a good 4 days...eat, sleep dive; eat , sleep dive; eat, sleep dive....open water plus advanced water...truly the best holiday of my life
Saturday, July 11, 2009
We all don't really know what we want do we?
When we're busy we wish we didn't have anything or less to do and when we don't have anything to do...we wish we had things to occupy our lives with. How can so few things take up so much time? So few the number doesn't go pass counting with one hand. (1) UROPs (2) Dance (3)QT. It's so simple...yet one I think about 24/7 the other the weekends the last hardly has space at all...
I don't have to right to complain, given that I chose it...but is there something I'm not doing right? It just doesn't feel right. Everything is just so spur of the moment. I slot it in the schedule then I cancel it because something comes up...things like just purely drive me crazy. Resulting in any social activities being put on hold until the last moment which I can only confirm it.
I hate this way of doing things, but it seems like it can't be helped for some reason. It's like an allergy or something I have towards, unrest, chaos, disorganistion and anything else related in my life. I can't even stand quarreling in my own family, I just switch off and become extremely irritable. Just reading what I wrote seems like a recipe for disaster cos life is supposedly full of all this kind of crap and so I'm not supposed to complain but just take it all in.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
$124 dollars that I fell in love with at vivocity aldo...pity I had to let it go.. =(
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Just go away...sometimes I wish you never existed. I wish you would LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Can't believe what I just typed? Well, right now I just feel this way. You say you miss me...well you know what, I'm quite sure it's pretty much a very one-sided feeling.
I've said time and time again, wait for June...but no...you ask and ask...and I say yes. After a while I have to cancel, cos you know that this definitely takes priority. Do you like being disappointed? I don't like going out with my mind racing and worrying about something else somewhere when I'm spending time with you. Don't you get it?
Upset doesn't quite cover it, neither does pissed off. Maybe frustrated and pent up is what I feel, I just want to go somewhere and scream or shout it all out...ALL OF IT!!!
please please just go away...
I wish I had the time....
Please stop making me feel this way...
Monday, April 20, 2009
Watched centre stage II few days ago...rather disappointing actually, compared to the first, so I suppose that's why I've never heard of it.
The acting isn't great...painfully awkward, esp between the male and female lead. You can't blame them though, they're dancers not actors. Although some people say to be dancer, you gotta learn to act. The dancers from the first installment, did a rather painless and great job at that. Not much dancing, but it seems to have moved from classical ballet to contemporary though, sorta like step up to step up II.
I love this clip between the 2 leads. I like the way it progresses with the groove and all, most of it actually looks impromptu with somebody initiating something for each part....just try to ignore the painful dialogue...lol. Watching it makes you kinda wanna get up and groove to this with someone.
All that aside, I'm going to make an extremely shallow comment now...the guy is hot!! Kenny Wormald, he works as a back-up dancer for people like Justin Timberlake and apparently is touring with the PCD and dating one of them. okay...crawling out of my shallowness...enjoy.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone. I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
I behave like an idiot when I don't know what's going on...doesn't everybody?
You've got to tell me who to go to to ask for what...I can't just randomly ask anyone in the lab; unless that's the way you want me to go. I'm not a slacker so when I feel this way, it makes me hate me...why would anyone do that? You can't put me in a house with 20 people, with no directions and tell me I've to find this and that.I don't know who out of the 20 people to ask...unless you'd like me to ask them one by one.
What do you call this feeling? It's beyond frustration...
-a handphone(thanks mummy)
-converse or adidas sneakers -gummies and MORE gummies -shades
-new pencil case -new wallet -roald dahl...tales of the unexpected
-by vc andrews
flowers in the attic petals on the wind if there be thorns seeds of yesterday garden of shadows
-by jostein gaarder
Sophie's World
The Solitaire Mystery
Maya -by orson scott card
Ender's Game Speaker For The Dead Shadow of the Giant
Xenocide
Children of the Mind
Ender's Shadow
Shadow of the Hegemon Shadow Puppets enderverse: first meetings -by mitch albom
Tuesdays with Morrie =)
5 people you meet in heaven For One More Day -contact lenses -a belt -something big enough to fit my wallet and hpthank you baby
