I was supposed to watch prisonbreak today...but due to some unfortunate circumstances...I was unable to do so.
I should like just stop watching, I mean, I've missed one too many epsiodes for me to understand the show anymore, I think.

Anyway, woke up this morning...watched some cartoons...spongebob was truly hilarious...haha...and winx was just what it was. Later, went down to venezia to pick up the ice-cream and went to papa's office.

Left there at 5 to get to the dance class, which was what triggered my little 'pissed off' mood. I got to the bus stop at like 5.20...I understand...I probably missed it. The next one came at like 5.40...like wtf...I was supposed to meet sean at like 5.50. The bus service is super screwed or something man...plus the bus uncle was driving so slow...even the areas where 77 does not stop, like in orchard where 77 does not stop at like 2 bus stops in a row...it was going at CRAWLING speed. I felt like punching th uncle out and taking the wheel, which would then be bad for the other commuters; or just standing up in the bus and screaming 'WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, YOU CAME LIKE FREAKING LATE AND NOW YOU'RE DRIVING DAMN SLOW.' but of course I did not. I just sat in my seat and fumed. When I alighted, I speed walked like 5 mins walk to the building next to paradiz. like omg...

anyways, dance was fine...there were some good laughing moments with sean today, although we did get confused along the way...haha...

Went walking around and I came upon what seemes like a reward from HEAVEN!!! It was like God was presenting me with a gift for being so disciplined and thrifty the whole year. There were some really noce polo tees going for like $13...like wth...I'm saving like $10-$20!!!! woohoo!!! pity i didn't have money there I then, I just need to calm myself down and limit myself to ONE!!! I walked into La Senza...I really like some of the pjs there, but who knew pjs could be that ex man....then I headed home.

Came home watched some toy story and had dinner...I can't wait for christmas...weeeee....ben and joseph are joining us. I think it would be really good. ben's coming back tomorrow...I wanna see what he bought me....weeee...he won't tell me.

Christmas is like ALMOST here...
weeeeeeeeee...
somehow...the feeling towards christmas has changed...there's this lack of excitement and anxiety as the day approaches. It has become somewhat like just any other ordinary day in a year. It doesn't feel like a holiday anymore...

I've just had my lunch...a rather heavy one...which is very out of the ordinary for me. Perhaps it was due to the fact that there was too much leftover stuff, but yet not enough to make a meal so I had to make like a bowl of instant noodles. All in all I had a char siew pao, a bowl of soup (from last night) and a bowl of instant mee. Which is a helluva a lot of crap to me...aaaand I just put all that into myself....

work has been olright...I'm just afraid that my hands would become all rough after all the washing of dishes and plates. I dished out so many boxes of ice-cream today...omg...wo zhen de gen chocolate you yuan (I'm fated with chocolate). All that dishing of the belgium and dark chocolate was really a workout...for the fact that the belgium is so damn hard and the dark chocolate is damn sticky and hard. A pity my left arm is like useless...if not...the biceps on both arms would at least look the same. haha...

I think last night, mummy like went crazy. I have NO idea where she went...she came home with like 4 burnt christmas cds. I mean, their pretty nice and all, but I mean, their all pretty much the same songs in different versions. It's like the hamburger...if you know what I'm talking about, or did I just confuse the dear reader. However the enya one was a good choice...I just want the corrine may one now. =)

I believe I now have to go and clean the house. so ciao!!!
Merry Chiristmas and a Happy New Year. (just in case i'm not here to say it)

I'm finally on the internet....
the home PC has finally died...it was rather expected cos , it didn't seem too hot when it came back from the repairman in the first place...
so now I'm on papa's comp, just that there's no powercord(sp?)...I have no idea where it went...so I have to finish this fast before the battery runs out.
anyway, work is going a little better, I think the scooping has improved...with regards to one and 2 flavours. As for the box ones...a little more time, I just need to make the ice-cream look neat and stuff. I learnt to do more of the foods...so yeah. other than that, I've been on the night shift the past 2 days...which is crazy. Tuesday was fine...there wasn't anybody in near closing so li yin and I went home early. YESTERDAY, there were still people in the store at closing and more people coming in during closing, so we ended late.

Baby's away on another of his things until saturday, so other than work...it's been the TV and 2 dvds my sisters and I rented. I thought Gattaca was really good, Mr Hoi let us watch snippets of it for a while during GP but we never really finished it in the end, so it was good to see how it all finally turned out for the man. Highly recommended. My sisters watched Maria Full of Grace, another movie I watched in GP lecture. It wasn't too bad...it's just frightful to think you can swallow 60+ pellets THAT big into your stomach.

Just had my bf...home alone and I will be working closing again, missing prisonbreak again. It's gonna be more tv again wile waiting to go to work, maybe I'll do some reading since I've found a book to read, or maybe ironing. whatever it is, life is just boring now, until work starts.

I so need to get out more often...without spending money that is.

Any takers? haha...

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?

I told you not to, but you just had to...
Don't you have anything else to do???
what part of 'don't call' do you just NOT understand???
just leave it...

I disgust myself...

somebody just shoot me...really, cos I HATE feeling SO SO pathetic...

Well...work is so starting to get to me...
I'm starting to think I'm not too good with this ice-cream dishing thingamajig...
I mean I just CANNOT make it look right in the cup,one person says it's fine, just get the shape. On the other hand, someone else says make the sides flat like OMG!!!
worst of all I was like trying to get through work without breaking any like plates and stuff and I ended up breaking a jar of jam which was conveniently put in front of the drinks, plus at that moment there was a rush to get stuff out of the kitchen...so the floor was sticky, went to get the mop...of course I ahad to wring it, if not the whole place would be wet and slippery and people might fall, no the person there tells me I don't have to wring the mop...like huh??

Tomorrow night I'll be working closing...hopefully it goes well...and then I'll rush home to watch prisonbreak.

Today was just today...I spent almost the whole day playing the pokemon gameboy which I got from ben. I swear, the games I get from him...the first was chicken invaders. Spent about another 2+ hours watching Italian Job...it's a good movie I must admit, the genius of the plan always amazes me.

I thought I'd get through today okay...I dunno, sometimes i despise being a girl. There are just TOO many traits I dislike about girls. Like how in movies they scream and cry about everything when they should be DOING something CONSTRUCTIVE, like shutting the hell up. Plus, how they get so freaked out by anything with more than 2 legs. Cockroaches I understand, cos they're so damn filthy but like for the rest just use your feet and kick it away or flick it away, Another thing is how they get so emotional when they get attached to someone which is how i am right now. Like WTH...it's only 4 days...STOP being an unreasonable WHINING BITCH!!! stop calling acting like you can't live without him....AAAAAH!!!! I'm becomig like EVERYTHING I dislike about girls, being the retarded loser who just can't live without her boyfriend.

somebody just shoot me...

are words of comfort so hard to come by??

first day of work...
my feet hurt, hurt...
I wish there was someone here to make it feel better...

I just wish you would leave me the hell alone...
like just GO AWAY...why is I always feel like i'm being, I dunno, pushed around.
it's like when you like you get me to do stuff and when you don't like it you just explode in my face.
I've had ENOUGH!!! find someone else to do your shit, you think you're the ONLY ONE, you think you're the only one that has a whole load of SHIT to handle. Well let me just tell you this...WAKE UP YOUR FREAKIN' IDEA!!! The whole BLOODY world does not revolve around you. It doesn't mean you're treated like that all day you can come home and be like that around everyone. If everyone can take all your crap, I certainly can't!!!
I am SICK and tired of this...

I just had to vent...anyways, today's work was alright, I just could not get the ice-cream to look right, I mean what the hell is up with the gelato man...it just won't get into the shape in the cup. The worst is when 2 flavours are needed, I can't uimagine 3 flavours. In way the job isn't too bad, cause there isn't much to do in the morning and it's walking distance. I just need more confidence...yeah and like not to be so kan chiong when doing things, cause if I do i just screw up some stuff. plus I just need to get more familiar with things, the isea of having to call on people for help is just, I dunno, it makes me feel a little retarded. I get that it's not wrong to ask for help, but to ask for it so frequently just gets to me. hopefully, everything get's sorted out and into place tomorrow...

tomorrow seems bleak, lonely, oh why did I let you go so far...
I want you back...
why did you go...

Back from the hotel!
weee....the hotel was damn nice...just that I didn't sleep much having drunk too much. By the wasy...drinking too much is rather relative...for me that would me more than a bottle of becardi or hooch. yes, yes...laugh your bloody ass off and say it....I'm a pathetic drinker....muahaha...luckily I'm not a fan of drinking, so it's not much of a loss...haha.

The dinner was a blast because of the people...but foodwise it wasn't too great. Even my favourite course (shark's fin) didn't have much taste, in addition the vinegar was rather lousy...you had to add like a lot to actually even taste it. Dessert was olright by me...just that the aloe vera wasn't as crunchy as it was supposed to be.

Took a bus down to PS in the morning and baby and I had breakfast at MacDonalds...Weeeee!!! I satisfied my long time crave to have hotcakes...and it was prettyt satisfying with a nice hot cup of tea. I also managed to have breakfast with baby at macdonalds, which was what I have wanted to do for a while now. after that, baby went off for his appointment and I headed home. Came home and I did a little housework before bathing...and I called Venezia. YES!!! I shall be dishing out ice-cream for the next 2 months. Plus, it's NOT just ice-cream people...its GELATO!!! muahaaha...I just hope to clock enough hours to make like $1000 in my bank, which would actually require me to work for like 10 hours everyday at the most...but hey, I'm dishing out GELATO!!!! Who wouldn't be able to work 10 hours with lovely GELATO!!!! Weeee!!!!

I really hope it works out...I keep thinking that a good paying office jopb would come along...but it's been like 2 weeks...it's driving me crazy!!!!

Like really...