there is an impending long holiday...
=)
there's steamboat tonight...
=)
I'm like into PCD songs...I have no idea why...but they were just playing during warm-up during dance and it just made me move...so yeah...
today has been productive...I have done just about everything I set out to do...
the week ended off well with the possibility of me dancing for the PAC opening might...so I'm quite happy...I wonder if my contemp is better than my hip-hop or street jazz...if it is, then it is quite a pity i never picked up ballet, but not a big one..I very much appreciate and still love playing the piano. I'm quite happy with how the week went, I've been busy busy...so i feel good...I still need to find time to do my SATs practice...omg...that thing is seriously stressing me out big time. It's like no time to do anything...cos I'm busy...roight...
There's the prospect of cutting my hair tomorrow...which is good timing cos phototaking is like on tuesday, but I wanna spend time with baby...time together is so hard to come by and I'm not unhappy about it...I'm just...hmmm...not contented...satisfied? hence, why it is a good thing that I'm busy. but then again...nothing much can be done...we'll just have to wait...dum di dum...

Oh, my baby's sexy for sure
I had to have him when he walked through the door

it's tuesday...
haha...only the second day into the week...
today everything was just slow...I seriously thought the day would never end...
I mean the prospect of a 5 o' clock day is already devastating as it is...
anyway...the funnist moment today has to be about milo and cumar...omg...michael trying to get to cumar cos of something he did, and they were just moving round the class until finally cumar was stuck in the front and couldn't get back to his seat cos michael was in it.

C: "where's miss ang....I'm unhappy...she's late...(points to his watch) time to start lesson already"
(Michael's sitting in Cumar's place)
(clicking of heels at the stairs and miss ang appears)
C: finally!
(miss ang walks in)
A: what's going on?
C: why are you late miss ang...I'm unhappy
someone in class: michael wants to beat cuamr up...cos cumat did something to him
A: okay, I let you all finish first okay?
C: uh...no, miss ang...have to start lesson now...(points to his watch frantically)need to start lesson...very late already
(math lesson over)
(GP lesson over)
(Cumar starts packing and is on his way to the door, but michael beats him there)
someone in class: oh no...not again
mr hoi: why?
someone: michael wants to beat up cumar
mr hoi: oh...beat then beat lor...not my business what
(cumar looks at mr hoi 0_0)
(michael starts to close in on cumar and he mves)
mr hoi: cumar, why you so scared...you're from judo...michael's from canoeing, he can't do anything to you
C: mr hoi I think I need to get something from you...um...yeah...
mr hoi: okay...

haha...the exchange between the two of them was just damn hilarious in class...haha...anyway school is over and I am home typing away now. Should get down to doing work soon.
anyway, watched "so you think you can dance" on monday...it's on every monday at 7 on channel 5..and omg...artem and blake are like super hot. Like artem's body is amazing...the abs rae just THERE!! and when he dances ballroom (his shirt's usually open) the way his body moves is just amazing.

As for blake...he's just super good at lyrical...I swear when he dances it's like he transcends into a different world and he takes you along with him. His facial expressions are just so full, so indescribable....and when he spins( my god, he can spin...and the fouettes...whoo!!) he stirs so much emotion in you and he just hits everything so well...it just drives me crazy...it's things like this that make you so proud to be a dancer. Dance today is not just about sex and seduction, there's so much more to it than that...and it's these things that makes someone a great dancer...

oh...and I almost forgot..I got my first taste of ben and jerry's ice-cream today...yes, my first...there was like a free ben and jerry's ice-cream giveaway at certain outlets and the nearest one was like united square. Pity I finish at 5 today, but baby went down to get his share and brought some back from united square all the way back to school for me....If you ask me, I am inclined to say that was a super sweet (no pun intended) gesture and it's these little things that make me love him so much...muakz!! I love you baby!!!

so far this week...

I have yet to receive my egg...it is still easter...
shit happens...I mean it was that close man!!! stupid yellow box!!!!
the weather has been cold...I've been cold all day long...
and there's so much shit to do...
and I still want an easter egg...

so yeah...that's about it for now...ciao!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

sorry I'm not there to celebrate with you...I really hope you like the wallet...haha...
dum di dum...the weather today is so nice...
nice and cool...
I think I like grey skies...I have no idea why...but I think it looks just as good as a blue on. well unless I'm hanging out the clothes...then maybe a blue one is preferable.
today's like intensice work day...just doing more and more work...
it's like the most boring thing to do...sleep, eat and work...
anyway...the week went rather well...i must say...
physics spa was not up to form...but hopefully I managed to smoke through. 2.4 run was fast enough for me to get a gold...I got luckyy by 2 seconds...haha...lessons are moving along...although a large majority are stagnant...which is rather infuriating if you ask me. But...we must all be patient.
I don't know...I just can't tell...have a I become somewhat impatient? or rather very impatient? I sense it at times...but perhaps it's a result of wanting to get things done quickly and fast or maybe it's because of the class, cos everyone is so slow...slow not meaing stupid...but meaning not doing the work...or just not paying attention, hence the impatience has arisen. I have no idea where it came from...or the source of it.
I've also been told that I've become self-centred. okay...um...to me...that seems exaggerated. and I really have no explanation because...I don't think I am. I mean...I like to get things done fast...but I do think about the situation, which is the class...so I haven't said or complained about anything. I really am confused by these comments...I don't think I'm in denial...I feel like I'm supressing myslef a whole lot due to these comments, cos after being said to me...I'm feeling rather self-coinscious.
um...roight
anyway tomorrow's EASTER!!!
weeee!!!
um...I want an easter egg...a big one...I don't care if the easter bunny doesn't exist...
I want an easter egg...

4 weeks into school...
so much has happened...good and bad...
I'm just feeling pissed and...I don't know...sad?
sometimes I think I'm just plain stupid to get into this...
I mean...it just makes me worry about things I'm not even supposed to be worried about and what makes it worse is I feel like I'm the only one who feels like this. which hence makes me feel even more stupid.
Everything is so unpredictable...I don't know what will happen tomorrow, I don't know when we'll quarrel next, I don't know when we'll start talking again if we quarrel, I don't know if we'll even be okay after that. I don't even know if he know's how bad it is. Ironically I feel so alone.
I feel so lost...I'm so worried...
he just can't see...