Find a hunny thats standin on the wall,
All the girls get the guys on the floor,
From the front to the back lets go,
Hear this.

well...nice tuesday morning...until I woke up at 6am and I realised why I woke up so early. So papa drove to school...started with chinese, where lao shi smacked the horrible truth of the 'O's in our faces...had listening compre. PC was all about talkin' about failing...blahblah...road to success. SS was okay...just okay...I managed to stay awake....physics, was fine...Amath, well that woman can't teach...when Mr Tan get's back, she would have made a damn big mess of ev'rything and he would go crazy, trying to backtrack and clean up her mess. english...wrote short essay on a positive and negative thing that happened. Couldn't think of a positive thing, but I didn't finish it anyway, so just as well.
went to see the dance people...thought up some steps with erika...although it wasn't easy, what with her communication breakdown and whatnot. then left with erika to go to orchard to do her braces, had lunch at bk...talked a bit and then left for home. Took down the clothes...did some stretching and stuff(don't ask...), then went to bath. homework...now here...trying to contact mummy as to what to cook but she ain't answerin' her mobile...what to do...what to do...anyways...sis is going NUS for camp tomorrow for another 3 days...peace and quiet...tho will miss her.

john: had a good time myself too...you make my day, you know it
ethel: haha...I'm kinda hooked on it...me mom liked it though
'manda: hopefully they'll ALL be up and runnin'

Ah Sugar Sugar, ah honey honey
You are my candy girl,
and you got me wanting you
Oh Honey Honey, ah sugar sugar
you are my candy girl
and you got me wanting you

wellzzz...my holiday has officially come to it's end. so there it goes whizzin' by and I still haven't done my SS hmwk. saturday...well...finished my circular measure revision...then somehow I couldn't carry on workin' so headed of for a short nap which turned out to be a 4 hour one...man...I have to stop that. was supposed to sweep the porch, but I guess I slept through that. had dinner and then mummy asked to watch 'center stage' so I happily obliged, however we were interrupted by her korean show(at least I think it's korean). she agreed to carry on tomorrow. Is it me, or is sascha radetsky good lookin'....and some how radetsky rings a bell too...
Sunday...woke up for church...bob came...topic we talked about didn't seem realistic. I mean 8 hours of play, 8 hours of work and 8 hours of sleep...highly IMPOSSIBLE. went for lunch, ate wanton mee...had dumpling soup...was good. Then headed to orchard with guin to go buy stationery...seemed alot...but wasn't in the end. Bought ice-blended mocha (haven't had one of those in a long time) shared with guin and then went home. shortest trip to orchard ever. Came home, swept the car porch(finally!), much dust...throat felt irritated after that. Went to take nice bath and then sat down to finish my last Amath paper. Which I stil haven't finish until now...watched gilmore girls in between...see I was supposed to time myself, however due to the difficulty of the paper I decided that it was virtually, technically, practically impossible for me...stupid shit papers. way to boost my morale before school starts. at least there's a brighter side to it...been missing the 4/1 peeps and all me friends...anyway, but it's gonna be so damn hectic....after school cheena tuition...then it's home to math tuition...somehow...I don't want this day to end. and there are SOME people who are JUST startin' their hols....damn it. oh wells at least they'll be studyin' while I'll be waiting for the people on the other side of the world are there deciding the rest of my life...somehow that doesn't sound too good now.

But if I was the one who was loving you baby
The only tears you'd cry would be tears of joy
And if I was by your side
You'd never know one lonely night
And if it was my arms you were running to
I'd give you love in these arms of mine
If I was the one in your life

okay...I'm on late...but oh well, can't be helped. It's friday...this would normally sound good but...since it's the holidays it doesn't. Today was busy...had so much to do. Did some Amath and watched 'Big Fish'...was a good movie, the ending was nice, not too sweet not too cliche. A good story. Also quite pissed at the fact that germany is out of UEFA...I like germany. Thought I could at least still count on England...then found out that the lost to portugal. How did beckham foul up 2 penalty kicks...so wasted and rooney just had to get injured...oh wells...bad day for england, ronaldo did well though. My song still not downloading...the one I got is in snippets, looks like I got to wait. I hate it when this happens...

And we're dancing
and it feels alright
I cant control my desire
And we're dancing and it feels alright

well my software is irritating me right now...trying to Dl this song...but there doesn't seem to be anyone online who has the damn thing, and I really WANT this song....I need to clean my mouse ball, but some how I cannot get it out, it seems to be screwed in tight and its so dusty the nouse can't function properly...so that's 2 thing irritating me tonight.
Spent the whole day at alex's studying...more productive today than yesterday, did a lot of math, Amath is damn fun...only when you know how to do the sums and I like the speech I wrote out today...it's so formal...yum. Had apple pie and wanton mee there, her mom's a damn good cook and her bro, malcolm...haha his usual mischeivous self. always fun to go over there. came home, was supposed to have tuition with paul...but he didn't come, so I got the whole night to myself...*happyhappy*....so shall go watch OC later...I miss my sis...but yay, she's coming back tomorrow!!! and I'm going to papa's office tomorrow...

john: yeah baby it is...I need you badly too, we can always do something before school starts...
erika: thank you...always nice to have you drop by.
'manda: happy belated b'dae, I didn't forget...and I didn't expect much from your brain, no offence

why doesn't he have this song...looks like I gotta go work my own magic here....but first I have to figure out how I'm gonna go do it.
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one love one shot its all we ever got
girl you got me started now i'm not gonna stop
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life
oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life

this is it love, its what dreams are made of
but its still up to us to feel the rush
to pursue only things gods can touch
i wanna beat the odds with a royal flush to fall
i gave my all but it wasn't enough, i'm never giving up
i found life so if you gotta live it up
and life is to short for war
what can i say to show theres more
with people slamming doors in my face and what for

that ain't the way the games plays
by making the same mistake day after day
i gotta slide run get away
a smile on my face, its a sunny day
girls and drinks and more drinks come to think
for such a big place its a small world
for such a rat race i still got faith
and anything goes still i got to say
life has its ups and downs
but i love it anyway

one love one shot its all we ever got
girl you got me started now i'm not gonna stop
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life
oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life

hey pretty girl ready girl its on
we're gonna dance right boogie come on
do it all night long
let it go and hold them back now
gotta slide pretty baby thats right theres nothing i cant do
with you by my side
theres no where we can go that we wouldn't show 'em up
i got an appetite for destruction living life thats right
shes daddy's little angel but she wasnt last night
now these are the breaks yea baby thats right
and i got you, yea i got you baby,
i want your body and you drive me crazy
its hard to resist such a sexy lady
come with me you'll have the time of your life
you more than set the mood i guess the timing is right
and it takes two to make a thing go right
but whats it gonna take to take you home tonight

one love one shot its all we ever got
girl you got me started now i'm not gonna stop
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life
oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life

gonna shine like a sunny day
all you girls coming out and play
if you want you can slide my way
let me hear you say ya-ay-ay
gonna shine like a sunny day
all you girls coming out and play
if you want you can slide my way
let me hear you say ya-ay-ay

(slide whoa whoa)

one love one shot its all we ever got
girl you got me started now i'm not gonna stop
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life
oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life

one love one shot its all we ever got
girl you got me started now i'm not gonna stop
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life
oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life (life.....)

oh pretty girly come and dance with me
move that naughty body come close to me
now slide along side yeah baby thats right
i'm gonna show you the time of your life

hello there...how have you been? anyway...woke up really early today, had to go to daddy's office and didn't wanna walk cos bringing a stack of homework to do there. quite happy with what I've done today. All I have left is my speech for english, one bio paper, 2 amath papers and 9 essay questions for SS...looks good don't it? You should have seen it when I hadn't started any of it...LOL and I even managed to fork out time to read...I am good. so now the darn radio is polling whether the listeners like their partners hairy...that's besides the point...I am FREEZING!!! Daddy's office is SO cold...my fingers are freezing as I type this post. going to go to alex's house to study tomorrow morning...YAY!!...no I am not excited about the prospect of studying, I've not gone over the edge yet. sis is at NUS having orientation camp...so gonna be rather quiet at home, although not much since guin's still there. I'm still feeling dancey...must be leftover from yesterday...now I just need a software to DL music on and play it all day long and dance the whole day off.

jiang: hey girl, anytime...just holler if you need me. =)
john: hey baby, nice to know you enjoyed your trip...enjoy your summer hols, all 3 months of it...I be needing you right about now...

But if your ready to be my everything
If your ready to see through this time
If your ready for love then
This i will bring
But i'm not gonna wait for you forever
This time

It feels good to be on the internet...all thanks to mummy and her strategies to make me study. she still think I'm not studying...actually, I feel like I've done a lot of work...but if you look at the homework list...it's really not much I've probably done only slightly over a quarter of it...so my whole holiday is wasted. I was supposed to go and brush up on my subjects, but WHAT am I doing...doing HOMEWORK...homework, homework and more of it...and it seems to be overflowing! Damn wasted...anyway...just feeling annoyed tonight. Just had tuition...another session where I find out one again how stupid I can be, despite the amount of intelligence I have that I do not tap on. way tp boost my morale for the year-end...I am in serious SHIT!!

I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that its not fair
Nobody cares
'Cuz I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight

yesterday. thursday. woke up damn early cos wanted to get some studying done before going to sheryl's. daddy took us out for b/f at anne's, had chicken porridge and it tasted a lot better with the egg. went back home...bathed...got out hmwk and did 4 papers. left home at 3 and sat the REALLY short bus ride to sheryl's. yes, sheryl, I know I am a loser. Out of everybody, I live a 3 min bus ride from you and walking distance too, I had to be the one who got lost en route to your house. I HAD to walk all the way to pandan valley and I had to NOT trust my intuition when I had a feeling that maybe your house is near allsworth. I like your house...so new and nice but your room's cramped...on the bright side, cosy, and I wanna see when your piano comes. Like sarah said...who says you're rich, you're not rich what. anyway...had fun...eating esp...wanted badly to swim but didn't in the end. basketball was fun while it lasted, till we got chased away, but the paint wasn't even wet...went back to the playground and talked more and left and waited unusually long for the bus. it's scary to wait at a bus stop all along at 1030 and no cars passing by...so quiet and then the wind comes and ruffles the leaves, makes the hair on yout neck stand. came home and watched OC and then finished 'catch me if you can' and slept at 1.30am.

today. 8am...hmwk...until 1215 left for amath...mr tan was late by an hour but was a nice lesson as usual. all the talk about writing everything down...treating the examiner as if he was stupid...thinking up worse case scenarios of what could happen to your paper enroute there or when they're marking. Perhaps eating some curry puff(english pple...curry puff?)drop on your paper...smudge. or better eating 'kueh'. haiz...left early and came home watched more TV then had dinner and now I'm typing away and talking to ethel...and here comes yet another weekend. I hate this hol...I'm just working to finish my hmwk...not productive at all...and maybe because I've also gotten lazy...too lazy.

I'm not so sure about being predictable...am I? and as well as the 'act crazy as a diversion...

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:	Intelligence
In a survival situation, you:	Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:	Endurance
Your gift is:	A loving heart
In groups, you:	Play an organisational role
Your best quality is:	Your insightfulness
Your weakness is:	Being predictable
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I like this one...

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	8 1/2
your best quality is	youre talented
your worst quality is	ha nothing! you rule!
this is because	you were born this way
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Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will


AAH!! holidays are ending too fast...it's already the 15th...this cannot be. okay...I'm trying to delude myself, FINE!!
Anyway, went for chem this morning...listened to some music with van, nice songs. Then chem started. counting down the minutes to leave...left with erika and van and then went to help the RC pple to get ready for their campfire, chopped some wood with van's help too (GO VAN GO!!) briefed the people a bit and then went to catch the peoples dancing. Then came back down to unload and load stuff to the carpark for the RC. Left the stuff there, then went to spend MORE time with the people on the third floor. It was a most intersting experience...but yet...rather enjoying, MUSIC MAKES THE WORLD GO ROUND!!! YES IT DOES!! and I think they did AM to PM too many times...that song is drilled in.
erika left at 1130(supposed to)...nono more like almost 12? and naomi came so we got down to work. Things were just damn funny so we called eunice and got her to come down so there we were the 'three stooges' helping out, or more like doing alomost everything. I'm not bitchin' or anything, but they really suck in terms of initiative and they are just really laid back. I mean HELLO!! campfires' tonight and you people can still afford to sit and talk and take their time to do stuff WTH...if you guys just don't wanna do the work honestlt TELL US that the reason we are down here is to help you people DO IT! and we're here to GUIDE YOU, DO NOT take us for granted damn it. That is just what irritates me. left at 6++ with perry and ethel and naomi, who cut herself while playing on the trolley thingie and doing chem hmwk. dead tired when I got home, so just planning to sleep in tomorrow and do hol hmwk.

dance people: rest people,rest...another day
gf: rest the throat, try not to talk, drink water...LOTS...and if you need help, we can think of the next 2 8s...haha, like naomi suggested, on the phone

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

sis is watching troy AGAIN!! she claims there's nothing better to do. well, today, got up early to go for chem. Met sheryl on the bus, had a feeling that would happen. chatted and talkede here and there...weighed the possibilities of who would come for chem. Met christine on the way and helped her to 3/5. chem was basically JUST chem..nothin' much...was basically just talkin' to sheryl and alex...man girl...the two pony tails, cracks me up.
after chem, headed off for movie marathon thingie. sat a looooong bus ride with the two erika and the two lovely peoples. I just have to say this...I WATCHED CENTER(it's an american movie so I'll spell it like this) STAGE!!! finally!!! been wantin' to watch it since last year. It was good...I like the dancin' and just the whole ballet thingie was good, choreography too. soundtrack was good too, piano music is good all the time. Honey just sorta, fell flat...left and sat the long bus ride home. chatted with me baby sis for a while, watched TV together...lazed around and then she made lunch...she makes a damn good sandwich too...haha. went off to do emath later...then had dinner at 10 when I planned to watch 'friends' at 10...*sigh* and now I am here. need to go for chem tomorrow and then gonna check out the dancing people and then help RC up with their big fire thingie. I have got to see what they've got done...I know mean, but they are seriously NOT prepared.

sheryl: sorry girl...haha...I liked the song, so I ripped it off of you....

I'm running away. Running away from you
Though I beg you to stay. I'm running away from you
I'm running away. From predictable
Miss reliable. So methodical
Wanna be individual. And original
So radical. And desirable

lazy day today...went to church...bob the builder(haha) didn't come today, so got serena who couldn't find her class. just sat and talked together about a lot of holiday stuff and the stupid stand-the-sweet-wrapper competition. sad dennis gonna be gonna for such a long time, now it's really gonna be a an all-girls group, unless sean comes.
went home, did some washing and then did some emath, felt sleepy so headed for a nap. was woken up by a phone call, so got started with emath again. Watched gilmore girls later...yale dorms are so pretty, so the call it suites...sis says there are better, as in better dorms in other Us. Dinner was supposed to be spaghetti, but no tomato sauce, so mummy improvised with tuna and oyster sauce? I think it was oyster sauce...I should think so. tomorrow got to go for chem with mrs tay and then go for some movie marathon thingie...we'll see...my mother is scaring me right now. she and my sister are having bouts of insanity together...it's scary, she's rhyming, making lame jokes and goodness knows whatnot and she's making comparisons of the amount of hair on father's head to bert in sesame street.

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

looks like I'm posting twice in a day...but am not...technically it is but I just didn't realise that in my previous post it was already today when I did it so...yeah, you get the idea.
Anyway, mummy changed the password and she won't tell any of us...so now everytime I wanna log in I gotta ask her to type it in for me, back to square one again.
Slept in today, until 10 too, latest I've ever slept in till. Watched TMNT on central...greenguygreenguygreenguy(inside joke)...had b/f with my sis and then went to put out the clothes and my shoes to dry. The sun was so good today...I mean, dried so many loads of clothes. Got down to doing my emath and forgot to eat lunch in the process...byt the time I realised it was 6pm and was watching TV, didn't wanna spoil dinner so didn't bother to eat anymore. my comp mouse is irritating me now...when I click once it takes it as if I clicked twice, so when I want to close one window it closes TWO...-_-...so trying to be extra careful about my clicking. Still got a load of hol hmwk to do...still have no idea how i'm gonna plannto finish it......now my thoughts don't connect...oh well, I'll just leave it.

Hold my hip
Got in the groove
Stand behind me
Let me grind with you
If I lick my lips
I'm prob'ly feeling you
Imma make you go ooh

this is for 11062004...I'm just up really late tonight(this morning...)dunno why...anyway guin's not home, yay! Having band...
Finally back from training camp...my voice is not here anymore, or at least most of it that is. Was talking with my sis in the room, explaining all the stuff in the logbooks and my voice just kept going unusually high in areas and I can't sing some songs cos of it. Anyway, stayed around in school waiting for everybody to clear off...just didn't want to be around so mmany people then, hung around and at the same time collected all the logbooks( I think I have 5 or 6). Met sheryl, ry and xier and then decided to help them to soak their firewood. Ate lunch with them, and then talked some more with ethel, perry and nicole. Finished soaking really fast cos they only had 150 sticks. Waited for a while before collecting them back. Then us 156ers went to get the bus. Came home, washed my shoes (FINALLY!!), cleared all my stuff and put them in the washing machine, then went to bath. Had to help mummy wash chye sim and kai lan, got down to my report as I watched 'sun wukong'. surprisingly not feeling sleepy then.
1st day was just irritating, it just HAD to rain? it just sorta killed the mood. We got by though.
Things went according to plan on the last two days...more or less that is. Better than the first. I was VERY happy that there was coffee on during breakfast today, felt like just spacing. Just happy that f'peck won the best patrol award...honestly didn't expect you guys to be so good. No offence but, you guys did not have patrol meetings till the last few days to camp, which was already too late by then. Then I saw you guys at camp, and HELL I knew I was wrong. Nat...you were good with the 'responsibility thing', think you did it well, you being a PL is not so unbelievable, sorry missed your lil' speech. lost my black hanger and fiesta shirt...it's not so much the hanger, I just want the shirt back. If just disappeared...don't know where it went at all, probably somebody brought it home(maybe...hopefully...) and I hope doesn't do anything STUPID with it, if you know what I mean.

now the blog music don't work...why?!??! omg...this is driving me crazy for some reason and why is it the code from joannekelly doesn't work for me...but it does for my darling? I am feeling terrible now, don't tell me I caught something from my darling this morning? feeling hot and have a cold coming on...better not be sick for training camp, must go take panandol later and i think I missed english class today, got the dates screwed up.
guides was frustrating me today...there is something up with this years sec 1 batch. I have never seen a batch so hard to teach in my life, although i am happy that f'peck(big) has finished everything. PLC meeting was just crazy today...had a good time during it and i think we CAN DO IT for training camp...we WILL BE organised. eating coconut role now...dunno why i'm eatin' it...i don't even like it...guin's making campbell soup for me to drink(so nice to me...) and I am trying to finish up my chem papers while hugging my fav blankie(omg...did I juts say that?) and the radio has just decided to play my fav song...*feel like dancing*.

amanda and nicole: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE EFFORT!!!
my gf: too bad we didn't find a radio...how 'bout tomorrow? I wanna hear that 'honey' OST
estii, yifen, jean: I appreciate the effort you put in. i am truly proud of you people *hugs*
F'peck: we are the BEST!! ( no really...no sarcasm involved)

...She's all up in my head now
Got me thinking that it might be
A good idea to take her with me
Cause she's ready to leave
Now I gotta keep it real now
Cause on a one-to-ten
She's a certified twenty
And that just ain't me...

now I fixed the code...YAY...I AM a genius and i LOVE this computer...it doesn't like to hang on to stuff, I can refresh...wohoo!!

Forever angel
I hope they love you like we do
Forever angel
I'll be proud to be like you
Be like you

HAHA!!! my blog music WORKS...congratulate me...thanks to my gf. strange thing is, I went to this place once and the music code didn't work, but anyway it works now that's all that matters. went for church at 10...morning started out rough but turned out okay later. did somemore of my holiday homework (don't ask me why i did it) then me felt sleepy so thought i'd go sleep for an hour. Ended wakin' up at 5pm, so just walked around thw house aimlessly and for the first time didn't have rice for dinner...whole family just ate curry with some vege and tofu in it...yum. Watched like 15 mins of harry potter and then my darling called, so chatted for a while and then she had to go. Poor darling hope she gets well soon...sound so sick on the other end of the phone. GET WELL okay...not the same w/o you.

How do I say hello?
I just wanna talk to you
How do I say you're beautiful
When I can't take my eyes off you?
I don't wanna say the wrong thing
I wanna use the right words to impress you
My baby, how do I say, how do I say?

good evening to you...a late one too. well didn't do much today, pretty much spent it catching up on my vcds that i couldn't watch due to chinese 'O's. My aunties are here for the weekend, came down from KL yesterday. They were irritated at the volume which i was watching the vcds. The contruction at my neighbours was just LOUD...i mean they're drilling a hole in the wall man, and my mum's room is directly opposite the place they're drilling and recently the hole has gotten A LOT larger, I'm thinking they're gonna take out that whole portion of the wall. did one chem paper today...although there are a lot of blanks. Watched 'the witches' and then had to go out with my folks and aunts for dinner, while my sisters went for band concert. felt so outta place...was at the back and my mummy was talking to my aunts in cantonese, so was caught in the crossfire there...they were talking business or something. Had fish 'n' chips and a scoop of ice-cream and then made sure i sat in the front seat so the 3 ladies could sit at the back to chat. gonna have cake tonight...celebrating me aunts b'day early, hope i can still take in somemore and then tomorrow gotta head to church...dum di dum...I'm currently hooked on this song by usher:

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to l
et it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We knew it been through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]

I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down
and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me
that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]

Walk along with me
Walk along with me
Won't you walk with me
Walk in harmony

morning. went for guides, was a good day, but was rather frustrated with myself after it. went to buy uniforms with the sec 1s, had lunch with perry and ethel an wandered around j8. our little adventure at the guide house was rather fun, I swear I was like a saleswoman(you look like S so take S, you look like M take M), and all the briefing about how to iron, how to tie, how to change, how to hang...overwhelming and I CANNOT stand the chord. I did yifen's one for such a LONG time and I still COULD NOT get the perfect length. 3 to 2 hours there, sitting on the floor doing all the stuff like some small lil' _________(I dunno, fill in the blank with a word you see appropriate...). left at around 4pm and then went back to wander around j8 cos my girlfriend was feeling hungry, so we followed her and she bought a pretzel(yes...a cinnamon one) and then she had to leave to see her tuition teacher. So me and my darling went around j8(AGAIN...) and then finally settled down in MOS and talked...and it was a good long talk and then we left for home...slept on the bus and missed my stop so had to walk back quite a bit. To my darling, ethel, thanks for hanging with me. It helped. waiting to got for dinner now...dunno when mummy's gonna come back.

Life is good
Life is great
Life is unbelievable
Life is hard, life is cruel
Life is so beautiful

I liked today...although it started out kinda crappy. 1st it started to rain. 2nd of all found out that the SAF yacht club played us on the 1 star test for kayaking, so we ended up paying $12...but still it was good. I mean the four of us, charmo, erika, naomi and me, we got a lot of freedom to do what we want. It was pretty irritating in the pool and I CANNOT kayak straight to save my life...I mean back paddle, can...but forward, that's a def. no, and it was just funny seeing the rest capsize and stuff...haha. The sea was where the real fun began. The waves were sooooo big, and it was damn windy too. the cyclones...super sensitive, water just kept going in and the waves just made it more fun, with the bumpy ride and all. Cleaned up the boats...I always hate this part...heavy boats and tired bodies DO NOT go well together. Had some fun later in the pool...just spent it splashing about, makin' tonnes of noise, perry and ethel dragged me to the slide and we got so obsessed with it for a while there. Then we went back to the pool for somemore fun. Left in the shuttle bus...had nice quiet time with ethel, eating sweets and stuff then got to dhoby ghaut and crossed to the other side with nerissa to take the bus and for the first time...my bus came early. Came home to only have to got to papa's office, spent my time there watching troy while freezing in there with my wet feet and sandals. At home now...enjoying the quietness, hope it will last.

Angel eyes
Rays of hope that hypnotise
They're a blessing in disguise
Lightning up my life

hello there...and happy vesak day to all those who are celebrating out there. woke up at 8am today and then did stuff before heading to alex's house...got there so early I walked slooooooooowly while reading...10mins a great accomplishment. Watched a bit of 'great mouse detective' from disney and then we watched 'freaky friday', cos couldn't find 'count of monte cristo', was an okay movie...not that great. Had lunch there. Shepherd's pie, pizza, shitake mushrooms and chicken...man...her mom is great I tell you, everytime you go there, it's food...haha.
Left early to go bishan to meet erika and the 2 lovely people...then perry went home and the three of us headed to the science centre...had a lovely time on the mrt, we talked and we bitched and we talked about people's clothing(you gotta find SOMETHING to do on a 30min ride) When we got there...it was like 'is THAT the queue?' I mean it's LONG, and considering that it's public holiday...just made things worst. The ticket queue was long, the entrance queue was long EVERYTHING was long, except for our stay in the exhibition. I saw Hadhafang...and the legolas's twin blades. Maybe it was the crowd that ruined the trip...I mean I HATE crowds, or maybe it was the people who were so damn inconsderate that they liked to put themselves right IN FRONT OF YOU when they know you are viewing something in the cabinets OR maybe it was the people who were viewing the videos and tended to station themselves in front of the cabinets and watch, blocking people. I'm sure you can guess how I felt about the whole damn thing. Sat the 30min ride again back to bishan...where erika learned how to shave her legs after questioning ethel and me, I hope she doesn't try it. No one's at home now...YAY...will go to watch sun wukong and then pack, sleep early and go kayaking...YAY!!!

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I liked today...with the exception that I am really tired. Had guides this morning...was very disorganized, but we solved it and erika still can't do the lyrics with the dance...-_-. Enrolment practice was fun...I mean everybody seemed to be clueless about evrything so we had fun figuring everything out. Stayed behind to help F'peck out, and I am proud to say that I am pleased with them. F'PECK I HAD FUN WITH YOU PPLE. Thanks to perry and ethel who hung around with me and people...don't stress, I'm here okay? and amanda...you're welcome, anytime, just gotta relax.
headed off with everybody and then got home to find out that I was supposed to go to papa's office. So had to head out and walk there. I am irritated by the music codes, so's erika and everything just WON'T play...WTH...and some people can hear it but I can't. WTH...and the pop-ups aren't making it any easier.and guess what??? this one doesn't work either. ARGH! WHY?!?! Now I am home, and my hair smells and feels better...I am now amusing myself in the lotr humor section of a site...and tomorrow I will head to alex's house for her b'dae and then to the exhibition, I am spending too much these hols...mummy's gonna kill me. Now I need to go for dinner and the Thursday go for kayaking...dum di dum...2 weeks of fun and then 2 weeks of studying. I hope these two weeks will never end.