

Back from the hotel!
weee....the hotel was damn nice...just that I didn't sleep much having drunk too much. By the wasy...drinking too much is rather relative...for me that would me more than a bottle of becardi or hooch. yes, yes...laugh your bloody ass off and say it....I'm a pathetic drinker....muahaha...luckily I'm not a fan of drinking, so it's not much of a loss...haha.

The dinner was a blast because of the people...but foodwise it wasn't too great. Even my favourite course (shark's fin) didn't have much taste, in addition the vinegar was rather lousy...you had to add like a lot to actually even taste it. Dessert was olright by me...just that the aloe vera wasn't as crunchy as it was supposed to be.

Took a bus down to PS in the morning and baby and I had breakfast at MacDonalds...Weeeee!!! I satisfied my long time crave to have hotcakes...and it was prettyt satisfying with a nice hot cup of tea. I also managed to have breakfast with baby at macdonalds, which was what I have wanted to do for a while now. after that, baby went off for his appointment and I headed home. Came home and I did a little housework before bathing...and I called Venezia. YES!!! I shall be dishing out ice-cream for the next 2 months. Plus, it's NOT just ice-cream people...its GELATO!!! muahaaha...I just hope to clock enough hours to make like $1000 in my bank, which would actually require me to work for like 10 hours everyday at the most...but hey, I'm dishing out GELATO!!!! Who wouldn't be able to work 10 hours with lovely GELATO!!!! Weeee!!!!

I really hope it works out...I keep thinking that a good paying office jopb would come along...but it's been like 2 weeks...it's driving me crazy!!!!

Like really...

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

wahahahahaha....
spent like the entire afternoon till evening at sheryl's house...
morning went to pick baby and buy the delicious ham ends we discovered last night and then walked back to the house. Baby fixed the neckalce up for me and we spent sometime together and watched a bit of flushed away.

After that walked to sheryl's. Sheryl and I watched step up together (LIKE FINALLY!!) It was pretty good...I LOVED the showcase, rehearsals were groovy to watch...sean and baby were outside playing ome flying game when we left and when we were done, they were playing some tank game. As in they were riding in tanks shooting aliens which make really cute noises when killed. Had lunch...curry with maggi mee noodles and bread....we like finished the whole loaf. after that we decided to play monopoly...haha..it was pretty good. I got 2 hotels...haha...sean paired up with sheryl and baby with me...haha and sean went like bankrupt twice. Saved by passing GO!

It got a little boring...then we played MAJONG!!! muahaaha....baby and sheryl taught sean and I the noobs how to play...it was a rather painful 6 games...taking eons to finish each one...each time I was sooooooo close the the tile just didn't come. haha...baby said, another criteria filled towards becoming a taitai. I can shop and now I can play mahjong. I just need to be jobless in the future and married to rich husband or tycoon(Being optimistic...=))

we left at about 7...baby took a bus to the interchange while sean and I waited for the bus together. While waiting I educated him on the basis of make-up; why women put make-up, what piece of make-up is for what purpose, the colours they come in...haha...now I a home having had my last day of freedom without a job.

I just dread the idea of having a job...it's like I so haven't made up for ALL the free time lost from prelims till the end of 'A's I just wanna, you know get acquainted with the god of idling (if there is one) and regain the ability to SLACK!!! This sounds a bit strange but yeah....however, on the bright side...I will have a bit of spending power. I still have a lot of things in mind to buy...so there's the motivation, plus the dance classes I ahve to pay for, so I just need to focus on that.

NO PROBLEM!! yeah....oookay...so ciao!!!

Friday, November 17, 2006

IT'S OVER!!!
OMG...I like never thought that i'd be able to wait till this day came...haha
well chem mcq, didn't go as planned, but oh well, nothing much can be done as of now.
went out with baby and his class to minds cafe to play board games.
and guess what?
I met ERIKA!!!
and we just spoke on the phone the night before...um...no...the day before last night...
it was soooo good to see her...haha...we have to meet sometime....SOON!!!
got to minds and I stayed with the guys, played citadel, it was pretty good...baby won...weeeee!! I helped him out choosing the cards...baby bought me a brownie and ice-cream...and the brownie was soooo good. it was so moist and warmprobably on e of the best brownies I've ever tasted.
after minds we met baby's friend siewjing...haha...she was so cutely blur....likecrazily disoriented...um...you most likely didn't get what I said but never mind...baby sent me out and then I took 77 home

the wait was like forever...it was like after numerous 190s, 106s, and 162s, it finally decieded to show up. The bus ride was equally bad...I don't know why, I was rather irritated as to why it took so bloody long to get out of orchard, perhaps it was due to the after work rush to get home thing....but it was UNBEARABLE. The hunger and tired eyes just added to the horrible experience...got home...bathed and now I'm here....mei mei went to pierce her ears...weeee....I'm wondering if I should....I have this strong feeling of wanting too...

Friday, November 10, 2006

Finally a little breather in between papers...
I had like math 1, chem 3 and math 2 for 3 consecutive days
next week's like the last stretch of everything, the only thing that's finished is math, so yeah, like 2 down, 2 more to go...making that like 5 more papers to go....
after all this...chacha and salsa hopefully...I really wanna learn...
and for the first time in my entire life, I WANT to go shopping...I have NO idea what to shop for, I just wanna spend and buy something...AAAH!!!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

12 to go...

the tagboard is like fixed...not fixed, I just got a new one.
Anyway, seeing as I haven't blogged since october...

lotsa stuff happened; graduation day, many fun days of class with the class, or at times the lack of it, mock and more mock exams. A rather bittersweet period of time, parting ways is difficult after having gotten used to having them around almost 24/7. plus, it's only been 2 years, so it seems like you've just gotten used to them and it all just ended so fast.

Graduation day was like a touch of reality that we won't see each other as often anymore, and that the 'A's are like 3 weeks away. The year passed like lightning, and yet there's a feeling like i'm not ready to go yet. I wanna stay a little while longer, especially since this is the last I'll ever see of formal schooling. JC life was truly amazing...it was torture, but yet there was so much laughter involved to totally dismiss it an insufferable experience. It's nothing like IJ, but it was close...maybe on par...

now it's time to hibernate and prove to myself what the two years were worth in terms of academics and I really hope that there are no regrets. not even a single one.

church today was rather light, I mean pastor was like preaching on how we could spiritually connect when two sparrows flew in from behind the curtains in the MG audi. I have NO idea how they got in. but they kept chirping and hopping infront and flying around. There was also a little boy who kept following the birds, obvioulsy fascinated...haha...that came to an end when he started to climb onto the stage. The rest of the day was spent with environmental chem, technically should be just called major regurgitation, the problem being that regurgitation is only possible if you actually SWALLOW anything.

I pray to God that everything goes well for the next 2 weeks...

baby: haha...oh yeah, it still seems rather strange as to how we could have forgotten the 19th anniversary...so happy belated 19th anniversary...