It's halfway through the hols now.
A 3 month holiday shortened to less than a month...I'm starting to think that I do nothing but stuff to do with school...sounds kinda sad actually.

I've an absolute slacker for the pass few days...just playing the sims and going for dance. I have never played so much sims in my life...haha.

Packed the dance wardrobe on Tuesday and the amount of costumes that we have is HUGE and the fact that it could fit in that tiny cupboard is just unbelievable. The cupboard was dusty and some of the costumes were uncomfortably moist having been kept in an air-conditioned room. But it was quite cool looking at all the interesting costumes that we've worn over the years...haha. Dance has been amazing...this choreography that we learnt is just so beautiful, it just makes you feel so much =). It was meant for the RP festival and as usual I didn't get in to do it. I just don't know what's missing sometimes and trying so hard is just getting frustrating...then you remember that you just can't give up. Whenever I look in the mirror and dance, I just think I look extremely weird.

Was supposed to go to Malaysia on Friday but the plans were canceled without my knowing so I felt like and idiot sitting at home watching movies to pass the time and surfing around till 5 pm which was when I felt something was wrong.

I think I have found something I want and would love to do for the rest of my life. haha...that would require me to switch specialisation though. I could still do the same thing with a Biomedical science specialisation. I have this thought a specialisation in Biology does not have as big a furture as biomed...I wonder how true that is.

Anyway, if you would like to see the choreo it's below...it just makes me think I'll never make it there

It's all over...the exams are done with...
As usual there's the strange feeling of emptiness and a hole in my time that remains to be filled up with the time that I used to use for dance, projects, homework and studying.

It makes one feel so free...that you're bored. I was watching stardust last night, one of the best love stories played out and an amazing fantasy story told by Neil Gaiman. I shall be reading the book to see how the story originally is. I have been starved of a good book for way too long, it's been journals all this sem and projects last sem...like omg...the sort of creativity that you read or come acorss in good fiction books is just kind of suppressed in the midst of all the business of school. Meanwhile, maybe I shall move on to read Neverwhere.

So close yet so far...I feel like I'm about to explode