So, exams start in 2 weeks and my driving test is next week...

Just had genetics test today....needless to say my mind was totally blank. I even forgot how to do the punnet square and when I remembered, it took me so long to do the question. Itw as just so messy and confusing. It's times like this that you really hate yourself. Well, it's over anyway....and I should mug for the rest now.

It's so much easier when you're busy and have things to do. It makes you feel better about what's not here with you or rather helps you not dwell on it. Time seems to move so slowly.

You try not to think of it, but it hits you when you look at people. You can't help but be reminded about the loneliness that you feel....

IT'S OVER!!!!
well not quite...but the 35 pages worth of words and diagrams is in =)

I swear, that was the bane during these few weeks...
always something wrong...not enough...I was about to go into serious depression, cos I did nothing but that and study for the tests that I didn't have time for...

so it's in, all that's left is viva and congress...
which means I have to read up everything again to refresh and do up presentation slides that would intrigue people who have never heard of whatever we've researched on for a whole 15 minutes....

nothing too tough 0_0

I really need a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG break....a really long break.

I'm not gonna stop 
That's who I am 
I'll give it all I got 
That is my plan 

It's amazing how time flies....
it's like week 11 of sem 2...the review is due next week, congress is in 2 weeks...madness is what I call it.

I'm at home today cos I've only got lessons from 4-6pm today....waste of time I know...my timetable this sem really sucks like crap. Which is also why I can't wait for this sem to be over and done with...bleah!!!

It's nice to be home...I can like go take a nap whenever I want on my bed...watch TV whenever I want (I wish...) rather than stuck in school eating school food. Is it me being picky...because it seems every time I go down to have lunch or dinner in the science canteen and I look at the food...the taste of it seems to resurface in my mouth and it just totally turns you off. I have no idea why....when I was in CJ or IJ it was hardly like that. Traveling to another faculty is feasible if you have time and nothing much to do...but you see that just isn't how it is for me. So I'm just stuck there.

Sleep is another basic essential I SERIOUSLY lack. It seems to be a constant and yet fruitless pursuit for many uni students, regardless the length of time the person's been studying there. Once you get it back...something comes along to just throw it off again. Is it really a phase EVERYBODY has to go through and somehow you get used to sleeping for only like 4 or 5 hours a day? Cos I seriously don't seem to be catching on.

I need to get out. It's just suffocating seeing nothing but school and home....it just seems to have gotten so bad that staying away from work for a day is just not enough.

It just makes you want to scream till you have exhausted all your energy so you feel better.

loneliness...isn't enough to describe how I feel