Tuesday, June 07, 2016

How do I begin

You're tired, I'm tired.

How do I even begin to tell you about my day.

How I feel so sad I feel like crying so hard.

How I feel so lost

How I feel like a failure

How it's just one of those days where no matter what you have done, things don't go right

How that makes you feel hopeless and wanting to cry

How having these feelings of dread makes you feel upset. Because, for all the blessings you've received, you just cannot feel happy.

Wednesday, June 01, 2016

Bad planning

I clearly did not think this experiment through properly. I don't know why. 😰

Firstly, I was pleasantly surprised that I could fit all my treatments into one run. So I thought, ha! This could go faster than I thought. Then on the day itself, I realised I had forgotten to factor enough controls... =. = fine... Just cut it down and then whilst setting I had a rude awakening. I had forgotten to add the nutrients. *facepalm* oh well... Too bad just set it all up.

Today, I remembered the nutrients. YES! Things should go well... And then... I had another realisation. I didn't add in a set without sediment to compare the feeding rates. I mean I could use the previous rounds but it's just better if you run it all together. So! Friday is another repeat. Oh the stupidity.