I should probably back to this blog to unload my feelings. Facebook is too much of an emotional burden. I feel bad after offloading there.
This place seems less burdensome. After all, close to no one comes here. I think.
Right now, I just want to escape and wash off today. Although it was an awesome dinner, coming home is a snap back to reality. Makes me wish for time to pass a little faster as I make that slow progress. A part of me wishes that I will never experience such pain/loneliness/uselessness anymore again, whilst the other part of me is telling me it will come knocking any time.