it's saturday...yup!
and I woke up with a sore throat....
I'm trying to do the written report thingamajig por pw...which is slowly taking over my whole life....
as if that's not enough, there's still the chem project thingie on that stupid fish dying...I mean what lind of moron would put his fish in lab water. Even if it went through the best filter, I wouldn't put my pet fish in that water.
I'm at papa's office today.
The whole week has been rough, just so tired easily, esp mentally...i need a break so badly and I probably won't get one till the end of september...3months to go.
My mind is constantly worried about something...which makes me feel so tired...
I wanna go home...got some dinner tonight, so gotta dress up and go for it...and tomorrow will be church once more plus lunch with erika, which i am very much looking forward to. =)
Sunday, July 24, 2005
it's sunday....
and in a flash just like that the weekened shall be over...
I wanna sleeeeeeeep, although I've sleeping a lot and early the past few days.....
I just need to sit and not worry about too many things..it's like millions, billions and gazillions of stuff runnning through my head, and there's this idea that there's no time left or something.
anyhow, today was church at 10...talked to my baby in the morning...haha...to hear his voice in the morning is just so nice. dum di dum...chruch was fine...the usual stuff....it wasn't too cold. I mean didn't bring a jacket, so it would make complete sense to sit under the air-conditioning instead of in it's direction wher it would blow all that cold wind into you.
Then we went to pizza hut in auntie rosanna's car to use up our $40 voucher we won during bible quiz. Her car is so cool, it's like got this electronic screen thingie on her dashboard and there's like a main menu and stuff. It also shows you how the car is aligned and stuff when you park, so you can see if it's a perfect park or if you're just plain lousy and stuff. If you've see something like that, then please don't tell me you have and let me bask in this moment of fascination if you might. ordered a nice set meal or 6 with soup, 2 pizzas, 2 pitchers of drink one beef lasagne and pasta...twas a good meal...we sat there for like 2 or 3 hours and talked about JC and stuff...
then went home, hung up the clothes, bathed and now I am doing my AQ on crime and punishment and will have to go out soon....dum di dum...
I miss people...and person too....
and in a flash just like that the weekened shall be over...
I wanna sleeeeeeeep, although I've sleeping a lot and early the past few days.....
I just need to sit and not worry about too many things..it's like millions, billions and gazillions of stuff runnning through my head, and there's this idea that there's no time left or something.
anyhow, today was church at 10...talked to my baby in the morning...haha...to hear his voice in the morning is just so nice. dum di dum...chruch was fine...the usual stuff....it wasn't too cold. I mean didn't bring a jacket, so it would make complete sense to sit under the air-conditioning instead of in it's direction wher it would blow all that cold wind into you.
Then we went to pizza hut in auntie rosanna's car to use up our $40 voucher we won during bible quiz. Her car is so cool, it's like got this electronic screen thingie on her dashboard and there's like a main menu and stuff. It also shows you how the car is aligned and stuff when you park, so you can see if it's a perfect park or if you're just plain lousy and stuff. If you've see something like that, then please don't tell me you have and let me bask in this moment of fascination if you might. ordered a nice set meal or 6 with soup, 2 pizzas, 2 pitchers of drink one beef lasagne and pasta...twas a good meal...we sat there for like 2 or 3 hours and talked about JC and stuff...
then went home, hung up the clothes, bathed and now I am doing my AQ on crime and punishment and will have to go out soon....dum di dum...
I miss people...and person too....
Thursday, July 21, 2005
I'm pissed...although pissed would be kind of strong to be used in this case...and yet upset just doesn't cut it. I didn't want to say this because I thought it would be rather pointless, and I didn't see it's worth in me continuing the little debate
I'm going to be blatant about this.
I'm quite disappointed at what was said, I mean I least expected you to be the one to say such things. If you don't know anything about something...just keep your opinions to yourself. Although that may be a bit harsh. fine, you can have your own opinions but I'd appreciate it if don't judge somthing, that I would conclude that you have no understanding at all, on the basis of nothing.
I'm proud of where I come from, so i'm not from some top 10 school, like some rafflesian or NYGH, I for one thought you knew that.
Maybe it just that you never knew or that I never told you how proud I am to receive an IJ education. so we have certain ways we do things, maybe you wouldn't understand why we do it but yeah, just leave it at that. don't be judgemental about it, just like how I never criticised or said it was just stupid and a waste of time for chinese high to have given you all chinese cultural classes, and taught you guys malay instead of doing what most schools do, which is having DNT and home econs. after all you know what, I thought maybe home econs would be more practical and useful to you all instead of learning chinese culture.
Having those masses or rather short services during events such as during important stuff like the student leaders invest is so that we would be able to blessed and with the his help and guidance it aid us in our term of leadership. so you may say, so what if you pray to God, if all one had to do was to pray to god to be a good leader then we'd all be good leaders. It's not some catholic stuff thing and I'll just, say to me it's not a waste of time, even man needs to help of God.
why did you come back to cjc...you said it was because of me...are you still questioning, after all if you perceive all this stuff as a waste of time, well then I would say then quite a sum of your time is going to be so wasted. Then maybe you should have gone to aj...I would miss you a whole lot of course, but if it makes you feel any better at least your time won't be wasted and you can spend your time doing, what you perceive as, "less time wasting" things.
i admit IJ is not perfect, there are certain ways of doing things that are inefficient, but this is something you had no right in criticising and I would say that it was damn insenstive of you. I spent 10 years in IJ, I'm sentinetal about it, attached to it. Just like you are with chinese high...
maybe I'm overeacting, maybe I'll look back on this someday and think that i was being too defensive, but THIS is how I feel now...
I just never thought you'd say something like that. never.
I'm going to be blatant about this.
I'm quite disappointed at what was said, I mean I least expected you to be the one to say such things. If you don't know anything about something...just keep your opinions to yourself. Although that may be a bit harsh. fine, you can have your own opinions but I'd appreciate it if don't judge somthing, that I would conclude that you have no understanding at all, on the basis of nothing.
I'm proud of where I come from, so i'm not from some top 10 school, like some rafflesian or NYGH, I for one thought you knew that.
Maybe it just that you never knew or that I never told you how proud I am to receive an IJ education. so we have certain ways we do things, maybe you wouldn't understand why we do it but yeah, just leave it at that. don't be judgemental about it, just like how I never criticised or said it was just stupid and a waste of time for chinese high to have given you all chinese cultural classes, and taught you guys malay instead of doing what most schools do, which is having DNT and home econs. after all you know what, I thought maybe home econs would be more practical and useful to you all instead of learning chinese culture.
Having those masses or rather short services during events such as during important stuff like the student leaders invest is so that we would be able to blessed and with the his help and guidance it aid us in our term of leadership. so you may say, so what if you pray to God, if all one had to do was to pray to god to be a good leader then we'd all be good leaders. It's not some catholic stuff thing and I'll just, say to me it's not a waste of time, even man needs to help of God.
why did you come back to cjc...you said it was because of me...are you still questioning, after all if you perceive all this stuff as a waste of time, well then I would say then quite a sum of your time is going to be so wasted. Then maybe you should have gone to aj...I would miss you a whole lot of course, but if it makes you feel any better at least your time won't be wasted and you can spend your time doing, what you perceive as, "less time wasting" things.
i admit IJ is not perfect, there are certain ways of doing things that are inefficient, but this is something you had no right in criticising and I would say that it was damn insenstive of you. I spent 10 years in IJ, I'm sentinetal about it, attached to it. Just like you are with chinese high...
maybe I'm overeacting, maybe I'll look back on this someday and think that i was being too defensive, but THIS is how I feel now...
I just never thought you'd say something like that. never.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Well hello there,we are at mid-week right now.
Today was just wei...I mean my baby was having his canoeing heats today, so he wasn't in school. The canoeists were all at MacRitchie. Even during assembly, sean wasn't the...so today felt a little weird.
Today's lessons seemed to be a little pointless, it seemed to drag on and on with no point whatsoever to fill up the void. Chine...what can I say; it's just never been serious. Although I felt that I should at least try not to sleep given that chen laoshi thinks well of me...I mean he just wouldn’t have given those 10 marks away for nothing and I didn’t want him, to think that he had misjudged me and that he’d given away those 10 marks FOC to an undeserving student.
Then came chem lect…it was just so hard to absorb and nod to yourself and say 'yes I understand'. I mean you sorta get it, but you just haven't fully grasped it, but you get the understanding behind it. However that just isn't enough to pull you through to promos. I don't even know what to do; at least I think I’ve done everything I could think of to score. Or maybe I'm just going about it the wrong way or something.
GP…went through the mid year compre for awhile. It's the only thing I can say I'm proud of this mid-year, I would say I tried very hard for this and I actually reaped what I sow...but there's always room for improvement. Not that I didn't try for the other subjects.
Break and then there was chem...going through mid year again. I dunno how I managed to screw up the only thing in town that I can actually confidently say I am capable of doing, no questions asked. Somehow everything wasn't quite on the spot, even if I did do quite a number of questions for my part.
Physics. I fell asleep again...I just have no fate with you…somehow I’m just no good at it, no matter how many questions I do. I just can't see the way through the forest. I always need someone (in this case, my baby…)to hold my hand and walk me through it, and then there's the point that someone can't always be there to hold your hand and walk you through it. I just can't figure it out...why can't I do it and it frustrates me helluva lot. I can do the easy questions and that's it...a lot of use that's going to be to me in the A levels.
Project work. I am just about clueless now about the written report as anyone else. I don't know what to put inside it, and I just don't get what that step-by-step paper is trying to say to me. It's just oh-so confusing and I'm at a lost, not forgetting the chem. project too.
Met lisa and we made our way to MacRitchie to see the guys. Didn't want to miss their race and I wanted to surprise my baby that I came to see him. He was just so upset last night that I didn’t wanna come. A pity it didn't work...oh well. Their event was quite late, but nevertheless it came…they didn’t come in top 3, but they finished the race and I'm proud of the 2 of them that at least they didn't give up halfway seeing more than half of the canoeists were in front of them. Talked to my baby for a while, then he was going to play LAN with the guys so I left for papa's office.
Baby came to see me later cos not enough people to go play...hmmmm...I miss his company so much, what with all the time he spent on training. Haha...I love the time we spend together, we can just sit in silence and be comfortable with everything. Baby left at 6 and now I’m still here. He's not coming to school again tomorrow, still got a couple of events for the others. Racial harmony day, dear lord please help me through til 4...
do you miss as much as I do...
Today was just wei...I mean my baby was having his canoeing heats today, so he wasn't in school. The canoeists were all at MacRitchie. Even during assembly, sean wasn't the...so today felt a little weird.
Today's lessons seemed to be a little pointless, it seemed to drag on and on with no point whatsoever to fill up the void. Chine...what can I say; it's just never been serious. Although I felt that I should at least try not to sleep given that chen laoshi thinks well of me...I mean he just wouldn’t have given those 10 marks away for nothing and I didn’t want him, to think that he had misjudged me and that he’d given away those 10 marks FOC to an undeserving student.
Then came chem lect…it was just so hard to absorb and nod to yourself and say 'yes I understand'. I mean you sorta get it, but you just haven't fully grasped it, but you get the understanding behind it. However that just isn't enough to pull you through to promos. I don't even know what to do; at least I think I’ve done everything I could think of to score. Or maybe I'm just going about it the wrong way or something.
GP…went through the mid year compre for awhile. It's the only thing I can say I'm proud of this mid-year, I would say I tried very hard for this and I actually reaped what I sow...but there's always room for improvement. Not that I didn't try for the other subjects.
Break and then there was chem...going through mid year again. I dunno how I managed to screw up the only thing in town that I can actually confidently say I am capable of doing, no questions asked. Somehow everything wasn't quite on the spot, even if I did do quite a number of questions for my part.
Physics. I fell asleep again...I just have no fate with you…somehow I’m just no good at it, no matter how many questions I do. I just can't see the way through the forest. I always need someone (in this case, my baby…)to hold my hand and walk me through it, and then there's the point that someone can't always be there to hold your hand and walk you through it. I just can't figure it out...why can't I do it and it frustrates me helluva lot. I can do the easy questions and that's it...a lot of use that's going to be to me in the A levels.
Project work. I am just about clueless now about the written report as anyone else. I don't know what to put inside it, and I just don't get what that step-by-step paper is trying to say to me. It's just oh-so confusing and I'm at a lost, not forgetting the chem. project too.
Met lisa and we made our way to MacRitchie to see the guys. Didn't want to miss their race and I wanted to surprise my baby that I came to see him. He was just so upset last night that I didn’t wanna come. A pity it didn't work...oh well. Their event was quite late, but nevertheless it came…they didn’t come in top 3, but they finished the race and I'm proud of the 2 of them that at least they didn't give up halfway seeing more than half of the canoeists were in front of them. Talked to my baby for a while, then he was going to play LAN with the guys so I left for papa's office.
Baby came to see me later cos not enough people to go play...hmmmm...I miss his company so much, what with all the time he spent on training. Haha...I love the time we spend together, we can just sit in silence and be comfortable with everything. Baby left at 6 and now I’m still here. He's not coming to school again tomorrow, still got a couple of events for the others. Racial harmony day, dear lord please help me through til 4...
do you miss as much as I do...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
it's saturday...
and I'm at home...
baby's training as usual...
as predicted, mummy's not gonna allow me to go out and study...this is getting harder than I thought...there's no way I'm going to tell her...it's just too unfair for my baby.
as in...I forsee that if anything were to happen to me...like in this case the incorrigible state of my grades or whatnot...he'd just get the blame for it all. That's just not the way I want things to be...
yesterday was just a long day...although it was until 3, not my longest or shortest day, but it just felt terribly looooooong. especially during prac when we just stayed in class....it just seemed so draggy and boring...haha.
rushed down to meet my baby...but he left for training already, so back upstairs I went to the studio and there we just learnt the whole national day dance, did it a few times and then left.
headed to papa's office and baby surprised me there...haha...he's getting better at it, surprising me I mean...he didn't do too well the last time, cos I had a feeling something was going to happen, so the effect wasn't as good...haha...I was happy of course. Don't get to see him much with his long hours of class and trainings for competition.
I really appreciate it baby...
she will be loved
and I'm at home...
baby's training as usual...
as predicted, mummy's not gonna allow me to go out and study...this is getting harder than I thought...there's no way I'm going to tell her...it's just too unfair for my baby.
as in...I forsee that if anything were to happen to me...like in this case the incorrigible state of my grades or whatnot...he'd just get the blame for it all. That's just not the way I want things to be...
yesterday was just a long day...although it was until 3, not my longest or shortest day, but it just felt terribly looooooong. especially during prac when we just stayed in class....it just seemed so draggy and boring...haha.
rushed down to meet my baby...but he left for training already, so back upstairs I went to the studio and there we just learnt the whole national day dance, did it a few times and then left.
headed to papa's office and baby surprised me there...haha...he's getting better at it, surprising me I mean...he didn't do too well the last time, cos I had a feeling something was going to happen, so the effect wasn't as good...haha...I was happy of course. Don't get to see him much with his long hours of class and trainings for competition.
I really appreciate it baby...
she will be loved
Thursday, July 14, 2005
like this is my 253rd post...
the stupid counter was just all crappe up...
anyway, nothing important. Been getting back all my papers...needless to say there was a great amount of disappointment and irony in it too...there's nothing else to be said about it...I mean, maybe I thought wrong and that actually, I know nothing since January. I screwed myself mostly...I mean the chinese compo was just plain stupidity, luckily I did well for the other parts and I for one, although it was underhandedand bitchy and distasteful of me to say this, but i thank my chinese teacher for helping me pull up my grade. I have NO idea or plan as to what I'm gonna do...I'm stilll in shock off all of this. GP was a real pick-me-up...I thought it was a rather good job on my part, hopefully I'll be able to keep that in time to come.
It's been a rough week...mummy's not happy...I may be under house arreest for the next few months until promos....i really don't know what to do. As it is I only see my baby during 2 breaks, which is like 1 hour, plus 2 physics lects...another 2 hours and other than that it's just the bus rides home on mon, tues and thurs. We don't get to spend time alone together and just sit in silence together, just enjoying each othere's...I like that. I guess I need someone to kinda give me emotional support and help me with my work and if you take that away from me...I feel handicapped.
The day was just tiring...had SDP in the morning, racial harmony... then PE the National Day dance thingie, it can be improved too slow for me, but that's me...break without my babyand then physics...haha...mr wee didn't show, as to why I have no idea, but it was a good relaxing 1 hour...then math lect, I was about to fall asleep in this one, just too tired...chem lect, this one I actually dozed off, I woke up a little clueless, so I need to review...GP was alright, got my mids back as I said above and then finished the 'maria full of grace' film and then went for another break...had a tendency to munch, didn't bring my wallet down though, so i was like pinching from people...haha. Math, it was alroight too...just did differentiation, the marist guys were just playing a number game with miss ang. Went off to the benches at the quadrangle and did a little work there. lisa and sean came later...then my baby...original plan was to go play bball but then it looked like it was going to rain, so decided to head home instead. Baby dropped off to take 67 while I continued to talk to sheryl...haha, long time no talk man, I miss you...got home. talked to baby for a while, then went to bath and now i am stting here munching on oreos stuffed with chcolate cream and peanut butter...if you ask me, it's a funky concoction. Yeah...and now I got teeth stained with oreo crumbs, and I don't even like oreos...that's how desperate I am to munch.
will have to do the stupid EoM soon, 1st draft due tomorrow...PW is like taking over my freaking life...it's a damn heavy load...and you're supposed to do all the heavy stuff this year so next year there'll be less to do...BS, they just pile on more things, making equivalent to this year...oh well.
I never knew I could miss someone so much
I never knew anyone could mean so much to me
I never knew I could feel so much for someone
I never knew I'd meet you in this life
I love you baby
the stupid counter was just all crappe up...
anyway, nothing important. Been getting back all my papers...needless to say there was a great amount of disappointment and irony in it too...there's nothing else to be said about it...I mean, maybe I thought wrong and that actually, I know nothing since January. I screwed myself mostly...I mean the chinese compo was just plain stupidity, luckily I did well for the other parts and I for one, although it was underhandedand bitchy and distasteful of me to say this, but i thank my chinese teacher for helping me pull up my grade. I have NO idea or plan as to what I'm gonna do...I'm stilll in shock off all of this. GP was a real pick-me-up...I thought it was a rather good job on my part, hopefully I'll be able to keep that in time to come.
It's been a rough week...mummy's not happy...I may be under house arreest for the next few months until promos....i really don't know what to do. As it is I only see my baby during 2 breaks, which is like 1 hour, plus 2 physics lects...another 2 hours and other than that it's just the bus rides home on mon, tues and thurs. We don't get to spend time alone together and just sit in silence together, just enjoying each othere's...I like that. I guess I need someone to kinda give me emotional support and help me with my work and if you take that away from me...I feel handicapped.
The day was just tiring...had SDP in the morning, racial harmony... then PE the National Day dance thingie, it can be improved too slow for me, but that's me...break without my babyand then physics...haha...mr wee didn't show, as to why I have no idea, but it was a good relaxing 1 hour...then math lect, I was about to fall asleep in this one, just too tired...chem lect, this one I actually dozed off, I woke up a little clueless, so I need to review...GP was alright, got my mids back as I said above and then finished the 'maria full of grace' film and then went for another break...had a tendency to munch, didn't bring my wallet down though, so i was like pinching from people...haha. Math, it was alroight too...just did differentiation, the marist guys were just playing a number game with miss ang. Went off to the benches at the quadrangle and did a little work there. lisa and sean came later...then my baby...original plan was to go play bball but then it looked like it was going to rain, so decided to head home instead. Baby dropped off to take 67 while I continued to talk to sheryl...haha, long time no talk man, I miss you...got home. talked to baby for a while, then went to bath and now i am stting here munching on oreos stuffed with chcolate cream and peanut butter...if you ask me, it's a funky concoction. Yeah...and now I got teeth stained with oreo crumbs, and I don't even like oreos...that's how desperate I am to munch.
will have to do the stupid EoM soon, 1st draft due tomorrow...PW is like taking over my freaking life...it's a damn heavy load...and you're supposed to do all the heavy stuff this year so next year there'll be less to do...BS, they just pile on more things, making equivalent to this year...oh well.
I never knew I could miss someone so much
I never knew anyone could mean so much to me
I never knew I could feel so much for someone
I never knew I'd meet you in this life
I love you baby
Friday, July 08, 2005
TGIF....
omg...it's finally here...
I just wanna sleep and sleep and sleep...
but I can't...stupid bodyclock...
anyway somehow morning assemblies have become so bloody long...what with all the prize
presentations, countless announcements and whatnot...it just get's damn annoying just standing there and looking at someone above eyelevel.
anyway...had a small shot of chem and then break...went down for break...somehow I feel hungry easily recently. went back up for chinese...for some reason it's very slack...there seems to be no sense of urgency or seriousness in the lesson just sit and do an exercise for a whole lesson...it just feels so weird. the laoshi just gave us a webbie and we just went there doing crosswords on chengyu.
then was physics lect =) finally got to spend time with my baby after not having spent anytime together at all besides the smsing and the little morning meetings...I miss him so much. he walked me up to gp lect and then met sean there and we talked a while before going in to watch a film...maria full of grace...our little theme on crime and punishment. then had another break...I swear...in JC $5 runs out damn fast I'm like almost through $5 already...I dunno what to do.
Had one hour of math...functions...I almost fell asleep in that...the weather just sucks...hot, humid and the fans just blow warm air at you and you just feel so much better...after that stayed in class for pract...miss koh went through equilibria tuitorial...dum di dum...nothing much to elaborate...onthat.
baby came with sean to pick me up and he walked me out and I caught 151 to papa's office. walked in all alone...and then took a little power nap, read the papers and did some functions. stopped doing functions cause I just got tired of all of the graphs and trying to figure out what they look like.
ate some biscuits...daddy came back feeling a little frustrated...and then he left. baby smsed me at 6 to say he had finished...so I called him and we talked a while then he said he had to go...so I said okay. somehow I had a funny gut feeling that he was going to do something...he didn't call back after a while...I got a little more suspicious...was standing at the door of my papa's office and then a thought suddenly came to me that maybe he was making his way to my papa's office to see me. nothing happened for a while so I dismissed the thought and when I walked to the door again...I saw my baby coming. haha...so I was right, or at least my gut feeling was right. My poor baby walked all the way in to see me after training...all sweating even though he had a bath...haha...but I thought it was sweet...haha...he said that since I didn't see him so much because he was training for canoing nationals, he'd come see me since he ended a little earlier. =) I feel happy....haha...i didn't think that he was actually going to do something
like that, thought he'd just go home and call me and stuff...but anyway...I feel so happy. my baby is so sweet...haha...I feel so lucky, so fortunate...
i never knew I could miss someone so much
'the heart has reasons that reason cannot know'
-blaise pascal
omg...it's finally here...
I just wanna sleep and sleep and sleep...
but I can't...stupid bodyclock...
anyway somehow morning assemblies have become so bloody long...what with all the prize
presentations, countless announcements and whatnot...it just get's damn annoying just standing there and looking at someone above eyelevel.
anyway...had a small shot of chem and then break...went down for break...somehow I feel hungry easily recently. went back up for chinese...for some reason it's very slack...there seems to be no sense of urgency or seriousness in the lesson just sit and do an exercise for a whole lesson...it just feels so weird. the laoshi just gave us a webbie and we just went there doing crosswords on chengyu.
then was physics lect =) finally got to spend time with my baby after not having spent anytime together at all besides the smsing and the little morning meetings...I miss him so much. he walked me up to gp lect and then met sean there and we talked a while before going in to watch a film...maria full of grace...our little theme on crime and punishment. then had another break...I swear...in JC $5 runs out damn fast I'm like almost through $5 already...I dunno what to do.
Had one hour of math...functions...I almost fell asleep in that...the weather just sucks...hot, humid and the fans just blow warm air at you and you just feel so much better...after that stayed in class for pract...miss koh went through equilibria tuitorial...dum di dum...nothing much to elaborate...onthat.
baby came with sean to pick me up and he walked me out and I caught 151 to papa's office. walked in all alone...and then took a little power nap, read the papers and did some functions. stopped doing functions cause I just got tired of all of the graphs and trying to figure out what they look like.
ate some biscuits...daddy came back feeling a little frustrated...and then he left. baby smsed me at 6 to say he had finished...so I called him and we talked a while then he said he had to go...so I said okay. somehow I had a funny gut feeling that he was going to do something...he didn't call back after a while...I got a little more suspicious...was standing at the door of my papa's office and then a thought suddenly came to me that maybe he was making his way to my papa's office to see me. nothing happened for a while so I dismissed the thought and when I walked to the door again...I saw my baby coming. haha...so I was right, or at least my gut feeling was right. My poor baby walked all the way in to see me after training...all sweating even though he had a bath...haha...but I thought it was sweet...haha...he said that since I didn't see him so much because he was training for canoing nationals, he'd come see me since he ended a little earlier. =) I feel happy....haha...i didn't think that he was actually going to do something
like that, thought he'd just go home and call me and stuff...but anyway...I feel so happy. my baby is so sweet...haha...I feel so lucky, so fortunate...
i never knew I could miss someone so much
'the heart has reasons that reason cannot know'
-blaise pascal
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
it's all over...
like finally...
just eating dinner and typing away...
soon to be talking on the phone and typing...just wanna hear my baby's voice...
miss him so much...
well. woke up...headed to school and did some last minute mugging...
then the paper....
I was jumping and jumping ALL OVER the place...like....every question after the first page, I was only doing half of every question. I was panicking, freaking out and all that stuff...I just couldn't wait for 11 so I can throw the freaking answers back at the teachers. I just left damn quickly...didn't feel like seeing anyone or talking to anyone...my baby caught up with me and then we went for lunch. then he disappeared because of temasek sem...talked to frankie...then'manda and then went for the dumb NE quiz.
after that waited for 'manda's mummy to bring my sleeping bag...then went to baby's home watched desperate housewives and AI....although we got a little bored. I dunno, it's not that it's not a good show, it's just that it moves very slowly...but I think the content is not bad. anyway... after that went to spend sopme quality time together...haha...
went home on 67 and then bathed, dungeon keeper and I burnt fish being too absorbed in the game and it almost happened to the veggies...I think I'm going to be questioned about the switch of plates and the lack of sauce on the fish. oh well, that's what happens when the game is running out of money, and you are in urgent need of some for the game to run. oh well
like finally...
just eating dinner and typing away...
soon to be talking on the phone and typing...just wanna hear my baby's voice...
miss him so much...
well. woke up...headed to school and did some last minute mugging...
then the paper....
I was jumping and jumping ALL OVER the place...like....every question after the first page, I was only doing half of every question. I was panicking, freaking out and all that stuff...I just couldn't wait for 11 so I can throw the freaking answers back at the teachers. I just left damn quickly...didn't feel like seeing anyone or talking to anyone...my baby caught up with me and then we went for lunch. then he disappeared because of temasek sem...talked to frankie...then'manda and then went for the dumb NE quiz.
after that waited for 'manda's mummy to bring my sleeping bag...then went to baby's home watched desperate housewives and AI....although we got a little bored. I dunno, it's not that it's not a good show, it's just that it moves very slowly...but I think the content is not bad. anyway... after that went to spend sopme quality time together...haha...
went home on 67 and then bathed, dungeon keeper and I burnt fish being too absorbed in the game and it almost happened to the veggies...I think I'm going to be questioned about the switch of plates and the lack of sauce on the fish. oh well, that's what happens when the game is running out of money, and you are in urgent need of some for the game to run. oh well
Sunday, July 03, 2005
sunday sunday sunday.....
and tomorrow's a holiday...
they call it youth day, so then you wonder is it only THAT day that people actually feel youthful? who decided that tomorrow would be yuth day? who agreed that tomorrow should be youth day? I mean did the person wake up and then suddenly felt oh so youthful or somthing or did a WHOLE country suddenly wake up and feel youthful and so thought they'd feel exactly the same way cenuries from now? anyway....wth...it's a holiday, food enough for me...why question so much.
yesterday was such a good day...if only all days were like it..haha. got up and then did had bf....did some stuff around the house and then changed to leave to go meet my baby boy on 77., which I missed....baby boy had to walk back down...I was pissed at myself. I mean he already got a biyt frustrated when I didn't understand his msgs and I missed the bus...so he was a little peeved....but it passed. got on the next 77 and to marina we went. walked to the esplanade library and then got to studying. I like that library...it's like heaven....music scores...cds to listen to...all the stuff about dance....omg...it's paradise...not forgetting tthe lovely view, haha...baby was watching the dragonboat race.
later went down to meet sean and lisa to have lunch...went to this restaurant called fin...never really heard of it till now, apparently had some good offer for the main course meals. Also got 2 glasses of soda water....thought it was like perrier, all that sparkling water...turns out, it's just carbonated water and some syrup added in. baby and I had passionfruit...sean and lisa had peach...i think. it was good...had the seafood bucatinni, but the pasta was too little, but I like the mussels, they were good. haha...went back to the library to study again. baby got me the 3 lord of the rings cds...haha...I asked him earlier, but then I couldn't find it...and then I thought he forgot about it, but then he actually disappeared for awhile and went to find it...haha...I love my baby.
continued studying....plus the view. saw a couple of the commandoes parachuting and all the ndp preparations...left to go to the rooftop terrace...did some talking, it was fun...haha...walked sean and lisa to get home. then ben and I went walking into adidas and nike and then we realised that there weren't any buses...cos the roads were closed, so we walked to city hall....A LONG walk...but we saw a couple of the army vehicles...tanks and stuff...damn cool. got to the bus stop...baby went off in a 700A and then I took 77 and home I went...bath...dinner...and then I crashed.
woke up....had fruit and nut loaf for bf...the gardenia one if you are wondering. Got dressed and then to church....came home had dumpling for lunch. Played dungeon keeper until mummy came back and then started on math trigo approx and then math and more math...then went to fold clothes. went to nap...or tried to...then guin came home to wake me up to go out to weed the garden. man my feet hurt...ironed clothes...went to bath...had dinner. remembered that i still have MI to do...oh well...dum di dum...and now i am here.
I miss my baby...
and tomorrow's a holiday...
they call it youth day, so then you wonder is it only THAT day that people actually feel youthful? who decided that tomorrow would be yuth day? who agreed that tomorrow should be youth day? I mean did the person wake up and then suddenly felt oh so youthful or somthing or did a WHOLE country suddenly wake up and feel youthful and so thought they'd feel exactly the same way cenuries from now? anyway....wth...it's a holiday, food enough for me...why question so much.
yesterday was such a good day...if only all days were like it..haha. got up and then did had bf....did some stuff around the house and then changed to leave to go meet my baby boy on 77., which I missed....baby boy had to walk back down...I was pissed at myself. I mean he already got a biyt frustrated when I didn't understand his msgs and I missed the bus...so he was a little peeved....but it passed. got on the next 77 and to marina we went. walked to the esplanade library and then got to studying. I like that library...it's like heaven....music scores...cds to listen to...all the stuff about dance....omg...it's paradise...not forgetting tthe lovely view, haha...baby was watching the dragonboat race.
later went down to meet sean and lisa to have lunch...went to this restaurant called fin...never really heard of it till now, apparently had some good offer for the main course meals. Also got 2 glasses of soda water....thought it was like perrier, all that sparkling water...turns out, it's just carbonated water and some syrup added in. baby and I had passionfruit...sean and lisa had peach...i think. it was good...had the seafood bucatinni, but the pasta was too little, but I like the mussels, they were good. haha...went back to the library to study again. baby got me the 3 lord of the rings cds...haha...I asked him earlier, but then I couldn't find it...and then I thought he forgot about it, but then he actually disappeared for awhile and went to find it...haha...I love my baby.
continued studying....plus the view. saw a couple of the commandoes parachuting and all the ndp preparations...left to go to the rooftop terrace...did some talking, it was fun...haha...walked sean and lisa to get home. then ben and I went walking into adidas and nike and then we realised that there weren't any buses...cos the roads were closed, so we walked to city hall....A LONG walk...but we saw a couple of the army vehicles...tanks and stuff...damn cool. got to the bus stop...baby went off in a 700A and then I took 77 and home I went...bath...dinner...and then I crashed.
woke up....had fruit and nut loaf for bf...the gardenia one if you are wondering. Got dressed and then to church....came home had dumpling for lunch. Played dungeon keeper until mummy came back and then started on math trigo approx and then math and more math...then went to fold clothes. went to nap...or tried to...then guin came home to wake me up to go out to weed the garden. man my feet hurt...ironed clothes...went to bath...had dinner. remembered that i still have MI to do...oh well...dum di dum...and now i am here.
I miss my baby...
Friday, July 01, 2005
well...almost all the papers are done.....
long weekend in between, so I decided to come blog...
so far....actually looking back on everything...everything was pretty okay, with the exception of physics. although for chem spa and the paper, and the physics spa...I could have done a lot better.
It'e been helluva stressful week and a terrible, one more paper to go...I just NEED to make it good. I know I can do it....
I can always do math...it's the one thing besides can that I am confident I ACTUALLY know how to do. I love math...I love chem....I just need to embrace physics...NEED being the word.
Anyway...after physics bussed to CCK with my baby boy and then watched 'lost' together, after that watched my baby boy play tiberian sun....okay...so I was the bored girlfriend, not really...at least I play the game....I guess bored would mean 'not-getting-attention' bored, after that spent some time together. started not to feel well....had a slight headache which seemed to escalate....reaulting in my bad mood and frustrating him. I just wasn't responding and i guess he felt helpless as he just wanted to do something to help me but I myslef didn't know what he could do.
Finally decided to go to bukit panjang plaza to study...got to macs and baby bought a meal to share...started on math there. I dunno, somehow macs seems to have had interesting sights recently....the last one being the girl in my last post. this time however it was two girls, sitting across the room....together...doing their work...sitting the most wrong way, and from where they were sitting...they gave the world a view they should have only kept for themselves to see. would you want me to elaborate...I guess you would be smart and would be able to infer for yourselves. Then there was the case of the plump lady and her mean friend (at least I think she's a friend of the plum lady, after all they were talking in a rather cordial fashion), the plump lady apparently had a pair of ripped pants...and after chatting to each other and they turned around (the plump lady at the front) and I distinctly saw her eyes travel to the area where the hole was, and somehow her eyes just darted away from that. She (meaning the friend) ahd another chance to tell her abou the hole but she just waved and said bye-bye to the plump lady.
oh well... left to go to the pet store...the dward hamsters ssoooooooooooooooooo cute...haha...the mice too...soooooooo small...sooooooooooooo cute...you'll probably never ever hear me or have never heard me say a so with that many 'o's but thery were so cute...all sleeping and stuff. took 970 home...read papers...bathed...dungeon keeper, I have finally conquered the realm, mwahahahah....anyway...dinner and now I'm here.
long weekend in between, so I decided to come blog...
so far....actually looking back on everything...everything was pretty okay, with the exception of physics. although for chem spa and the paper, and the physics spa...I could have done a lot better.
It'e been helluva stressful week and a terrible, one more paper to go...I just NEED to make it good. I know I can do it....
I can always do math...it's the one thing besides can that I am confident I ACTUALLY know how to do. I love math...I love chem....I just need to embrace physics...NEED being the word.
Anyway...after physics bussed to CCK with my baby boy and then watched 'lost' together, after that watched my baby boy play tiberian sun....okay...so I was the bored girlfriend, not really...at least I play the game....I guess bored would mean 'not-getting-attention' bored, after that spent some time together. started not to feel well....had a slight headache which seemed to escalate....reaulting in my bad mood and frustrating him. I just wasn't responding and i guess he felt helpless as he just wanted to do something to help me but I myslef didn't know what he could do.
Finally decided to go to bukit panjang plaza to study...got to macs and baby bought a meal to share...started on math there. I dunno, somehow macs seems to have had interesting sights recently....the last one being the girl in my last post. this time however it was two girls, sitting across the room....together...doing their work...sitting the most wrong way, and from where they were sitting...they gave the world a view they should have only kept for themselves to see. would you want me to elaborate...I guess you would be smart and would be able to infer for yourselves. Then there was the case of the plump lady and her mean friend (at least I think she's a friend of the plum lady, after all they were talking in a rather cordial fashion), the plump lady apparently had a pair of ripped pants...and after chatting to each other and they turned around (the plump lady at the front) and I distinctly saw her eyes travel to the area where the hole was, and somehow her eyes just darted away from that. She (meaning the friend) ahd another chance to tell her abou the hole but she just waved and said bye-bye to the plump lady.
oh well... left to go to the pet store...the dward hamsters ssoooooooooooooooooo cute...haha...the mice too...soooooooo small...sooooooooooooo cute...you'll probably never ever hear me or have never heard me say a so with that many 'o's but thery were so cute...all sleeping and stuff. took 970 home...read papers...bathed...dungeon keeper, I have finally conquered the realm, mwahahahah....anyway...dinner and now I'm here.
Monday, June 27, 2005
right....
so school starts today...and so do the mids...but gen shall re-cap something she was egging to do yesterday, BUT somehow forgot.
sunday
the usual morning routines, went to church and then headed to kap with my baby sis to meet my baby to study. so studied chinese...did the TYS there, although I have yet to see the effectiveness of that...since I don't have the answers to that. studied there...got a bit agitated here and there....couldn't settle down...restless. baby boy and I decided head down to cold storage to get a small tub of ice-cream to um...lets say...settle down.
apparently, after having picked up the tub of ice-cream andwalked around a bit to look at the oh so sinful things on the shelves...we realised we had a dilemma, we had no spoon to eat the ice-cream. we thought of getting them from macs....but then, it's not very good for tub ice-cream...breakable. so we thought let's just buy a small packet of spoons good enough for tub ice-cream. however they came in 20s and so on....hence we abandoned our search and back to macs we went to buy the sundae.
There was however a rather "pleasant" sight I will remember for sometime and I would say...she would be such a bad image for the female gender. she walked...no...more like half-hopping and swinging her little pouch...you know like those little girls, just lacking in the cute area... in her tight pink shirt and denim cheerleader-like skirt....from then she was already frightful. she came in with a few guys dressed in black. they sat down and she at down. omg...and I thought she couldn't be anymore horrifying. she was slouched so bad....I slouch, but at least I still look presentable. she just looked like a mess of the hunchback of notre dame in a young girls skin. She sat like her spine was working OT and when she sat down it was a like break for it in a million years, her chin was almost touching the freakin' table....exaggerating a little but...the vision was there. To think that since she was wearing such a bimbo skirt, which was also short...she'd sit with her legs together. NO she sat with one leg in Russia and the other in Canada. she sat like how those street punks...with her legs all over the place except together. it was just so UNGLAM....omg...and it was so painful for my eyes when she stood up once more to go downstairs to order. baby boy was so annoyed or maybe traumatised how a GIRL could sit like that....it's just so UNGLAM...unfortunately she just happened to be sitting in our line of sight. thankfully she would leave before us.
today
woke up at 7...morning formalities and then daddy sent me to the sixth ave centre bus stop and I bussed to CCK on 67...spent the morning with my baby and did a bit of chem.
left his house at 11 and had lunch in school and then the chem paper. mcq was pleasant...and then a question surprised me....ruffled my feathers a little. I ignored it...finished the paper, quite proud of the stuff I knew how to do...except for those which I recently found out were wrong. As for those I didn't know how to do...I almost cried there and then....I mean I studied...I did...why is it I can't do it. oh well...that passed, took the bus with my baby and dropped off at gourmet...bought a honey glazed chicked steak and shared. got home and then baby boy stayed for a while...and then I walked him to the bus stop for his parents to pick him up.
walked back...dropped into 7-11 for a while and then came home playted more dungeon keeper, bathed, cooked dinner, ate dinner and now I'm here. I so cannot get addicted to dungeon keeper...I SO CANNOT!!! I need to go on hiatus...like now.
so school starts today...and so do the mids...but gen shall re-cap something she was egging to do yesterday, BUT somehow forgot.
sunday
the usual morning routines, went to church and then headed to kap with my baby sis to meet my baby to study. so studied chinese...did the TYS there, although I have yet to see the effectiveness of that...since I don't have the answers to that. studied there...got a bit agitated here and there....couldn't settle down...restless. baby boy and I decided head down to cold storage to get a small tub of ice-cream to um...lets say...settle down.
apparently, after having picked up the tub of ice-cream andwalked around a bit to look at the oh so sinful things on the shelves...we realised we had a dilemma, we had no spoon to eat the ice-cream. we thought of getting them from macs....but then, it's not very good for tub ice-cream...breakable. so we thought let's just buy a small packet of spoons good enough for tub ice-cream. however they came in 20s and so on....hence we abandoned our search and back to macs we went to buy the sundae.
There was however a rather "pleasant" sight I will remember for sometime and I would say...she would be such a bad image for the female gender. she walked...no...more like half-hopping and swinging her little pouch...you know like those little girls, just lacking in the cute area... in her tight pink shirt and denim cheerleader-like skirt....from then she was already frightful. she came in with a few guys dressed in black. they sat down and she at down. omg...and I thought she couldn't be anymore horrifying. she was slouched so bad....I slouch, but at least I still look presentable. she just looked like a mess of the hunchback of notre dame in a young girls skin. She sat like her spine was working OT and when she sat down it was a like break for it in a million years, her chin was almost touching the freakin' table....exaggerating a little but...the vision was there. To think that since she was wearing such a bimbo skirt, which was also short...she'd sit with her legs together. NO she sat with one leg in Russia and the other in Canada. she sat like how those street punks...with her legs all over the place except together. it was just so UNGLAM....omg...and it was so painful for my eyes when she stood up once more to go downstairs to order. baby boy was so annoyed or maybe traumatised how a GIRL could sit like that....it's just so UNGLAM...unfortunately she just happened to be sitting in our line of sight. thankfully she would leave before us.
today
woke up at 7...morning formalities and then daddy sent me to the sixth ave centre bus stop and I bussed to CCK on 67...spent the morning with my baby and did a bit of chem.
left his house at 11 and had lunch in school and then the chem paper. mcq was pleasant...and then a question surprised me....ruffled my feathers a little. I ignored it...finished the paper, quite proud of the stuff I knew how to do...except for those which I recently found out were wrong. As for those I didn't know how to do...I almost cried there and then....I mean I studied...I did...why is it I can't do it. oh well...that passed, took the bus with my baby and dropped off at gourmet...bought a honey glazed chicked steak and shared. got home and then baby boy stayed for a while...and then I walked him to the bus stop for his parents to pick him up.
walked back...dropped into 7-11 for a while and then came home playted more dungeon keeper, bathed, cooked dinner, ate dinner and now I'm here. I so cannot get addicted to dungeon keeper...I SO CANNOT!!! I need to go on hiatus...like now.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
very hungry at the mo...but, yeah...baby wanted me to do this so yeah....it's quite interesting actually
To make a woman happy A MAN needs to be
a friend (yeah....we were friends...)
a companion (check. I enjoy his company VERY much you can say...)
a chef (check. he can cook, quite well...haha...he's quite creative in the kitchen...)
an electrician (hmmm....maybe...though maybe not with the wiring of the house, maybe with the computer, that I know he's good at)
a carpenter (not too sure about that....um...he never took DNT, does that count??? )
a plumber (eh....never really seen him around pipes, don't really look like a pipe person...haha)
a mechanic (well...he doesn't have a car...I'll have to ask him.)
a decorator (maybe not...he seems to like the way things are...)
a psychologist (check. he knows when somthing's not right...just a matter of whether I wanna say it)
a pest exterminator (I hope....then he can kill the cockroaches I'm icky about killing)
a psychiatrist (check. he gives me help whenever I've got problems....physicallyt and mentally)
a healer (check. he constantly wants me to drink lots of water. Makes sure I take meds if I'm sick, panadol, paracetemol, all that stuff. Wants me to rest if I'm tired....haha...my baby cares a lot)
a good listener (check. very patient, yes....he always wants to listen when I want to say stuff...although he does get a little frustrated when I don't get his point...)
an organiser (maybe not in certain areas....his room's very, okay maybe not very, but it's untidy....but he does have some element of foresight)
a good father (not very sure. but he wants kids....haha...)
very clean (check. small check....he does tend to be able to live with some amount of dirt)
sympathetic (check. yeah, he get's worried when I get down)
athletic (check. definite check. nice broad shoulders....nice to lie on...haven't seem him row though, wouldn't mind...haha)
warm (check. he is very warm to me)
attentive (check. very attentive...haha)
gallant(check. in some ways....as much as he can be)
intelligent (check. one million checks....it's almost scary....he can play and play, sleep in class, and it's like he still scores...it's almost unreal. it's intimidating...but I guess I can be proud of that, he being intelligent...)
funny (check. he makes me laugh....lame jokes and all...right baby?)
creative (he can be original....especially when it comes cooking lunch, in terms of what's going to go in it)
tender (yes, of course.)
strong (check. yes..he can carry me, i can lie on him....haha)
understanding (check. he tries...although when it somes to a certain way I do things...he just doesn't get why i do it that way)
tolerant (yes...very, all my whining, complaining, requests...sorry baby)
prudent (check. doesn't spend unnecessarily, although he's dying or rather he wants to buy me stuff)
ambitious (check. but not unscrupulous..we can both be a bit power hungry, not in the negative sense though)
capable (check. definite check.)
courageous (um...hmmm...maybe, not too sure though)
dependable (check. although sometimes stuff does slip his mind)
passionate (check. passionate, yes. if he loves to do it...obviously)
Not only that, he also has to give her compliments regularly, love shopping, be honest, be very rich and not look at other girls.
(check, eh...maybe not??? check, not, check.) baby compliments me a million times everyday...not complaining. not sure whether he does, although he says he doesn't mind following me around. he is...sometimes takes a bit of probing. not rich but, that's not important. he doesn't look at other girls in that way...but I do point out girls with nice looking bods to him...he just shrugs.
Of course, he is expected to give her lots of attention, but expect little himself, give her lots of time, especially time for herself and give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes. (check all.) i love my baby...do you baby? I hope...haha...
To make a woman happy A MAN needs to be
a friend (yeah....we were friends...)
a companion (check. I enjoy his company VERY much you can say...)
a chef (check. he can cook, quite well...haha...he's quite creative in the kitchen...)
an electrician (hmmm....maybe...though maybe not with the wiring of the house, maybe with the computer, that I know he's good at)
a carpenter (not too sure about that....um...he never took DNT, does that count??? )
a plumber (eh....never really seen him around pipes, don't really look like a pipe person...haha)
a mechanic (well...he doesn't have a car...I'll have to ask him.)
a decorator (maybe not...he seems to like the way things are...)
a psychologist (check. he knows when somthing's not right...just a matter of whether I wanna say it)
a pest exterminator (I hope....then he can kill the cockroaches I'm icky about killing)
a psychiatrist (check. he gives me help whenever I've got problems....physicallyt and mentally)
a healer (check. he constantly wants me to drink lots of water. Makes sure I take meds if I'm sick, panadol, paracetemol, all that stuff. Wants me to rest if I'm tired....haha...my baby cares a lot)
a good listener (check. very patient, yes....he always wants to listen when I want to say stuff...although he does get a little frustrated when I don't get his point...)
an organiser (maybe not in certain areas....his room's very, okay maybe not very, but it's untidy....but he does have some element of foresight)
a good father (not very sure. but he wants kids....haha...)
very clean (check. small check....he does tend to be able to live with some amount of dirt)
sympathetic (check. yeah, he get's worried when I get down)
athletic (check. definite check. nice broad shoulders....nice to lie on...haven't seem him row though, wouldn't mind...haha)
warm (check. he is very warm to me)
attentive (check. very attentive...haha)
gallant(check. in some ways....as much as he can be)
intelligent (check. one million checks....it's almost scary....he can play and play, sleep in class, and it's like he still scores...it's almost unreal. it's intimidating...but I guess I can be proud of that, he being intelligent...)
funny (check. he makes me laugh....lame jokes and all...right baby?)
creative (he can be original....especially when it comes cooking lunch, in terms of what's going to go in it)
tender (yes, of course.)
strong (check. yes..he can carry me, i can lie on him....haha)
understanding (check. he tries...although when it somes to a certain way I do things...he just doesn't get why i do it that way)
tolerant (yes...very, all my whining, complaining, requests...sorry baby)
prudent (check. doesn't spend unnecessarily, although he's dying or rather he wants to buy me stuff)
ambitious (check. but not unscrupulous..we can both be a bit power hungry, not in the negative sense though)
capable (check. definite check.)
courageous (um...hmmm...maybe, not too sure though)
dependable (check. although sometimes stuff does slip his mind)
passionate (check. passionate, yes. if he loves to do it...obviously)
Not only that, he also has to give her compliments regularly, love shopping, be honest, be very rich and not look at other girls.
(check, eh...maybe not??? check, not, check.) baby compliments me a million times everyday...not complaining. not sure whether he does, although he says he doesn't mind following me around. he is...sometimes takes a bit of probing. not rich but, that's not important. he doesn't look at other girls in that way...but I do point out girls with nice looking bods to him...he just shrugs.
Of course, he is expected to give her lots of attention, but expect little himself, give her lots of time, especially time for herself and give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes. (check all.) i love my baby...do you baby? I hope...haha...
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
wow...
now the post area has those font changing and colour changing stuff...like suddenly...
anyway...omg..it's the last week of hols...
so fast...cannot...I'm so enjoying this...
and next week mids are starting...
you see here's the thing...I think I KNOW stuff...but then I'm not actually 100% sure that I actually KNOW it. Cos when someone actually throws me and ACTUAL question (what exactly would qualify as not a question???) I have NO idea how to answer it...and I have very bad feeling in my gut...worried, worries...
somehow seems like the only thing I SEEM...keyword being seem, to be able to do is chem...and right now, I'm not too confident about it. I mean come on...it's a 3 HOUR paper!!! they can ask...what...ANYTHING in 3 hours...it's time to kill...and there's essay questions 10 marks each...howhowhowhow...
anyway...past few days have been good, spending A LOT of time with my baby, studying too.....but somehow it seems like I didn't do enough studying.
yesterday...went to see miss koh in the morning with my baby on chem...and, everything was pretty much solved...met francesca...haha, was nice seeing her, I miss her. lunch was yong tau fu and then on a bus to dover and then the mrt to boon lay. got to jurong point and did a beeeeeeet of shopping, all that was bought was this 37 degrees halter, yes I finally got a halter and I am happy. went back to CCK and then watched avengers on tape....actually my baby ended up watching most of it, since I fell asleep.
went home at 6.35 and then took LRT to bukit panjang to get 970. I hate that bus...I was there for like what 20 mins before the next one came at 7.10, it always makes me wait damn long...I don't understand why...I mean HELLO, it's not as if nobody takes the 970....it always pisses me off. got home at 7.32, mummy was home already, bathed, cooked dinner and then talked to my baby for a while before going to watch CSI.
supposed to go running this morning, somehow I felt too tired this morning...called my baby at 7.30 and then went back to sleep. woke up at 10, ate bf, watched jackie chan and X-men evo. Ironed mummy's clothes, folded the clothes, and hung up the washing....now I'm reading chem bonding while my baby is having training at maCritche....need to go bath...
now the post area has those font changing and colour changing stuff...like suddenly...
anyway...omg..it's the last week of hols...
so fast...cannot...I'm so enjoying this...
and next week mids are starting...
you see here's the thing...I think I KNOW stuff...but then I'm not actually 100% sure that I actually KNOW it. Cos when someone actually throws me and ACTUAL question (what exactly would qualify as not a question???) I have NO idea how to answer it...and I have very bad feeling in my gut...worried, worries...
somehow seems like the only thing I SEEM...keyword being seem, to be able to do is chem...and right now, I'm not too confident about it. I mean come on...it's a 3 HOUR paper!!! they can ask...what...ANYTHING in 3 hours...it's time to kill...and there's essay questions 10 marks each...howhowhowhow...
anyway...past few days have been good, spending A LOT of time with my baby, studying too.....but somehow it seems like I didn't do enough studying.
yesterday...went to see miss koh in the morning with my baby on chem...and, everything was pretty much solved...met francesca...haha, was nice seeing her, I miss her. lunch was yong tau fu and then on a bus to dover and then the mrt to boon lay. got to jurong point and did a beeeeeeet of shopping, all that was bought was this 37 degrees halter, yes I finally got a halter and I am happy. went back to CCK and then watched avengers on tape....actually my baby ended up watching most of it, since I fell asleep.
went home at 6.35 and then took LRT to bukit panjang to get 970. I hate that bus...I was there for like what 20 mins before the next one came at 7.10, it always makes me wait damn long...I don't understand why...I mean HELLO, it's not as if nobody takes the 970....it always pisses me off. got home at 7.32, mummy was home already, bathed, cooked dinner and then talked to my baby for a while before going to watch CSI.
supposed to go running this morning, somehow I felt too tired this morning...called my baby at 7.30 and then went back to sleep. woke up at 10, ate bf, watched jackie chan and X-men evo. Ironed mummy's clothes, folded the clothes, and hung up the washing....now I'm reading chem bonding while my baby is having training at maCritche....need to go bath...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
gen needs to remember NOT to click anything when she's offline...
cos if she does then stuff like the half-hour-worth post just now goes bye bye...
wtf...
at papa's office now...hence papa's computer. I swear it's retarded, crappified. things on webpages DISAPPEAR, links don't work or it just gives you rubbish. like the blogger index page...there's the fields for you to fill in you username and password, but you see that's useless since there isn't a 'sign-in' button...yeah, so gotta go to the invalid pwd/acct page to get the 'sign-in' button. then CJC where I wanted to access COLAC...tried to get into my account, and then they said I had an invalid password, so I got the shock of my life, thinking that I was in shit that I'd forgotten my password. called my baby sis to log in for me and turns out that nothing's wrong with my password, just the stupid computer. on hotmail I can't open or delete mail, cos the pages just don't load and I can't read blogs with frames cos , they just don't load either. just thought I'd vent it...apologies, not onto today.
wednesday....
almost mid-week...
woke up at 7.40...raining, wonderful weather to sleep in...supposed to go running but, had to go study with my baby, so had to forgo that. left at 8...walked to get on 67 and bused to CCK. did some physics the online self-test, a bit of chem with some breaks in-between. more like before we started work and after, where my baby was playing gunbound during the latter. rushed out at 1.30 and took 67. dropped off outside turf city and walked to papa's office, baby went on to kalland for training. started off doing chem again, then realised that I didn't bring my ideal gas notes, so I stopped...moved onto AP, GP...I'm actually quite okay at it...just that I need to be able to be able to apply for the harder questions.
now I'm just bored outta my mind...baby's going to go for tuition after training...poor thing's going to be so tired...haix. gonna go home and continue studying, to make myself feel better. just worried...I THINK I know stuff....but as to whether I DO know stuff, that's another issue all together.I hope everything turns out well...I just think I expect too much...but then again, I feel that it's very much realistic and achievable.
going to head home soon...40mins more....just wanna bath and start work....and be comfortable. cos I'm freezing here...hands feet and all.hmmm...I should cut my nails, it seriously gets in the way when I'm typing, very uncomfortable...
now I must remember to connect before I press ANYTHING that could make ALL this disappear....
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
gen needs to remember NOT to click anything when she's offline...
cos if she does then stuff like the half-hour-worth post just now goes bye bye...
wtf...
at papa's office now...hence papa's computer. I swear it's retarded, crappified. things on webpages DISAPPEAR, links don't work or it just gives you rubbish. like the blogger index page...there's the fields for you to fill in you username and password, but you see that's useless since there isn't a 'sign-in' button...yeah, so gotta go to the invalid pwd/acct page to get the 'sign-in' button. then CJC where I wanted to access COLAC...tried to get into my account, and then they said I had an invalid password, so I got the shock of my life, thinking that I was in shit that I'd forgotten my password. called my baby sis to log in for me and turns out that nothing's wrong with my password, just the stupid computer. on hotmail I can't open or delete mail, cos the pages just don't load and I can't read blogs with frames cos , they just don't load either. just thought I'd vent it...apologies, not onto today.
wednesday....
almost mid-week...
woke up at 7.40...raining, wonderful weather to sleep in...supposed to go running but, had to go study with my baby, so had to forgo that. left at 8...walked to get on 67 and bused to CCK. did some physics the online self-test, a bit of chem with some breaks in-between. more like before we started work and after, where my baby was playing gunbound during the latter. rushed out at 1.30 and took 67. dropped off outside turf city and walked to papa's office, baby went on to kalland for training. started off doing chem again, then realised that I didn't bring my ideal gas notes, so I stopped...moved onto AP, GP...I'm actually quite okay at it...just that I need to be able to be able to apply for the harder questions.
now I'm just bored outta my mind...baby's going to go for tuition after training...poor thing's going to be so tired...haix. gonna go home and continue studying, to make myself feel better. just worried...I THINK I know stuff....but as to whether I DO know stuff, that's another issue all together.I hope everything turns out well...I just think I expect too much...but then again, I feel that it's very much realistic and achievable.
going to head home soon...40mins more....just wanna bath and start work....and be comfortable. cos I'm freezing here...hands feet and all.hmmm...I should cut my nails, it seriously gets in the way when I'm typing, very uncomfortable...
now I must remember to connect before I press ANYTHING that could make ALL this disappear....
Saturday, June 11, 2005
all back from camp...
and needing to start working...
I feel guilty and gen is damn worried...esp. for physics...
it's worrying...A LOT, I don't know how to do so much stuff *pulls hair*
I'm not on good terms with physics...
I was probably some physicst in my past life, and I hated my life, so I probably (and stupidly) swore that I will have nothing whatsoever to do with physics for my next life. At present(the next life...) I just want to, HAVE TO do physics.
*cry*
anyway...had camp the last few days...3 to be exact...I think it turned out fantastic, there's always room for improvement...all the hardwork was well worth it(with the exception that they were all boys...)
emceeing was done with poise and perry and ethel were just so compatible up there.
item was well prepare, with the exception of the low no of mics supplied, other than that...it was a thumbs up.
backdrop...although there were problems, it pulled through and it was just gorgeous with all the glitter.
firepit...it didn't go as expected but hey, its a campfire, as long as it's lighted, you can't go wrong, mishaps happen...it isnh't what we can control, we can only prepare.
if any of you guides are reading this, the effort paid off did it not, so give yourselves a clap for the work and sweat you put into it...ESPECIALLY to the PLC, you really put your heart and soul into this one.
props to you ALL.
just some pic from DS's blog =)
Backdrop for cf
reception
Saturday
woke up at 7, left early and home I went. 156, unpacked, bathed and changed and down to bukit batok I went.
I got lost...yeah, I couldn't find my baby. I worried him...haha, miscommunication...no one is to blame. went back to his house and did work before leaving to go to the doctor again.
Had to do some small operation thing to remove the infection from his chin. poor thing...definitely painful. I didn't know how to help, except to offer my hand...he was scared...but my hand still works...so, yeah. his parents came to pick us, then went back to his house to do more work.
baby saw I was tired, so he didn't allow me to do work and asked me to sleep for awhile. slept for an hour and then woke up, did somemore work and then headed home.
Got home, watched simpsons, then went to help my sis steam the egg and I went to bath. dressed and now I am here.
baby: hope your chin is doing okay, sorry I an't help...I hope you feel bettter...muakz! and I didn't mean to get lost...I'll, um, listen better next time?
and needing to start working...
I feel guilty and gen is damn worried...esp. for physics...
it's worrying...A LOT, I don't know how to do so much stuff *pulls hair*
I'm not on good terms with physics...
I was probably some physicst in my past life, and I hated my life, so I probably (and stupidly) swore that I will have nothing whatsoever to do with physics for my next life. At present(the next life...) I just want to, HAVE TO do physics.
*cry*
anyway...had camp the last few days...3 to be exact...I think it turned out fantastic, there's always room for improvement...all the hardwork was well worth it(with the exception that they were all boys...)
emceeing was done with poise and perry and ethel were just so compatible up there.
item was well prepare, with the exception of the low no of mics supplied, other than that...it was a thumbs up.
backdrop...although there were problems, it pulled through and it was just gorgeous with all the glitter.
firepit...it didn't go as expected but hey, its a campfire, as long as it's lighted, you can't go wrong, mishaps happen...it isnh't what we can control, we can only prepare.
if any of you guides are reading this, the effort paid off did it not, so give yourselves a clap for the work and sweat you put into it...ESPECIALLY to the PLC, you really put your heart and soul into this one.
props to you ALL.
just some pic from DS's blog =)
Backdrop for cf
reception
Saturday
woke up at 7, left early and home I went. 156, unpacked, bathed and changed and down to bukit batok I went.
I got lost...yeah, I couldn't find my baby. I worried him...haha, miscommunication...no one is to blame. went back to his house and did work before leaving to go to the doctor again.
Had to do some small operation thing to remove the infection from his chin. poor thing...definitely painful. I didn't know how to help, except to offer my hand...he was scared...but my hand still works...so, yeah. his parents came to pick us, then went back to his house to do more work.
baby saw I was tired, so he didn't allow me to do work and asked me to sleep for awhile. slept for an hour and then woke up, did somemore work and then headed home.
Got home, watched simpsons, then went to help my sis steam the egg and I went to bath. dressed and now I am here.
baby: hope your chin is doing okay, sorry I an't help...I hope you feel bettter...muakz! and I didn't mean to get lost...I'll, um, listen better next time?
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
it's late...
supposed to be for tuesday...but hey wednesday is here...
probably the longest 3 days I've ever been through...
nothing different today...just kep doing work...doing and doing, keep myself busy, keep myself from feeling bored or straying to think of other things....came home, dinner, CSI, and then one disk of star wars ep III...and now I'm here
You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And i want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know, everywhere i go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul
Baby
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you
And i know, yes i know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now i know that i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know, everywhere i go
Always on my mind, you're in my heart
In my soul
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you
You're My Inspiration Peter Cetera
I want a hug, a big one, you owe me...I miss you so so so much I wanna cry...
supposed to be for tuesday...but hey wednesday is here...
probably the longest 3 days I've ever been through...
nothing different today...just kep doing work...doing and doing, keep myself busy, keep myself from feeling bored or straying to think of other things....came home, dinner, CSI, and then one disk of star wars ep III...and now I'm here
You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And i want you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know, everywhere i go
You're always on my mind, in my heart
In my soul
Baby
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you
And i know, yes i know that it's plain to see
So in love when we're together
Now i know that i need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time
You should know, everywhere i go
Always on my mind, you're in my heart
In my soul
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one need you more than i need you
You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than i need you
You're My Inspiration Peter Cetera
I want a hug, a big one, you owe me...I miss you so so so much I wanna cry...
Monday, June 06, 2005
well...that's one day down
got up at 7.10...couldn't sleep anymore and only 6 hours of sleep 0_0...
went running for 20mins then came home, bathed, had bf and then read papers...
went to papa's office and did work and more work there...I was like dying of boredom...just kept doing and doing seeing as there was nothing to do.
came home...bathed, had dinner and now I'm here...going to watch desperate housewives later...
i didn't think it was going to be this bad....
The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time i see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath i take
I'm calling your name
But i can't take the distance...
I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take
I'm calling your name
I'd brave fire and I'd brave rain
To be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance...
I will go the distance
I will go the miles
that's how much you mean to me
Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take
I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance...
the distance evan and jaron
got up at 7.10...couldn't sleep anymore and only 6 hours of sleep 0_0...
went running for 20mins then came home, bathed, had bf and then read papers...
went to papa's office and did work and more work there...I was like dying of boredom...just kept doing and doing seeing as there was nothing to do.
came home...bathed, had dinner and now I'm here...going to watch desperate housewives later...
i didn't think it was going to be this bad....
The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
To watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time i see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath i take
I'm calling your name
But i can't take the distance...
I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take
I'm calling your name
I'd brave fire and I'd brave rain
To be by your side I'd do anything
I can't take the distance...
I will go the distance
I will go the miles
that's how much you mean to me
Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take
I'm calling your name
I can't take the distance...
the distance evan and jaron
Friday, June 03, 2005
friday...
but I shall start with thursday first...
not that you have a choice.
woke up...9-11 chem prac...gravimetric and thermochem, then had some extra info for SPA...then got my chem test back...not what i wanted, but I think my mcq was good
11-12 chem mass tutorial...if you use the word mass loosely...not very MASSive by me. Miss soh like finished 7a, b, c, d, e and f in 1 hour...0_0 nothing to say to that. had lunch with my baby and then went to spend some quality time together =)...rushed home to meet erika's bro, marianne, ethel and perry for dinner at polo club.
surpirsed erika there...her parents were stalling for time given we were a little late.she looked somewhat terrified. had some prawn pesto pasta...it was good, cream, herbs and garlic galore. erika's bro ordered a jug of sangria for us...it was okay by me, although I don't really know what it's supposed to taste like, so yeah. talked a little, laughed a lot...then had cake...it was so rich, white chocolate, cream, all that stuff...and the piece was huge..I just took like millions of years to finish that piece. erika's bro was going on about how the cake looked like a condo and just basically obssessing about the idea. talked somemore and then went to play pool...more exactly billards.
actually we weren't really playing, since none of us knoew how to play...so we just whacked balls into the pockets, the aim being to get rid of ALL the balls from the HUMONGOUS table. was playing, then my baby smsed me and reminded me there was class tomorrow, so left early.
got home, bathed, dried my hair, organised what we were going to do tomorrow wiht my baby and them went to sleep.
friday...
woke up at 7, met baby boy on the bus and went for chem together...states of matter...omg...all the answer so damn long, that ms soh reminds me of TYM, so long winded. Then went to baby's house to do stuff and then went for lunch, had duck rice...I just couldn't resist the soup. caught the 67 just in time, both boarded, was a nice ride.
got off, walked home, bathed and then got down to work. switched on the aircon and started work. stopped at 7.20 and went to cook, then went back to do a little bit more and then mummy and my aunts came. helped to unload stuff, put stuff away and then now I am here.
1 week, apart...that ahs got to be the longest time ever...hmmm...baby girl going to miss baby boy VERY much...I want a hug...=(
but I shall start with thursday first...
not that you have a choice.
woke up...9-11 chem prac...gravimetric and thermochem, then had some extra info for SPA...then got my chem test back...not what i wanted, but I think my mcq was good
11-12 chem mass tutorial...if you use the word mass loosely...not very MASSive by me. Miss soh like finished 7a, b, c, d, e and f in 1 hour...0_0 nothing to say to that. had lunch with my baby and then went to spend some quality time together =)...rushed home to meet erika's bro, marianne, ethel and perry for dinner at polo club.
surpirsed erika there...her parents were stalling for time given we were a little late.she looked somewhat terrified. had some prawn pesto pasta...it was good, cream, herbs and garlic galore. erika's bro ordered a jug of sangria for us...it was okay by me, although I don't really know what it's supposed to taste like, so yeah. talked a little, laughed a lot...then had cake...it was so rich, white chocolate, cream, all that stuff...and the piece was huge..I just took like millions of years to finish that piece. erika's bro was going on about how the cake looked like a condo and just basically obssessing about the idea. talked somemore and then went to play pool...more exactly billards.
actually we weren't really playing, since none of us knoew how to play...so we just whacked balls into the pockets, the aim being to get rid of ALL the balls from the HUMONGOUS table. was playing, then my baby smsed me and reminded me there was class tomorrow, so left early.
got home, bathed, dried my hair, organised what we were going to do tomorrow wiht my baby and them went to sleep.
friday...
woke up at 7, met baby boy on the bus and went for chem together...states of matter...omg...all the answer so damn long, that ms soh reminds me of TYM, so long winded. Then went to baby's house to do stuff and then went for lunch, had duck rice...I just couldn't resist the soup. caught the 67 just in time, both boarded, was a nice ride.
got off, walked home, bathed and then got down to work. switched on the aircon and started work. stopped at 7.20 and went to cook, then went back to do a little bit more and then mummy and my aunts came. helped to unload stuff, put stuff away and then now I am here.
1 week, apart...that ahs got to be the longest time ever...hmmm...baby girl going to miss baby boy VERY much...I want a hug...=(
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
another ne of these lousy survey thingie...this time from my sis
1. Starting Time:it's waaaaaay below this post
2. Full Name: sew wei xin genevieve
3. Best Friend(s): can i say i don't have any...good friends, I have
4. Sexiest Friend: HO HUM!!!
5. Funniest Friend(s): it wouldn't be very nice to RATE your friends now would it...although...hmmm
6. Smartest friends: well...smart in what way...smart in what area..
7. Dumbest Person: riiiiight....and this person would be my friend WHY??
8. Shyest Friend: none...if they were they wouldn't really be my friend
9. Most boring person: someone unexciting
10. Who Do you get advice from: not many people...VERY few
11. D(ate)O(f)B(irth): riiiight and what's with the brackets....30th September 1988
12. Righty / Lefty :righty
13.Shoe Brand: NB...I want addidas sneakers...or sneakers
14. Do you Crack any Body Parts:um...no
15. Siblings: 2, one older and the other younger...not much difference..in mentality and they're both a pain, except the younger one is a helluva lot cuter
20. Email Addy: -_-
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: yes I have a lot of both...
22. Crush: hm...a lot...but none right now
23. Liked a Teacher: is there no order in this world...is the world YOU live in so BARREN!?!?
25. Ever laughed so hard you've peed in your pants: no
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: I want to...but then there's the fat content
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: who would be THAT stupid...oh I'm sorry I didn't meanto hurt your feelings
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: NO...you see that would be illegal where I come from
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: no
31. Ran into a parked car: wow...it must have been wonderwoman's invisible car
******Girls Fill Out About Guys******
35. Boxers or Briefs: does it matter??? after all you don't see it
36. Tall or Short : taller than me...
37. Does size matter: size of what? brain? yes
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: how 'bout I just leave it at toned
39. Body or Personality: both...moderate amts
40. Ear Pierced or Not : is that supposed to mean something???
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy : sporty enough....so how 'bout er just say fit
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy: it's always good to have a bit of both
******Guys Fill Out on girls****** ---Leave it to the guys please!
47. G or hipster undies: I’m not a guy!
48. Tall or Short : I’m not a guy!
49. Long Hair or Short : I’m not a guy!
50.Dark or Light Eyes: I’m not a guy!
51. Light/Dark Hair: I’m not a guy!
52. Body or Personality: I’m not a guy!
53. Ears Pierced or Not: I’m not a guy!
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl: I’m not a guy!
56.Hair Up or Down : I’m not a guy!
57. Sporty or Classy: I’m not a guy!
58. Chicken or Not Afraid : I’m not a guy!
******Which One is Better******
59. Coke or Pepsi: eh...no colours...7-up
60. K.F.C or McDonalds: I basically try to avoid both unless I have no choice
61. Cats or Dogs : dogs...
62. Coffee or Tea : both...I like
63. Eastside or westside: of what exactly?
64. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
65. Cake or Cookies: cookies
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: um...wow...so hard to choose...white
67. Sunset or Sunrise: they're just as nice...you can't go wrong with nature
68. Day or Night: night
69. Lights on or off: depends...is there a purpose?
70. Summer or Winter: winter
*****Your favourite******
71. Food: as long as it tastes good
73. Holiday destination: Anywhere but Singapore and Malaysia
74. Radio Station: hm..power 98
75. Place to be: somewhere I feel comfortable in with people I am comfortable with...all about the comfort
****** In The Future******
76. Will you believe in God: I do
77. What you want to be when you grow up: um...gynaecologist...make a lot of money...have a comfortable life
******Random Questions******
78. Define Love: how tangible
80. Favourite Place to go: didn't I just answer that...and can you COUNT...it's supposed to be 79...now you messed up all the nos...
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: hmm...when I can do whatever I want without worrying about other STUFF...which is never
82. Bedtime: late
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: I'm not sending this anywhere
84. Satan or God or atheist: God. I believe there is one...
******More questions:******
85. Do you love someone rite now: yes...family, friends and my baby boy
86. Do you care about someone: yes, if you love you care...they come as a package
87. Do you think of someone everyday: yes...you got a problem with that??
88. is anyone special to you: Yes omg...yes...I love and care about people therefore they are special to me...wtf
90. finishing time: 89...what happened to that!??!?! YOU FECKIN' ATE IT UP!??!?! anyway...8.52
1. Starting Time:it's waaaaaay below this post
2. Full Name: sew wei xin genevieve
3. Best Friend(s): can i say i don't have any...good friends, I have
4. Sexiest Friend: HO HUM!!!
5. Funniest Friend(s): it wouldn't be very nice to RATE your friends now would it...although...hmmm
6. Smartest friends: well...smart in what way...smart in what area..
7. Dumbest Person: riiiiight....and this person would be my friend WHY??
8. Shyest Friend: none...if they were they wouldn't really be my friend
9. Most boring person: someone unexciting
10. Who Do you get advice from: not many people...VERY few
11. D(ate)O(f)B(irth): riiiight and what's with the brackets....30th September 1988
12. Righty / Lefty :righty
13.Shoe Brand: NB...I want addidas sneakers...or sneakers
14. Do you Crack any Body Parts:um...no
15. Siblings: 2, one older and the other younger...not much difference..in mentality and they're both a pain, except the younger one is a helluva lot cuter
20. Email Addy: -_-
21. Boy Friend/Girl Friend: yes I have a lot of both...
22. Crush: hm...a lot...but none right now
23. Liked a Teacher: is there no order in this world...is the world YOU live in so BARREN!?!?
25. Ever laughed so hard you've peed in your pants: no
26. Ate a Tub of Ice Cream: I want to...but then there's the fat content
27. Ran Into a Glass Door: who would be THAT stupid...oh I'm sorry I didn't meanto hurt your feelings
29. Gone Skinny Dipping: NO...you see that would be illegal where I come from
30. Gotten hit/nearly hit by a car: no
31. Ran into a parked car: wow...it must have been wonderwoman's invisible car
******Girls Fill Out About Guys******
35. Boxers or Briefs: does it matter??? after all you don't see it
36. Tall or Short : taller than me...
37. Does size matter: size of what? brain? yes
38. Six-pack or Muscular Arms: how 'bout I just leave it at toned
39. Body or Personality: both...moderate amts
40. Ear Pierced or Not : is that supposed to mean something???
41. Sporty or Outdoorsy : sporty enough....so how 'bout er just say fit
42. Good Guy or Bad Guy: it's always good to have a bit of both
******Guys Fill Out on girls****** ---Leave it to the guys please!
47. G or hipster undies: I’m not a guy!
48. Tall or Short : I’m not a guy!
49. Long Hair or Short : I’m not a guy!
50.Dark or Light Eyes: I’m not a guy!
51. Light/Dark Hair: I’m not a guy!
52. Body or Personality: I’m not a guy!
53. Ears Pierced or Not: I’m not a guy!
55. Good Girl/Bad Girl: I’m not a guy!
56.Hair Up or Down : I’m not a guy!
57. Sporty or Classy: I’m not a guy!
58. Chicken or Not Afraid : I’m not a guy!
******Which One is Better******
59. Coke or Pepsi: eh...no colours...7-up
60. K.F.C or McDonalds: I basically try to avoid both unless I have no choice
61. Cats or Dogs : dogs...
62. Coffee or Tea : both...I like
63. Eastside or westside: of what exactly?
64. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
65. Cake or Cookies: cookies
66. Purple striped Lime socks or white socks: um...wow...so hard to choose...white
67. Sunset or Sunrise: they're just as nice...you can't go wrong with nature
68. Day or Night: night
69. Lights on or off: depends...is there a purpose?
70. Summer or Winter: winter
*****Your favourite******
71. Food: as long as it tastes good
73. Holiday destination: Anywhere but Singapore and Malaysia
74. Radio Station: hm..power 98
75. Place to be: somewhere I feel comfortable in with people I am comfortable with...all about the comfort
****** In The Future******
76. Will you believe in God: I do
77. What you want to be when you grow up: um...gynaecologist...make a lot of money...have a comfortable life
******Random Questions******
78. Define Love: how tangible
80. Favourite Place to go: didn't I just answer that...and can you COUNT...it's supposed to be 79...now you messed up all the nos...
81. Favourite day(s) of the week: hmm...when I can do whatever I want without worrying about other STUFF...which is never
82. Bedtime: late
83. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: I'm not sending this anywhere
84. Satan or God or atheist: God. I believe there is one...
******More questions:******
85. Do you love someone rite now: yes...family, friends and my baby boy
86. Do you care about someone: yes, if you love you care...they come as a package
87. Do you think of someone everyday: yes...you got a problem with that??
88. is anyone special to you: Yes omg...yes...I love and care about people therefore they are special to me...wtf
90. finishing time: 89...what happened to that!??!?! YOU FECKIN' ATE IT UP!??!?! anyway...8.52
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
I've been looking for that special one
I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
a smile, there you were and I was gone
dum di dum...
tuesday....
my turn to have lessons...
so math trigo approx was just a plain waste of my time...just sit there and listen to missang. after that had maintenance duty...sweep the audi and the audi extension, pack the chairs nicely and neatly...guys went to carry stuff. left and then 154 and 67, bused all the way to CCK. went up and ben's sister was still there...so had lunch and then spent some quality time with my baby when his sister left. then did some chem...which demopralised me some and then left. LRT to bukit panjang, waited damn long for the 970 and then bused all the way home. prepared dinner, bathed and then had dinner, read papers and now I am here. thinking of doing some physics later, why does my whole left hand feel somewhat sore and yet numb?
monday....
baby had class today...talked to him some before that...then went out to return my sisters book at TP library and borrowed one for myself...so I'm a sucker..I couldn't resist. then 105 back to CJ and met him to go to town for movie.
watched MADAGASCAR...madahooha?!?! MADAGASCAR...haha..damn funny...it was really good. was like, went to order the tickets...the women at the counter said something and my baby said 'yes' so I was like 'what?' then he said 'couple seat' I wa like LOST for a nano second there. like...wth...like gen...suddenly realised that she's attached...hmmmmm. went in the cinema...it was just damn weird...sitting at the back with um...people who were just, how should I say this...IN to each other. show started...I think...in that row...um...only the 2 of us were actually WATCHING the show and not each other...yeah...ahem. the show was good I mean...melman the giraffe was just a plain hypochondriac, Alex the lion was just egoistic, gloria the hippo was just all...counsellor like and marty the zebra was just so confused if he was white on black or black on white. The penguins were um...how should I describe it...psychotic...bent on just getting out and military-like and stuff...the lemurs..well the king was just eccentric but there was this WEE LITTLE one...which eyes took up 3/4 of it's body, soooooo huge and CUUUUUUUUUUTE!!! haha...was so enjoyable there...
my baby took me to the bus stop and then I got on 77 to go home, he went for training.
Got home...trigo, rest for a while, more trigo. fold clothes...prepared dinner and then watched the documentary on da vinci code and talked on the phone. desperate housewives...then to sleep for school tomorrow.
madagascar
I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
a smile, there you were and I was gone
dum di dum...
tuesday....
my turn to have lessons...
so math trigo approx was just a plain waste of my time...just sit there and listen to missang. after that had maintenance duty...sweep the audi and the audi extension, pack the chairs nicely and neatly...guys went to carry stuff. left and then 154 and 67, bused all the way to CCK. went up and ben's sister was still there...so had lunch and then spent some quality time with my baby when his sister left. then did some chem...which demopralised me some and then left. LRT to bukit panjang, waited damn long for the 970 and then bused all the way home. prepared dinner, bathed and then had dinner, read papers and now I am here. thinking of doing some physics later, why does my whole left hand feel somewhat sore and yet numb?
monday....
baby had class today...talked to him some before that...then went out to return my sisters book at TP library and borrowed one for myself...so I'm a sucker..I couldn't resist. then 105 back to CJ and met him to go to town for movie.
watched MADAGASCAR...madahooha?!?! MADAGASCAR...haha..damn funny...it was really good. was like, went to order the tickets...the women at the counter said something and my baby said 'yes' so I was like 'what?' then he said 'couple seat' I wa like LOST for a nano second there. like...wth...like gen...suddenly realised that she's attached...hmmmmm. went in the cinema...it was just damn weird...sitting at the back with um...people who were just, how should I say this...IN to each other. show started...I think...in that row...um...only the 2 of us were actually WATCHING the show and not each other...yeah...ahem. the show was good I mean...melman the giraffe was just a plain hypochondriac, Alex the lion was just egoistic, gloria the hippo was just all...counsellor like and marty the zebra was just so confused if he was white on black or black on white. The penguins were um...how should I describe it...psychotic...bent on just getting out and military-like and stuff...the lemurs..well the king was just eccentric but there was this WEE LITTLE one...which eyes took up 3/4 of it's body, soooooo huge and CUUUUUUUUUUTE!!! haha...was so enjoyable there...
my baby took me to the bus stop and then I got on 77 to go home, he went for training.
Got home...trigo, rest for a while, more trigo. fold clothes...prepared dinner and then watched the documentary on da vinci code and talked on the phone. desperate housewives...then to sleep for school tomorrow.
madagascar
Sunday, May 29, 2005
sunday...
it's raining heavily...well that was just now..it's just pouring and it's cold. sitting here typing with my ever so colourful blankie.
woke up...had my cornflakes for bf and then went to change to get to church. so happens that the service for the youths was in the MGS dance studio...it was small.what can I say...how can those people actually dance in there...soooooo small...c'mon even my IJ's dance studios is sooooooo much bigger compared to that, and we're not really in very good circumstances, given we are in a holding school. bible competition, genesis...I'll just say we weren't the last; we saved oyrselves the humiliation of that.
after that went to TC to go shopping at giant then went to have lunch. yu pian mee fen...haha...it was good, I like it. came home..hung up the clothes and sheets to dry and then cleared the shopping. mummy came home and I went to do the sheets for my bed, talked to my baby for a while and then he went off to queens way to buy his shoes and I to the table to start on functions 1.
so functions got the best of me...I just can't do the restriction stuff...don't ask me why or how...I just cannot do...I shall try again later...dum di dum. going to cut hair tonight...I am damn happy about it..my hair is just long and ugly and irritating the hell outta me, so I shall be back late tonight. school, school, school for the next week...oh well, extra lessons, JC is JC, oh well.
dunno how to say this but...hmmmm...maybe talking on the phone too much is bad...i mean...too much of each other is going a bit overboard. we should tone down a little....after all we do see each other in schooleveryday, maybe going back to canoeing and dance is good...then we both got time for our own stuff and time to do stuff without each other. we shall see...
it is very cold here...
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it's raining heavily...well that was just now..it's just pouring and it's cold. sitting here typing with my ever so colourful blankie.
woke up...had my cornflakes for bf and then went to change to get to church. so happens that the service for the youths was in the MGS dance studio...it was small.what can I say...how can those people actually dance in there...soooooo small...c'mon even my IJ's dance studios is sooooooo much bigger compared to that, and we're not really in very good circumstances, given we are in a holding school. bible competition, genesis...I'll just say we weren't the last; we saved oyrselves the humiliation of that.
after that went to TC to go shopping at giant then went to have lunch. yu pian mee fen...haha...it was good, I like it. came home..hung up the clothes and sheets to dry and then cleared the shopping. mummy came home and I went to do the sheets for my bed, talked to my baby for a while and then he went off to queens way to buy his shoes and I to the table to start on functions 1.
so functions got the best of me...I just can't do the restriction stuff...don't ask me why or how...I just cannot do...I shall try again later...dum di dum. going to cut hair tonight...I am damn happy about it..my hair is just long and ugly and irritating the hell outta me, so I shall be back late tonight. school, school, school for the next week...oh well, extra lessons, JC is JC, oh well.
dunno how to say this but...hmmmm...maybe talking on the phone too much is bad...i mean...too much of each other is going a bit overboard. we should tone down a little....after all we do see each other in schooleveryday, maybe going back to canoeing and dance is good...then we both got time for our own stuff and time to do stuff without each other. we shall see...
it is very cold here...
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Friday, May 27, 2005
I just have to say this...
sorry I can't be there to give you a huuuuuuuge hug, cos I miss you so much...
friday...
technically the beginning of the school hols and the end of school for a month...
the beginning of studying for CT...for the first time in my life I am going to be studying during the june hols...and the temptation to start playing and relaxing is there. may be I should go on hiatus SOON...I WILL do it. just a matter of when I want to start.
today...GP...actually started with listening compre.at 1200 in hall extension. it was freezing...one reason why I like the sweater...and the smell of it was just..um...heavenly? how 'bout nice =). listening of okay except for the 2nd piece...stupid thing talking about global warming or 'cooling'...so it was talking about. it was like 'I think I heard the word zhou qi, and since I don't really get what the woman-slash-man is talking about I shall shade B' after that, went to see my baby to tell him about the major problem. 1pm went back for GP...compo...it was like writing a geog essay. tourism...I just love that...was like digging through the file cabinet of stale memories and it was like 'omg...so many things to talk about'...not bad...afraid I got too much into listing instead of linking. compre...I think time management wise I was good...finished my AQ...I think that since I was able to finish my AQ was an accomplishment for me, but answer quality wise...maybe only average. went to the library to wait for my baby to finish his maintenance duty and then went to orchard.
from far east, walked to PS...quite a long walk but it wasn't so bad with company =). walk, walk and walk...met some people or rather heard and saw. look, look and look...don't have what i want...wen to kopitiam satisfied my craving for mee hoon kueh and my baby had ban mian. then went to walk some more...then decided to head home. caught 77, got a seat and home I went. bathed and then called to company my baby on his bus ride and now I am here.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA!!!
sorry I can't be there to give you a huuuuuuuge hug, cos I miss you so much...
friday...
technically the beginning of the school hols and the end of school for a month...
the beginning of studying for CT...for the first time in my life I am going to be studying during the june hols...and the temptation to start playing and relaxing is there. may be I should go on hiatus SOON...I WILL do it. just a matter of when I want to start.
today...GP...actually started with listening compre.at 1200 in hall extension. it was freezing...one reason why I like the sweater...and the smell of it was just..um...heavenly? how 'bout nice =). listening of okay except for the 2nd piece...stupid thing talking about global warming or 'cooling'...so it was talking about. it was like 'I think I heard the word zhou qi, and since I don't really get what the woman-slash-man is talking about I shall shade B' after that, went to see my baby to tell him about the major problem. 1pm went back for GP...compo...it was like writing a geog essay. tourism...I just love that...was like digging through the file cabinet of stale memories and it was like 'omg...so many things to talk about'...not bad...afraid I got too much into listing instead of linking. compre...I think time management wise I was good...finished my AQ...I think that since I was able to finish my AQ was an accomplishment for me, but answer quality wise...maybe only average. went to the library to wait for my baby to finish his maintenance duty and then went to orchard.
from far east, walked to PS...quite a long walk but it wasn't so bad with company =). walk, walk and walk...met some people or rather heard and saw. look, look and look...don't have what i want...wen to kopitiam satisfied my craving for mee hoon kueh and my baby had ban mian. then went to walk some more...then decided to head home. caught 77, got a seat and home I went. bathed and then called to company my baby on his bus ride and now I am here.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
thursday...
woke up to this terriblly annoying sound...
which I realised 10 seconds later that it was my own phone...
and I realised 10 seconds later that I set the alarm for 7.45....
got up...bf..dressed...and had some fun with my sis in the morning, just being retarded and just basically debating about the issue on fornicating shorts...nvrm...
daddy gave me a lift to the bus stop and talked to my baby until the bus came. gen was stupid, gen has to realise that she ALWAYS needs a jacket as long as she's entering an air-conditioned place...and what did gen do? she didn't bring one...yes...so a cold ride to CCK.
got off and met my baby at the bus stop and then went to study for gp....actually...cleared all the taped shows today and then some more stuff. went to do gp...vocab stuff...then lunch was porridge. he cooked. it was good.
more gp...more gp...as well as some breaks in between.
stopped at 6 and then to LRT to go to bukit panjang interchange. the bus park was full...it's good so my baby says.
wait....
wait...
176...
180....
925...
176 again...
925 again...
180 again...
184...
176 again....
after eons...970...got on and home I went. got home, changed the monitor...so I can do what i am doing now, or basically just to use the comp. I bet none of the briliant heads in this house ever thought of that...mwahahahaha....or rather they were just waitint for some ass to do the work so they can use it later. soooooooo..I guess that makes me the ass...roight....WONderful. daddy came back...cooked dinner, sambal stingray tonight again...yumyum. washed up all the stuff...mummy came home and I went to bath. now I am typing VERY fast so I can make it in time to watch chase...if there is...maybe I shouid check...dum di dum. well I guess not...so I can slow down...however I'm coming to the end of the post. right you can jump for joy or punch the air...whatever. need to DO somthing for gp tonight...feeling uneasy. listening compre tomorrow too.....oh crap...I'll just go worry myself to death or something.
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
thursday...
woke up to this terriblly annoying sound...
which I realised 10 seconds later that it was my own phone...
and I realised 10 seconds later that I set the alarm for 7.45....
got up...bf..dressed...and had some fun with my sis in the morning, just being retarded and just basically debating about the issue on fornicating shorts...nvrm...
daddy gave me a lift to the bus stop and talked to my baby until the bus came. gen was stupid, gen has to realise that she ALWAYS needs a jacket as long as she's entering an air-conditioned place...and what did gen do? she didn't bring one...yes...so a cold ride to CCK.
got off and met my baby at the bus stop and then went to study for gp....actually...cleared all the taped shows today and then some more stuff. went to do gp...vocab stuff...then lunch was porridge. he cooked. it was good.
more gp...more gp...as well as some breaks in between.
stopped at 6 and then to LRT to go to bukit panjang interchange. the bus park was full...it's good so my baby says.
wait....
wait...
176...
180....
925...
176 again...
925 again...
180 again...
184...
176 again....
after eons...970...got on and home I went. got home, changed the monitor...so I can do what i am doing now, or basically just to use the comp. I bet none of the briliant heads in this house ever thought of that...mwahahahaha....or rather they were just waitint for some ass to do the work so they can use it later. soooooooo..I guess that makes me the ass...roight....WONderful. daddy came back...cooked dinner, sambal stingray tonight again...yumyum. washed up all the stuff...mummy came home and I went to bath. now I am typing VERY fast so I can make it in time to watch chase...if there is...maybe I shouid check...dum di dum. well I guess not...so I can slow down...however I'm coming to the end of the post. right you can jump for joy or punch the air...whatever. need to DO somthing for gp tonight...feeling uneasy. listening compre tomorrow too.....oh crap...I'll just go worry myself to death or something.
Sunday, May 22, 2005
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and I promised you that you will never be replaced
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promised you that you will never be replaced
I love you
yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time
from the day I met you I knew we'd be together
and now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
it can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
you've made me think I gotta live my life everyday
there’s never been a doubt in my mind
that I regret ever having you by my side
but if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
and I will miss you but im happy that i had you at all
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased
and I promised you that you will never be replaced
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased
and I promised you that you will never be replaced
you will never be replaced
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and I promised you that you will never be replaced
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
all the love we made can never be erased
and i promised you that you will never be replaced
I love you
yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time
from the day I met you I knew we'd be together
and now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
it can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
you've made me think I gotta live my life everyday
there’s never been a doubt in my mind
that I regret ever having you by my side
but if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
I enjoyed everyday that I spent with you
and I will miss you but im happy that i had you at all
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased
and I promised you that you will never be replaced
baby I love you & I'll never let you go
but if I have to boy I think that you should know
the love we made can never be erased
and I promised you that you will never be replaced
you will never be replaced
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time
Saturday, May 21, 2005
saturday...
woke up at 8.30...lay in bed until...almost nine?
yeah...mummy and my sis were still at home...
dum di dum...had like 4 lumon biscuits and an apple for bf, then went on to file my stuff and doo all sorts of stuff which tied me down till 10.45, when I decided to hang out the clothes. daddy called and I was supposed to go to the office...haix...hung out the clothes, got dressed, packed my stuff and then got into the van.
was there for quite a while...did trigo...read some of the gp readings and then tried to do circular motion.
my baby came at 2.30...had lunch and then got on to gp....the whole day was just gp...but the day was good...
he went at 7pm...then I locked up and left at 8pm...walked home, bathed and now I am here. baby's watching soccer...arsenal vs man u. personally, I hope man u win....haha...well, gots no cable here...too bad for me. shall go eat dinner and do more work...
woke up at 8.30...lay in bed until...almost nine?
yeah...mummy and my sis were still at home...
dum di dum...had like 4 lumon biscuits and an apple for bf, then went on to file my stuff and doo all sorts of stuff which tied me down till 10.45, when I decided to hang out the clothes. daddy called and I was supposed to go to the office...haix...hung out the clothes, got dressed, packed my stuff and then got into the van.
was there for quite a while...did trigo...read some of the gp readings and then tried to do circular motion.
my baby came at 2.30...had lunch and then got on to gp....the whole day was just gp...but the day was good...
he went at 7pm...then I locked up and left at 8pm...walked home, bathed and now I am here. baby's watching soccer...arsenal vs man u. personally, I hope man u win....haha...well, gots no cable here...too bad for me. shall go eat dinner and do more work...
Friday, May 20, 2005
today...sports carnival....
woke up and met ben on the bus to go to SMU for the thingie...
assembly stuff and then track events started...
dum di dum....
sunny oh so sunny...haha...sat around for a while with my baby...talk talk talk...then went to the hockey pitch for my ultimate frisbee.
started at like 10.30, behind schedule as expected.
First one with T04...won, forgot what the score was...then T17...think we won that too...so waited for the finals...
Finals...played against T21...lost that one...they were good I heard...so played T15 for 3rd place but we still lost...so we got fourth in the end. watched a bits of softball...khai pitching is good, or hows 'bouts we just say he's good at softball...but T34 won his class. watched a bit of basketball...the girls one that is....a bit pathetic...haha...the guys did well though...champions..yay!
then went to MPH for closing stuff...it was just pure torture man...imagine sitting in a non-air-conditioned place, with poor ventilation, with about 1000 plus sweaty people...it was horrible..hot stuffy and just plain unbearable. The dance performance was good...a few surprises here and there...prize presentation...yadayadyada...oh boy...for some reason miss smith was just making USELESS commentary. finallt got let off and then walked to the other bus stop with my baby so as to get a seat on the bus...got on 67 and to CCK we went.
Ate hokkien mee...this time without a craving...went back to his house and we watched hitch...from where we left off or rather when we both got distracted. The rest of the day was just wonderful...haha...took 970 home from bukit panjang interchange...almost missed my stop...luckily got up in time and realised in my sleep confusion. Came home...bathed...cooked dinner and now I shall go eat...then go talk to my baby...haha! ciao peeps!
I don't know what happened today,
maybe it was a misunderstanding.
on my part or yours?
I hope it doesn't matter.
I don't hope we don't quarrel anymore,
I just hope that after every one,
we'll learn to cherish each other more.
I am sorry if I wronged you
in any way today
I am sorry if I made things difficult for you
I am sorry if I put you in a spot
I just want you to know
I love you and
I will continue to cherish you
for as long as we are together
woke up and met ben on the bus to go to SMU for the thingie...
assembly stuff and then track events started...
dum di dum....
sunny oh so sunny...haha...sat around for a while with my baby...talk talk talk...then went to the hockey pitch for my ultimate frisbee.
started at like 10.30, behind schedule as expected.
First one with T04...won, forgot what the score was...then T17...think we won that too...so waited for the finals...
Finals...played against T21...lost that one...they were good I heard...so played T15 for 3rd place but we still lost...so we got fourth in the end. watched a bits of softball...khai pitching is good, or hows 'bouts we just say he's good at softball...but T34 won his class. watched a bit of basketball...the girls one that is....a bit pathetic...haha...the guys did well though...champions..yay!
then went to MPH for closing stuff...it was just pure torture man...imagine sitting in a non-air-conditioned place, with poor ventilation, with about 1000 plus sweaty people...it was horrible..hot stuffy and just plain unbearable. The dance performance was good...a few surprises here and there...prize presentation...yadayadyada...oh boy...for some reason miss smith was just making USELESS commentary. finallt got let off and then walked to the other bus stop with my baby so as to get a seat on the bus...got on 67 and to CCK we went.
Ate hokkien mee...this time without a craving...went back to his house and we watched hitch...from where we left off or rather when we both got distracted. The rest of the day was just wonderful...haha...took 970 home from bukit panjang interchange...almost missed my stop...luckily got up in time and realised in my sleep confusion. Came home...bathed...cooked dinner and now I shall go eat...then go talk to my baby...haha! ciao peeps!
I don't know what happened today,
maybe it was a misunderstanding.
on my part or yours?
I hope it doesn't matter.
I don't hope we don't quarrel anymore,
I just hope that after every one,
we'll learn to cherish each other more.
I am sorry if I wronged you
in any way today
I am sorry if I made things difficult for you
I am sorry if I put you in a spot
I just want you to know
I love you and
I will continue to cherish you
for as long as we are together
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
I am damn pissed larh...PC went for upgrading...so using daddy's comp.
haix....I can't access so many things from here...
I can't access my baby's blog...need to go through his blog account and I can't read so many of my friends blogs which work on the....how to say...you know how some blogs have links which open in a small frame in the blog...and then you click the links and only the stuff in the frame loads and refreshes. yeah...all those blogs which work on that...somehow the comp just doesn't load...WTF...
I can't check my mail too....as in I can go into the inbox but I can't open the blooooody mail....I swear this comp is allergic to hotmail and ^those kind of blogs. WTH...
well today was quite good...math test sucked...didn't even manage to finish a SINGLE question...angry about that....I need to speed train....SERIOUSLY. physics was A LOT, tonnes better, thanks to my baby for helping me out so much...GP was fun today...derrick hoi and his stories...dum di dum....
still irritated....rightsss....shall go read his blog...eat dinner and watch CSI. I am SO taking a break...although I don't think it's well deserved on my part =(. sambal stingray here I come....
haix....I can't access so many things from here...
I can't access my baby's blog...need to go through his blog account and I can't read so many of my friends blogs which work on the....how to say...you know how some blogs have links which open in a small frame in the blog...and then you click the links and only the stuff in the frame loads and refreshes. yeah...all those blogs which work on that...somehow the comp just doesn't load...WTF...
I can't check my mail too....as in I can go into the inbox but I can't open the blooooody mail....I swear this comp is allergic to hotmail and ^those kind of blogs. WTH...
well today was quite good...math test sucked...didn't even manage to finish a SINGLE question...angry about that....I need to speed train....SERIOUSLY. physics was A LOT, tonnes better, thanks to my baby for helping me out so much...GP was fun today...derrick hoi and his stories...dum di dum....
still irritated....rightsss....shall go read his blog...eat dinner and watch CSI. I am SO taking a break...although I don't think it's well deserved on my part =(. sambal stingray here I come....
Monday, May 16, 2005
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
monday, monday....
rain, rain...
sooooooooooooo nice to sleep in.......
however there is still something called school......
got to school later than usual...pract first period, huge delay....found out that a cardboard card doesn't oscillate as well...oh well everything solved in the end.
math next period...trigo...i still hate it. although it's quite easily accomplished....after some thought...
break...sat with cyn, frankie and ben...we were all eating..yes...frankie ate something!!!
chem lect....gaseous state...dum di dum...GP...did quite well for compre...better than I thought I would...break again...and then chem test...oh well....everything went okay...but I think it's not as good as it seems. waited for ben and then went home...and now i am here.
sunday
went to ben's house to study...did physics and a bit of math. the whole day was just heavenly..haha...in a way, maybe a lot of ways. so, we saw each other everyday of the week.
saturday
went out for the usual study...united square...had hotcakes....yumyum...I miss the honey. then went to novena fish and co.to have lunch. ethel came, then perry and her sister plus some weird girl cheryl. debbie and cheryl were just talking and laughing about um...all sorts of things. it was strange...very...i was rather lost and they were just so or rather too giggly. fish and chips all around, erika had some teriyaki salmon thing...and i had the humongous swordfish collar....3 pieces of it, the size of my hand, no....gen's not kidding, gen's not stupid and gen's still sane. very sane. How can a person...A person, meaning ONE person, eat 3 pieces of that and chips plus stewed veggies...it's virtually impossible!! anyway, left to go back and study. study study study...and then home I went. =)
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
monday, monday....
rain, rain...
sooooooooooooo nice to sleep in.......
however there is still something called school......
got to school later than usual...pract first period, huge delay....found out that a cardboard card doesn't oscillate as well...oh well everything solved in the end.
math next period...trigo...i still hate it. although it's quite easily accomplished....after some thought...
break...sat with cyn, frankie and ben...we were all eating..yes...frankie ate something!!!
chem lect....gaseous state...dum di dum...GP...did quite well for compre...better than I thought I would...break again...and then chem test...oh well....everything went okay...but I think it's not as good as it seems. waited for ben and then went home...and now i am here.
sunday
went to ben's house to study...did physics and a bit of math. the whole day was just heavenly..haha...in a way, maybe a lot of ways. so, we saw each other everyday of the week.
saturday
went out for the usual study...united square...had hotcakes....yumyum...I miss the honey. then went to novena fish and co.to have lunch. ethel came, then perry and her sister plus some weird girl cheryl. debbie and cheryl were just talking and laughing about um...all sorts of things. it was strange...very...i was rather lost and they were just so or rather too giggly. fish and chips all around, erika had some teriyaki salmon thing...and i had the humongous swordfish collar....3 pieces of it, the size of my hand, no....gen's not kidding, gen's not stupid and gen's still sane. very sane. How can a person...A person, meaning ONE person, eat 3 pieces of that and chips plus stewed veggies...it's virtually impossible!! anyway, left to go back and study. study study study...and then home I went. =)
Thursday, May 12, 2005
thursday....
things have gotten lotsa better...
patched up with my mummy, got my phone back =) and no more mad rush to get stuff done for the campaigning...it's all in God's hands now...and yeah, trigo still sucks for me...
home early for once...I'm just so tired, wanted to get home and clear all my stuff...homework and catch up on sleep, although I think that's not possible since I need to finish up my book.
PE today was aiight, just running and then weights in the gym...break and then math tutorial, more trigo and then math lect, the LT was just cold, too cold for my liking. I was shivering in my jacket...more trigo...haiz....then physics lect, I always like physics lect =). By now I was wearing 2 jackets, one for my upper body and another to cover my legs....cold, cold,cold....Mr low....circular motion...he's a lot better. then to voting, then to sit outside class with my baby to talk. 1 hour physics tute, which I will need to run through once again due to having fallen asleep.
Took a bus home and bathed, now I'm here....
sorry baby...I wanted to wait too...but I was so tired...I'm sorry. Friday will be good okay?
things have gotten lotsa better...
patched up with my mummy, got my phone back =) and no more mad rush to get stuff done for the campaigning...it's all in God's hands now...and yeah, trigo still sucks for me...
home early for once...I'm just so tired, wanted to get home and clear all my stuff...homework and catch up on sleep, although I think that's not possible since I need to finish up my book.
PE today was aiight, just running and then weights in the gym...break and then math tutorial, more trigo and then math lect, the LT was just cold, too cold for my liking. I was shivering in my jacket...more trigo...haiz....then physics lect, I always like physics lect =). By now I was wearing 2 jackets, one for my upper body and another to cover my legs....cold, cold,cold....Mr low....circular motion...he's a lot better. then to voting, then to sit outside class with my baby to talk. 1 hour physics tute, which I will need to run through once again due to having fallen asleep.
Took a bus home and bathed, now I'm here....
sorry baby...I wanted to wait too...but I was so tired...I'm sorry. Friday will be good okay?
Sunday, May 08, 2005
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
well..it's sunday.
another week gone by...somehow...I dunno, i just feel damn sad, like UNHAPPY...yeah. maybe very unhappy...
this week was...I'll just say, eventful...all started on thursday morning. somehow I thought, in a way I could have salvaged it and yet I think that I wasn't very much in the wrong. There's only so much I can go to till I break, and yeah...she just was never there for me when I did the last few times. everytime I tell her something...she just mocks me and makes me feel stupid and then we quarrel...and everything becomes so unpleasant. I guessed she didn't want me all pampered and stuff, so she treated me that way...so since I didn't wanted all that mockery and quarreling and stuff I just stopped telling her stuff...I dunno...was it wrong?
She knows help a lot around the house, she always says she knows I do...somehow, what comes out of her mouth don't reflect that. It may not seem like much to you...but it sure means a lot to me. I know how hard she works and stuff, that's why I do it and then she goes and says that I just do it because I HAVE to do it...and then she says she doesn't need me to do anything. There are 3 of us...I could just be like them and just sit around like some ass and just wait for someone to do it to...it's damn easy for me, anyone could do it. if you're gonna say you don't need me....fine, then go ask one of the two of them to do it, after what you said to me in the car, I'll just take it as you now only have 2 daughters...so go ask one of them to do SOMETHING for once and stop just taking up space in this house and let me do whatever I want. Or practice what you preach, put your money where your mouth is, and do it yourself like you said you would. after all, you said you don't need me.
I make mistakes...I'm human...I repeat my mistakes at times...I'm human. people don't change overnight...and I am a person...then maybe you should not expect anything of me anymore...cos I fear disappointing you and myself.
You have this mental image or mindset about me that I'm some ungrateful person and someone who couldn't care less about anything or anyone...but then if you ACTUALLY THINK again...it just doesn't hold water after all that I have done. You have no idea how much respect I have for you, I am proud of my upbringing, proud that I you are mother and proud of what you have taught me, how to carry myself. You have done so many things that not many mothers could ever accomplish...table manners, eating vegetables...I dunno...in fact, there's too many to name. you have no idea...how I feel...so I would APPRECIATE it very much if you NOT TELL me how I feel. I wrote it down...you didn't want to read it and you didn't want to believe it when I said it...I just don't know what to do anymore. I would say I've done all I can in this case.
happy mother's day
thank you so much for being there for me...it meant a lot
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
well..it's sunday.
another week gone by...somehow...I dunno, i just feel damn sad, like UNHAPPY...yeah. maybe very unhappy...
this week was...I'll just say, eventful...all started on thursday morning. somehow I thought, in a way I could have salvaged it and yet I think that I wasn't very much in the wrong. There's only so much I can go to till I break, and yeah...she just was never there for me when I did the last few times. everytime I tell her something...she just mocks me and makes me feel stupid and then we quarrel...and everything becomes so unpleasant. I guessed she didn't want me all pampered and stuff, so she treated me that way...so since I didn't wanted all that mockery and quarreling and stuff I just stopped telling her stuff...I dunno...was it wrong?
She knows help a lot around the house, she always says she knows I do...somehow, what comes out of her mouth don't reflect that. It may not seem like much to you...but it sure means a lot to me. I know how hard she works and stuff, that's why I do it and then she goes and says that I just do it because I HAVE to do it...and then she says she doesn't need me to do anything. There are 3 of us...I could just be like them and just sit around like some ass and just wait for someone to do it to...it's damn easy for me, anyone could do it. if you're gonna say you don't need me....fine, then go ask one of the two of them to do it, after what you said to me in the car, I'll just take it as you now only have 2 daughters...so go ask one of them to do SOMETHING for once and stop just taking up space in this house and let me do whatever I want. Or practice what you preach, put your money where your mouth is, and do it yourself like you said you would. after all, you said you don't need me.
I make mistakes...I'm human...I repeat my mistakes at times...I'm human. people don't change overnight...and I am a person...then maybe you should not expect anything of me anymore...cos I fear disappointing you and myself.
You have this mental image or mindset about me that I'm some ungrateful person and someone who couldn't care less about anything or anyone...but then if you ACTUALLY THINK again...it just doesn't hold water after all that I have done. You have no idea how much respect I have for you, I am proud of my upbringing, proud that I you are mother and proud of what you have taught me, how to carry myself. You have done so many things that not many mothers could ever accomplish...table manners, eating vegetables...I dunno...in fact, there's too many to name. you have no idea...how I feel...so I would APPRECIATE it very much if you NOT TELL me how I feel. I wrote it down...you didn't want to read it and you didn't want to believe it when I said it...I just don't know what to do anymore. I would say I've done all I can in this case.
happy mother's day
thank you so much for being there for me...it meant a lot
Saturday, April 30, 2005
saturday again...
today was a good day studying...
woke up at 7.30 and then went back to sleep, woke up, lazed around...then decided to give my baby boy a call...haha...nice to hear your voice. went down to have bf...then did a lot of stuff...left the house
got on the train at clementi to meet my baby...took the train to dhoby ghaut. went to KFC to study....study study....had lunch. Somebody tell me...WHY the bloody 2.95 meal thingie is soooooooo bloody small. Do they actually think it can FILL a person like me up...like, for long? Plus I could just run into a wall for just thinking "wow that looks nice and big" , cos the damn think wasn't even bigger than my palm. right...enough venting...study study...kids crying...people laughing...study study...
trigo is demorlising
i just can't get physics...or is it just that I can't do it?
left at 5pm...went walk walking...spotlight to buy mummy's buttons. The buttons were gaudy...disgusting and have no class, unlike my mummy. then went walk walk somemore...then took 77 home while my baby went for dinner.
reached home, bathed, watched TV, cooked and now I am here. my aunties will be here soon...and I will have to go eat dinner soon enough...I miss my baby so much.
friday...
8-11am...project meeting..how 'bout we say 9am-10am...I have NO idea what to say...I mean...it's hard working with people, but then again you just got to make way for them...make do with it. met my baby and we went to eat...then had GP lect...critical thinking. Don't you think critical thinking should be spontaneous or at least prompted, NOT forced. just like creativity can't be forced, but nurtured. oh well, break, then math tute...dum di dum...chem pract...I always like chem pract...30mins tops...haha, so proud of myself. then went for council meeting at lt 3...basically all the dos and don'ts on campaigining, important dates and stuff, then took pic for the web and then left. To ben's house we went...watched the usual 2hours of TV...somehow, the wait for friday always seems worthwhile..and yet, it is sad to leave. took 970 home and then talked to my baby and then I crashed.
I feel guilty,
yes I do,
about what I said.
it didn't go through my head,
I didn't want to hurt you,
it wasn't intentional.
I hope all is forgiven.
you have given me so much I can't return
comfort, companionship, security
something I never knew anyone
in this world could ever offer me.
I hope that through all that we go through,
be it quarrels or sadness or just happiness,
we would both reach the end together.
happy and contented, in each other's company.
today was a good day studying...
woke up at 7.30 and then went back to sleep, woke up, lazed around...then decided to give my baby boy a call...haha...nice to hear your voice. went down to have bf...then did a lot of stuff...left the house
got on the train at clementi to meet my baby...took the train to dhoby ghaut. went to KFC to study....study study....had lunch. Somebody tell me...WHY the bloody 2.95 meal thingie is soooooooo bloody small. Do they actually think it can FILL a person like me up...like, for long? Plus I could just run into a wall for just thinking "wow that looks nice and big" , cos the damn think wasn't even bigger than my palm. right...enough venting...study study...kids crying...people laughing...study study...
trigo is demorlising
i just can't get physics...or is it just that I can't do it?
left at 5pm...went walk walking...spotlight to buy mummy's buttons. The buttons were gaudy...disgusting and have no class, unlike my mummy. then went walk walk somemore...then took 77 home while my baby went for dinner.
reached home, bathed, watched TV, cooked and now I am here. my aunties will be here soon...and I will have to go eat dinner soon enough...I miss my baby so much.
friday...
8-11am...project meeting..how 'bout we say 9am-10am...I have NO idea what to say...I mean...it's hard working with people, but then again you just got to make way for them...make do with it. met my baby and we went to eat...then had GP lect...critical thinking. Don't you think critical thinking should be spontaneous or at least prompted, NOT forced. just like creativity can't be forced, but nurtured. oh well, break, then math tute...dum di dum...chem pract...I always like chem pract...30mins tops...haha, so proud of myself. then went for council meeting at lt 3...basically all the dos and don'ts on campaigining, important dates and stuff, then took pic for the web and then left. To ben's house we went...watched the usual 2hours of TV...somehow, the wait for friday always seems worthwhile..and yet, it is sad to leave. took 970 home and then talked to my baby and then I crashed.
I feel guilty,
yes I do,
about what I said.
it didn't go through my head,
I didn't want to hurt you,
it wasn't intentional.
I hope all is forgiven.
you have given me so much I can't return
comfort, companionship, security
something I never knew anyone
in this world could ever offer me.
I hope that through all that we go through,
be it quarrels or sadness or just happiness,
we would both reach the end together.
happy and contented, in each other's company.
Monday, April 25, 2005
today was good...
woke up...assembly...ties...so warm...
physics prac...nothing practical about it though. I'm talking literally...mr wee just gave us all the readings and we just had to plot and calculate and write down all the stuff he put on the board.
back to class for math...trigo...fuck that. Ihat drawing graphs...always have and always will. what? you don't like that? so? sue me...I don't care.
Went down for break...met my baby...hehe....he makes me feel so happy for some reason or another...then chem lect...where the teacher called my name AGAIN. I mean HELLO!!! is it my fault that I'm the only freak who feels cold in the lt and feels the need for me to put on my very blue jacket...stop picking on...me...waaaahh!!!...okay then break, or what we thought was break. stupid timetable switch. luckily frankie and I decided to go back and saw mr hoi waiting outside...then we were like...it's GP now? I thought it was break...and obviously we were wrong. GP essay writing...I thought this one was horrendous....absolutely horrible. I was feeling crappy, the weather was crappy, stuffy and I was heating up from within and I felt DAMN tired. In other words, I wasn't in my best form.
NOW it's break....then chem tutorial...had mass spect test, somehow this one went a lot better than the moles one. maybe it was just the thought of you walking by...haha...was afraid you'd get caught my miss koh. Got the moles one back..just passed...and congratulations to how kiat for getting 17...I think he deserved it.
then went for council interview at 4.15...I thought it went pretty well, I think I answered quite well. then just hung outside the SC room with christian, sandia and 'manda. OMG, we were just busy being bimbos and himbos...haha...then my baby came and we left.
haha...the wait was worthwhile to me. ab-so-lute-ly rewarding.
guin came later and yeah...my poor baby sister was and IS sick...poor thing...
mummy came to pick and then home. bathed, and now I am here. Will be going to eat dinner soon, then watch desperate housewives...and I need to do my newspaper review.
woke up...assembly...ties...so warm...
physics prac...nothing practical about it though. I'm talking literally...mr wee just gave us all the readings and we just had to plot and calculate and write down all the stuff he put on the board.
back to class for math...trigo...fuck that. Ihat drawing graphs...always have and always will. what? you don't like that? so? sue me...I don't care.
Went down for break...met my baby...hehe....he makes me feel so happy for some reason or another...then chem lect...where the teacher called my name AGAIN. I mean HELLO!!! is it my fault that I'm the only freak who feels cold in the lt and feels the need for me to put on my very blue jacket...stop picking on...me...waaaahh!!!...okay then break, or what we thought was break. stupid timetable switch. luckily frankie and I decided to go back and saw mr hoi waiting outside...then we were like...it's GP now? I thought it was break...and obviously we were wrong. GP essay writing...I thought this one was horrendous....absolutely horrible. I was feeling crappy, the weather was crappy, stuffy and I was heating up from within and I felt DAMN tired. In other words, I wasn't in my best form.
NOW it's break....then chem tutorial...had mass spect test, somehow this one went a lot better than the moles one. maybe it was just the thought of you walking by...haha...was afraid you'd get caught my miss koh. Got the moles one back..just passed...and congratulations to how kiat for getting 17...I think he deserved it.
then went for council interview at 4.15...I thought it went pretty well, I think I answered quite well. then just hung outside the SC room with christian, sandia and 'manda. OMG, we were just busy being bimbos and himbos...haha...then my baby came and we left.
haha...the wait was worthwhile to me. ab-so-lute-ly rewarding.
guin came later and yeah...my poor baby sister was and IS sick...poor thing...
mummy came to pick and then home. bathed, and now I am here. Will be going to eat dinner soon, then watch desperate housewives...and I need to do my newspaper review.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Done all my stuff, typed my essay, did all my homework..I feel so much better, so now it is MY turn to ANNOY you with this very LONG survey which I ripped off od jo's blog...enjoy...=)
ON THE OUTSIDE
1. Name: sew wei xin, genevieve
2. Birth date: 300988
3. Current Location: home
4. Eye Color: dark brown
5. Hair Color: dark brown...yes...boring I know
6. Righty or Lefty: righty
7. Zodiac Sign: dragon
8. Horoscope: libra, the scales
YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
9. Shoes you wear today: eh....my NB shoes...although i think it should be WORE not wear...
10. 3 things u did today: church, talked to my baby, finished my GP essay...
11. Your fears: nothing much...just not performing up to MY expectations of myself
12. Your perfect pizza: hawaiian...although I'm not really picky
13. Your most overused phrase: er...maybe that would be 'WHATEVER'
14. Your thoughts first waking up: SHIT...there's school...hehe...
15. Your best physical feature: my fingers and nails...
16. Your bedtime? late...that's all I'm goign to say, cos I never seem to be able to get enough sleep
17. Your most missed memories: the years in IJTP...10 years of great life
YOUR PICK
18. Pepsi or Coke: neither...7-up or sprite is always better for me
19. McDonald's or Burger King: um...Bk...berkelium...benjamin kho...haha..okay I'll stop
20. Single or group dates: um...not sure
21. Adidas or Nike: both are fine...although I do want adidas sneakers
22. Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton esp. the blackcurrant one, or was it blueberry...
23. Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!! is the answer
24. cappuccino or coffee: cuppucino
DO YOU?
25. Smoke: no...I do not intend to spend money on something which I will use to kill myself slowly with
26. Take showers: is that a trick question...idiot
27. Have a crush: yes...if you haven't, you're not from this earth are you? I mean even animals have crushes...omg
28. Like(d) high school? I take that would mean sec school...yes...it was a wonderful 4 years
29. Get motion sickness: no
30. Think you're a health freak: yes...a lot of people would vouch for, what with how I LOVE to eat veggies, tomatoes and like to look at the fat content on food packagings and stay away from oily food
31. Get along with your parents: depends on what...I pretty much just try not to get in their way
32. Like thunderstorms: I like it...I mean, feels really nice in a way
33. Play an instrument?: yeah...there's the old recorder and the piano which I love so much
IN THE PAST MONTH
34. Drank alcohol: yes...port...bleah!!
35. Gone to the mall: um...yes...okay
36. Been on stage: yeah..I walked on it...and then off in a matter of 10 seconds
37. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: just to inform you...I DISLIKE oreos
38. Eaten sushi: yes, and I like it mind you
39. Gone skating: no...
40. Dyed your hair: no...but I wish to...if not for the fact that my mother would disown me for the act, I would have done it.
HAVE YOU EVER
41. Been trashed or extremely toxicated? no
42. Changed who you were to fit in: maybe...but not so much
GETTING OLDER
43. Age you hope to be married: that depends whether I feel the right person has come...I do not marry due to limitations
44. Children: I dislike them......
45.Describe your dream wedding: um...one where I actually love the person I marry, a place presentable enough for me to invite people to come and WATCH me get married, I'm not complaining if it is extravagant...but that is optional
46. How do you want to die: happy....
47. What do you want to be when you grow up: gynae...or...some job where I make tonnes of money...like 6-figure sums...I wanna own a business empire
IN A GIRL/GUY
48. Best eye color?: blue, green, grey...I like all
49. Best hair color?: nothing outrageous and punkish...
50. Short or long hair: short!
51. Height: I was hoping for 1.7m...but haha...we can't have everything can we...haha...besides it's not that important...just as long as he's not shorter than me
52. Big or small eyes? um...nothing to extreme
53. Best first date location?: somewhere I can actually concentrate on him and not on the horrible condition the place is in....
54. Articles of clothing: um....what kinda question is this!?!? clothes are clothes...just as long as they suit him
IN THE NUMBERS
55. Number of bags I own: 3?
56. Number of CD's I own: a lot...less than 20
57. Number of piercings: none...although I wanna pierce my belly button but due to what has been said in no.40
58. Number of tattoos: as above..meaning none but due to no.40
I congratulate you on reaching the end...I didn't think you'd make it...no....seriously.
ON THE OUTSIDE
1. Name: sew wei xin, genevieve
2. Birth date: 300988
3. Current Location: home
4. Eye Color: dark brown
5. Hair Color: dark brown...yes...boring I know
6. Righty or Lefty: righty
7. Zodiac Sign: dragon
8. Horoscope: libra, the scales
YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
9. Shoes you wear today: eh....my NB shoes...although i think it should be WORE not wear...
10. 3 things u did today: church, talked to my baby, finished my GP essay...
11. Your fears: nothing much...just not performing up to MY expectations of myself
12. Your perfect pizza: hawaiian...although I'm not really picky
13. Your most overused phrase: er...maybe that would be 'WHATEVER'
14. Your thoughts first waking up: SHIT...there's school...hehe...
15. Your best physical feature: my fingers and nails...
16. Your bedtime? late...that's all I'm goign to say, cos I never seem to be able to get enough sleep
17. Your most missed memories: the years in IJTP...10 years of great life
YOUR PICK
18. Pepsi or Coke: neither...7-up or sprite is always better for me
19. McDonald's or Burger King: um...Bk...berkelium...benjamin kho...haha..okay I'll stop
20. Single or group dates: um...not sure
21. Adidas or Nike: both are fine...although I do want adidas sneakers
22. Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton esp. the blackcurrant one, or was it blueberry...
23. Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!! is the answer
24. cappuccino or coffee: cuppucino
DO YOU?
25. Smoke: no...I do not intend to spend money on something which I will use to kill myself slowly with
26. Take showers: is that a trick question...idiot
27. Have a crush: yes...if you haven't, you're not from this earth are you? I mean even animals have crushes...omg
28. Like(d) high school? I take that would mean sec school...yes...it was a wonderful 4 years
29. Get motion sickness: no
30. Think you're a health freak: yes...a lot of people would vouch for, what with how I LOVE to eat veggies, tomatoes and like to look at the fat content on food packagings and stay away from oily food
31. Get along with your parents: depends on what...I pretty much just try not to get in their way
32. Like thunderstorms: I like it...I mean, feels really nice in a way
33. Play an instrument?: yeah...there's the old recorder and the piano which I love so much
IN THE PAST MONTH
34. Drank alcohol: yes...port...bleah!!
35. Gone to the mall: um...yes...okay
36. Been on stage: yeah..I walked on it...and then off in a matter of 10 seconds
37. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: just to inform you...I DISLIKE oreos
38. Eaten sushi: yes, and I like it mind you
39. Gone skating: no...
40. Dyed your hair: no...but I wish to...if not for the fact that my mother would disown me for the act, I would have done it.
HAVE YOU EVER
41. Been trashed or extremely toxicated? no
42. Changed who you were to fit in: maybe...but not so much
GETTING OLDER
43. Age you hope to be married: that depends whether I feel the right person has come...I do not marry due to limitations
44. Children: I dislike them......
45.Describe your dream wedding: um...one where I actually love the person I marry, a place presentable enough for me to invite people to come and WATCH me get married, I'm not complaining if it is extravagant...but that is optional
46. How do you want to die: happy....
47. What do you want to be when you grow up: gynae...or...some job where I make tonnes of money...like 6-figure sums...I wanna own a business empire
IN A GIRL/GUY
48. Best eye color?: blue, green, grey...I like all
49. Best hair color?: nothing outrageous and punkish...
50. Short or long hair: short!
51. Height: I was hoping for 1.7m...but haha...we can't have everything can we...haha...besides it's not that important...just as long as he's not shorter than me
52. Big or small eyes? um...nothing to extreme
53. Best first date location?: somewhere I can actually concentrate on him and not on the horrible condition the place is in....
54. Articles of clothing: um....what kinda question is this!?!? clothes are clothes...just as long as they suit him
IN THE NUMBERS
55. Number of bags I own: 3?
56. Number of CD's I own: a lot...less than 20
57. Number of piercings: none...although I wanna pierce my belly button but due to what has been said in no.40
58. Number of tattoos: as above..meaning none but due to no.40
I congratulate you on reaching the end...I didn't think you'd make it...no....seriously.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
well, i am back....haven't blogged for like 5 days...
the phone seems a better option..haha...
anyway...the whole week passed fast...
just the usual...school school....and more school...
haiz....stressful week...homework just piling and me....poor ole me taking a damn bloody long time to clear all the crap...by the way, it STILL isn't cleared.
anyway...let's start from friday...hehe.
yea...half hour chem, lardidum...was as usual....then had break. frankie and I stayed back and had a lil' chat with miss koh...was quite fun, and I learnt that i have too much at stake to um....offend her.
after that had chinese...crossword, then unscramble the words...which I don't recognise li8ke 75% of the words there...as in collectively...nvrm.
physics lect...I think we should sit like that more often. haha...just seems so fun. came in and sara, guoshiong and ben were sitting in a row with significant vacant seats for the 2 of us...haha, twas a fun physics lecture on forces. then to lt 3 for GP lect...2nd lect on edu...i liked the mtv. then break, forced frankie into eating some wedges.
math tuitorial...trigo...omg...I swear I will NEVER ever learn to love sketching graphs. then chem pract....hot weather not good for this kind of prac...not to mention how bunsen burners do not make the heat any less. but yeah...it was aiight.
went back did a lil' work and then ben came to pick me from my class...then to spend some quality time together we went.
it was...enjoyable. watched chase, joey and the OC...with some added seasoning...haha...okay, I'll shut up. came home, had dinner, did some work and then talked on the phone...and to sleep I went.
today...meaning saturday, if you didn't notice
woke up...ate bf...had some fun with my mummy, she was just hyper in the morning and when she is...it's kinda freaky, as to why she's so hyper...I don't why and I don't want to hear any suggestions. called my baby later on, talked a bit and then went to change to go out to study. ben came to pick and then took 66 to jurong east interchange, went to the library and then studied. left for lunch, which made him feel very guilty (I was guilty too...but..yeah...) studied a bit more until we were stopped by some roaming security guard in the libary. only allowed to study on the fourth level...wtf..I mean HELLO!! it just seems so illogical, and we can only study on ONE frikkin' level? I shall not vent here. went to the entertainment centre to study, which was unconducive bit manageable.
left at 7...took the train, 156, home, hung up clothes, bathed, washed fruits and cleared shopping and now I am here...
just some pics taken when studying...haha...
ben's gen...
gen's ben....
the phone seems a better option..haha...
anyway...the whole week passed fast...
just the usual...school school....and more school...
haiz....stressful week...homework just piling and me....poor ole me taking a damn bloody long time to clear all the crap...by the way, it STILL isn't cleared.
anyway...let's start from friday...hehe.
yea...half hour chem, lardidum...was as usual....then had break. frankie and I stayed back and had a lil' chat with miss koh...was quite fun, and I learnt that i have too much at stake to um....offend her.
after that had chinese...crossword, then unscramble the words...which I don't recognise li8ke 75% of the words there...as in collectively...nvrm.
physics lect...I think we should sit like that more often. haha...just seems so fun. came in and sara, guoshiong and ben were sitting in a row with significant vacant seats for the 2 of us...haha, twas a fun physics lecture on forces. then to lt 3 for GP lect...2nd lect on edu...i liked the mtv. then break, forced frankie into eating some wedges.
math tuitorial...trigo...omg...I swear I will NEVER ever learn to love sketching graphs. then chem pract....hot weather not good for this kind of prac...not to mention how bunsen burners do not make the heat any less. but yeah...it was aiight.
went back did a lil' work and then ben came to pick me from my class...then to spend some quality time together we went.
it was...enjoyable. watched chase, joey and the OC...with some added seasoning...haha...okay, I'll shut up. came home, had dinner, did some work and then talked on the phone...and to sleep I went.
today...meaning saturday, if you didn't notice
woke up...ate bf...had some fun with my mummy, she was just hyper in the morning and when she is...it's kinda freaky, as to why she's so hyper...I don't why and I don't want to hear any suggestions. called my baby later on, talked a bit and then went to change to go out to study. ben came to pick and then took 66 to jurong east interchange, went to the library and then studied. left for lunch, which made him feel very guilty (I was guilty too...but..yeah...) studied a bit more until we were stopped by some roaming security guard in the libary. only allowed to study on the fourth level...wtf..I mean HELLO!! it just seems so illogical, and we can only study on ONE frikkin' level? I shall not vent here. went to the entertainment centre to study, which was unconducive bit manageable.
left at 7...took the train, 156, home, hung up clothes, bathed, washed fruits and cleared shopping and now I am here...
just some pics taken when studying...haha...
ben's gen...
gen's ben....
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Amber coloured dusk
like candy in the beautiful far off distance
Your face was not made up,
yet I've fallen wildly in love
well...I have decided to blog again...
today was as usual...
woke up to church...was quite fun...had our little gathering of people who went away...dennis, sarah and elise.
drinking tea(tea tastes good...) and filling up the sc form...it's taking me a looong time to fill this up...I just can't put it down in words.
anyway...the week has been good. aside from the fact of being sick...aaaaaaaaand passing it to ben...I feel so guilty. =<
wednesday was just crazy...all the cross country and the chopping of places and then VS stealing it...the time spent was good...sorry to make you worry, but you need to know that I get like that...haha...
saturday...
can I say I feel a liiiiiittle guilty...haha. woke up....did all my stuff and then left the house at 10+ and walked down to the bus-stop. got on 67 and to ben's house...dum di dum.
started work...did math...MI was fine...we just got stuck, then moved on to chem...energetics, I was utterly confused, kept peeping over at his work and I bet if I looked in a mirror there and then I would see a whole tonne of question marks and exclamation marks above my head. had lunch...beehoon, I cooked SCRAMBLED EGGS...although they weren't salty enough, I promise I'll make better ones next time. finished watching thursdays OC, plus a bit more time together than intended...haha. back to work did physics...and some more other homework, can't really remember what it was. then I became fascinated with the palmtop....it's got so many functions and lots of other stuff...yeah stuff...I want one toooo! sorry if I got a little too distracted...from you...there's just too many things in your room...too much um...stuff, haha and the aphrodisiac and underwear thing and the um...sounds were just freaky, esp the last one. went out to the living room and then watched malcolm in the middle for a while and home I went.
went to bukit panjang interchange and talked there a bit...meaningful talk, then took 970 together talked more on the bus and more time together. =) sent me home and you went home alone...sorry and then bathed, ate dinner, road to el dorado and then talked to you then to sleep.
like candy in the beautiful far off distance
Your face was not made up,
yet I've fallen wildly in love
well...I have decided to blog again...
today was as usual...
woke up to church...was quite fun...had our little gathering of people who went away...dennis, sarah and elise.
drinking tea(tea tastes good...) and filling up the sc form...it's taking me a looong time to fill this up...I just can't put it down in words.
anyway...the week has been good. aside from the fact of being sick...aaaaaaaaand passing it to ben...I feel so guilty. =<
wednesday was just crazy...all the cross country and the chopping of places and then VS stealing it...the time spent was good...sorry to make you worry, but you need to know that I get like that...haha...
saturday...
can I say I feel a liiiiiittle guilty...haha. woke up....did all my stuff and then left the house at 10+ and walked down to the bus-stop. got on 67 and to ben's house...dum di dum.
started work...did math...MI was fine...we just got stuck, then moved on to chem...energetics, I was utterly confused, kept peeping over at his work and I bet if I looked in a mirror there and then I would see a whole tonne of question marks and exclamation marks above my head. had lunch...beehoon, I cooked SCRAMBLED EGGS...although they weren't salty enough, I promise I'll make better ones next time. finished watching thursdays OC, plus a bit more time together than intended...haha. back to work did physics...and some more other homework, can't really remember what it was. then I became fascinated with the palmtop....it's got so many functions and lots of other stuff...yeah stuff...I want one toooo! sorry if I got a little too distracted...from you...there's just too many things in your room...too much um...stuff, haha and the aphrodisiac and underwear thing and the um...sounds were just freaky, esp the last one. went out to the living room and then watched malcolm in the middle for a while and home I went.
went to bukit panjang interchange and talked there a bit...meaningful talk, then took 970 together talked more on the bus and more time together. =) sent me home and you went home alone...sorry and then bathed, ate dinner, road to el dorado and then talked to you then to sleep.
Friday, April 15, 2005
today was meaningful...
as usual school...and then lessons.
relatively short day, was waiting and anticipating for it to end...it just had to, I couldn't take it. it was killing me...aaaaaaaaaaah!
anyway, started off with chem tutorial...I was so tired, didn't even write down any of the stuff that she said...wth.
break, then physics lecture, I swear I was about to scream my lungs out...but ben made it all the better...lol.
physics is so going wrong, I'm just copying stuff....like alll the yellowy typed thingies...like omg...I'm just copying..I CAN'T work like this.
GP lect...lt 3...it's damn cold larh...and yes vocab. everything was going fine unitl the bloody bastard called. I mean who in their fucking mind would call me in school...I give my friends the benefit of the doubt, that they are smart enough not to CALL but SMS...it's just damn lucky the teacher didn't confiscate my phone, if not I would have been damn pissed off at this person.
break and then maths. I figured out the implicit differentiation...I am such a genius...and that doesn't take a genius to know it. chem prac...finished it in an hour...I feel so proud of myself man...haha. helped some other people out in calculations and washed the apparatus for them. had a nice talk with chen yang...he's okay. back to class and then to IJ with ben.
was nice going back....saw so many people I missed...haha. hung around for awhile and I felt bad, I mean yeah...you felt kinda out of place and I was just running around.....yeah. I feel bad. to coronation to take photo and then to wath chase. that time was just wonderful...I loved it...you spoils me so....haha.
went home at 7.30 came home and had dinner...watched arts central about making pizza....yum yum and now I am here.
ERIKA!!! i MISSED YOU SO MUCH...DAMN i LOVE YOU!!
I wanted to make today special
and I hope I managed to do so.
you gave me so much
to make me feel special
and I love the way you make feel....
I'll say it one more time
happy birthday.
as usual school...and then lessons.
relatively short day, was waiting and anticipating for it to end...it just had to, I couldn't take it. it was killing me...aaaaaaaaaaah!
anyway, started off with chem tutorial...I was so tired, didn't even write down any of the stuff that she said...wth.
break, then physics lecture, I swear I was about to scream my lungs out...but ben made it all the better...lol.
physics is so going wrong, I'm just copying stuff....like alll the yellowy typed thingies...like omg...I'm just copying..I CAN'T work like this.
GP lect...lt 3...it's damn cold larh...and yes vocab. everything was going fine unitl the bloody bastard called. I mean who in their fucking mind would call me in school...I give my friends the benefit of the doubt, that they are smart enough not to CALL but SMS...it's just damn lucky the teacher didn't confiscate my phone, if not I would have been damn pissed off at this person.
break and then maths. I figured out the implicit differentiation...I am such a genius...and that doesn't take a genius to know it. chem prac...finished it in an hour...I feel so proud of myself man...haha. helped some other people out in calculations and washed the apparatus for them. had a nice talk with chen yang...he's okay. back to class and then to IJ with ben.
was nice going back....saw so many people I missed...haha. hung around for awhile and I felt bad, I mean yeah...you felt kinda out of place and I was just running around.....yeah. I feel bad. to coronation to take photo and then to wath chase. that time was just wonderful...I loved it...you spoils me so....haha.
went home at 7.30 came home and had dinner...watched arts central about making pizza....yum yum and now I am here.
ERIKA!!! i MISSED YOU SO MUCH...DAMN i LOVE YOU!!
I wanted to make today special
and I hope I managed to do so.
you gave me so much
to make me feel special
and I love the way you make feel....
I'll say it one more time
happy birthday.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
I hope you don't mind,I hope you don't mind
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world!
and I mean every word...
sunday...
I am sick...or at least not feeling well...
last night, fell into a nice worriless sleep after talking to you...haha.
woke up, got my ass to church...was a good time, sunday class was good for at least once..I mean not boring. Dennis came back from down under and sarah from city harvest (at least I think she's still there...), elise from eh...actually don't know and pao from under a rock? it was full of noisy catch-ups in the cry room, AND fun bible reading...haha, if only it could be like this all the time.
then went to TC for lunch...had my mee hoon kueh and then we talked more about plotting to steal one of the pink smiley cows across from my house, which I suppose are for the mooooove ad...was quite funny. imagine a flat, pink, wooden cow smiling "walking" across the road in the dead of the night...lol.
okay...to papa's office...guin lingered for awhile to go for tuition. papa sent guin to tuition and then you came =)...somehow it feels so good to have someone who cares so much and shows it =) Had such a good time, although we didn't do much actually...haha...had to trouble you to bring sooo many things. lemme see...a yellow highlighter, 3 packets of tissue, 2 tablets of panadol and a bottle of water...I know you care.
stayed there, read education notes, papa bought desert for me, fell asleep again. woke up feeling bad...didn't wanna open my eyes, so bright. went home at 4.30 and then bathed, ironed, had dinner, did work and now I am here.
I didn't mean to be angry at you, it's just that you know very well how I feel about you spending money on me. that was just the main issue...I hope you understand...but I appreciate it VERY much
That I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world!
and I mean every word...
sunday...
I am sick...or at least not feeling well...
last night, fell into a nice worriless sleep after talking to you...haha.
woke up, got my ass to church...was a good time, sunday class was good for at least once..I mean not boring. Dennis came back from down under and sarah from city harvest (at least I think she's still there...), elise from eh...actually don't know and pao from under a rock? it was full of noisy catch-ups in the cry room, AND fun bible reading...haha, if only it could be like this all the time.
then went to TC for lunch...had my mee hoon kueh and then we talked more about plotting to steal one of the pink smiley cows across from my house, which I suppose are for the mooooove ad...was quite funny. imagine a flat, pink, wooden cow smiling "walking" across the road in the dead of the night...lol.
okay...to papa's office...guin lingered for awhile to go for tuition. papa sent guin to tuition and then you came =)...somehow it feels so good to have someone who cares so much and shows it =) Had such a good time, although we didn't do much actually...haha...had to trouble you to bring sooo many things. lemme see...a yellow highlighter, 3 packets of tissue, 2 tablets of panadol and a bottle of water...I know you care.
stayed there, read education notes, papa bought desert for me, fell asleep again. woke up feeling bad...didn't wanna open my eyes, so bright. went home at 4.30 and then bathed, ironed, had dinner, did work and now I am here.
I didn't mean to be angry at you, it's just that you know very well how I feel about you spending money on me. that was just the main issue...I hope you understand...but I appreciate it VERY much
Saturday, April 09, 2005
it is saturday...a beautiful saturday...
although it started of with much turmoil and the changing of tonnes of plans...but everything settled itself. thanks to you...=)
washed my spaghetti smelling tie (ACK!) and then cooked noodles for my sis and then she made me eat her leftovers.
anyway, walked down to the bus-stop, ben's parents picked me up and to TP library we went. had lunch first...can I say the second the plate of chicken rice appeared on the table I was freaked out...majorly!!! the chicken pieces were glistening in the sun...did you get that GLISTENING!!! and the rice was so tasty...well actually not tasty, but yeah, you can taste the oil in it...or at least I could, somehow. but like a good person I swallowed it...all...save for some chicken skin...BLEAH!!...ACK!!
right study...I have never enjoyed studying with someone so much before. haha...it's like um...buy one get 2 free...yes, bad analogy, but I am tired and I couldn't think of anything else. you're just so many things...=) studied...then breaked...study break...haha..can you unscramble an egg...that was funny. borrowed my book and decided to find a place to eat something light.
ended up wt the food court in the interchange...ate pi dan zhou =), yeah light, riiiiight gen....then walked the long walk to the ulu-ated bus-stop and got on 156...bus rides have gotten more enjoyable now with you....haha...=)
came home, bathed and now I am here...supposed to be going for dinner, buuuuuuut I'm too damn full now...haiyoh.
I think I'm coming down with something, more like 'I am' not 'I think'. my eyes feel very warm, I feel tired and I don't feel too good. not good, not good. I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, just that it's sooner oh well...
mumy will kill me if I fall sick...NO!??!
you made me feel so happy today, although friday was better =)
although it started of with much turmoil and the changing of tonnes of plans...but everything settled itself. thanks to you...=)
washed my spaghetti smelling tie (ACK!) and then cooked noodles for my sis and then she made me eat her leftovers.
anyway, walked down to the bus-stop, ben's parents picked me up and to TP library we went. had lunch first...can I say the second the plate of chicken rice appeared on the table I was freaked out...majorly!!! the chicken pieces were glistening in the sun...did you get that GLISTENING!!! and the rice was so tasty...well actually not tasty, but yeah, you can taste the oil in it...or at least I could, somehow. but like a good person I swallowed it...all...save for some chicken skin...BLEAH!!...ACK!!
right study...I have never enjoyed studying with someone so much before. haha...it's like um...buy one get 2 free...yes, bad analogy, but I am tired and I couldn't think of anything else. you're just so many things...=) studied...then breaked...study break...haha..can you unscramble an egg...that was funny. borrowed my book and decided to find a place to eat something light.
ended up wt the food court in the interchange...ate pi dan zhou =), yeah light, riiiiight gen....then walked the long walk to the ulu-ated bus-stop and got on 156...bus rides have gotten more enjoyable now with you....haha...=)
came home, bathed and now I am here...supposed to be going for dinner, buuuuuuut I'm too damn full now...haiyoh.
I think I'm coming down with something, more like 'I am' not 'I think'. my eyes feel very warm, I feel tired and I don't feel too good. not good, not good. I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, just that it's sooner oh well...
mumy will kill me if I fall sick...NO!??!
you made me feel so happy today, although friday was better =)
Sunday, April 03, 2005
internet is laggy today..
doing the retarded GP assignmen...
actually I don't really know what I'm supposed to do with it, just assuming I'm supposed to find the meaning of the words.
doing it in pencil...
today, I was really free....
so I did what not even a moron would think of doing, wait that doesn't make sense with what I'm going to say...okay...I did what no one with anything else better to do(which is why I did it...) would do...a whole lot of homework.
it's really a lot, I mean a lot more than I imagined that I'll ever do...it's just that once I got started I couldn't stop...
I won't give you the details...just, yeah.
anyway, woke up, church and then had pork porridge for lunch. to turf city I went to papa's office. There I went on my crazy phase...which I told you about ^above there. Came home, bathed and ironed clothes. then watched miss congeniality for a while then went for dinner. BAK KUT TEH!!!! well w/o the pork....or rather tiny bits of it, when it's suppposed to dominate the dish. so it was actually just beancurd and the soup, which was ab-so-lutel-ly heavenly for me...and guess what?? ummy saved a whole lot more for a few days more =)=)=). had ice-cream, watched ore TV and now I am here.
aaaaaaaand tomorrow there's school
aaaaaaaaand I wanna eat my sushi, *whines* where is my sister?!??!?!
you see I can't eat the sushi until she gets her ass home...argh!!!!
doing the retarded GP assignmen...
actually I don't really know what I'm supposed to do with it, just assuming I'm supposed to find the meaning of the words.
doing it in pencil...
today, I was really free....
so I did what not even a moron would think of doing, wait that doesn't make sense with what I'm going to say...okay...I did what no one with anything else better to do(which is why I did it...) would do...a whole lot of homework.
it's really a lot, I mean a lot more than I imagined that I'll ever do...it's just that once I got started I couldn't stop...
I won't give you the details...just, yeah.
anyway, woke up, church and then had pork porridge for lunch. to turf city I went to papa's office. There I went on my crazy phase...which I told you about ^above there. Came home, bathed and ironed clothes. then watched miss congeniality for a while then went for dinner. BAK KUT TEH!!!! well w/o the pork....or rather tiny bits of it, when it's suppposed to dominate the dish. so it was actually just beancurd and the soup, which was ab-so-lutel-ly heavenly for me...and guess what?? ummy saved a whole lot more for a few days more =)=)=). had ice-cream, watched ore TV and now I am here.
aaaaaaaand tomorrow there's school
aaaaaaaaand I wanna eat my sushi, *whines* where is my sister?!??!?!
you see I can't eat the sushi until she gets her ass home...argh!!!!
Friday, April 01, 2005
friday...last day of the week...
in the morning had welcoming ceremony...so long...1 hour+ I think, I mean it's not that it was long...how should I put this. the service was as long as I expected it to be, but my legs were going so numb. i mean given that I'm in a bloody skirt..I shouldn't lift my legs up even if I were wearing shorts underneath...very unglam.
got badges and 9.30 lessons start.
C math first...miss ang, man I so want mrs koh back, oh well, we'll see how she is. then chem lect...was boring, okay mean to say that since some people didn't do chem for 1st 3 months....but I expected it to be.
break...haha...was looking for ben, and yes when i saw him, he SOMEHOW managed to miss me despite his gaze having passed me....haiz...but I was happy seeing him. I still can't help it...he's my brother...HAHA!!! (inside joke...)
so then came GP, nothing too exciting...yeah, mr derrick hoi. He was all, I want this from you, I want that from you. then physice..mr wee -_-... there wa a lot of tension...I mean yeah, just look at the people in my class, you'll get the idea.
went to get the math notes...I dunno, but it seems the girls are all doing the work. they just like to sit in class and talk talk talk. so unlike T23...the guys there were more gentlemanly, I mean they won't let the girls do all the work like carry books and stuff, so different from T29 *shakes head*
then chem pract...did a lil' titration revision...then went to mr tan's office to wait for my appeal results.
apparently I have been disappointed once again, this being the end of the line...maybe I'm only meant to do 3...oh well.
met ben and went to the library to do chem...somehow I feel like I'm losing it, I can't seem to see things like I used to anymore, my mind seems to have slowed down A LOT...why?!?!
156 home and then bathed, TV, the phone =)...cooked dinner and then ate and now i am here.
I don't know what to say...
I'm out of words...
but I think I have some left =)
nothing too mushy,
nothing too serious,
I'll type it here
and it's the truth
you make me feel...
in the morning had welcoming ceremony...so long...1 hour+ I think, I mean it's not that it was long...how should I put this. the service was as long as I expected it to be, but my legs were going so numb. i mean given that I'm in a bloody skirt..I shouldn't lift my legs up even if I were wearing shorts underneath...very unglam.
got badges and 9.30 lessons start.
C math first...miss ang, man I so want mrs koh back, oh well, we'll see how she is. then chem lect...was boring, okay mean to say that since some people didn't do chem for 1st 3 months....but I expected it to be.
break...haha...was looking for ben, and yes when i saw him, he SOMEHOW managed to miss me despite his gaze having passed me....haiz...but I was happy seeing him. I still can't help it...he's my brother...HAHA!!! (inside joke...)
so then came GP, nothing too exciting...yeah, mr derrick hoi. He was all, I want this from you, I want that from you. then physice..mr wee -_-... there wa a lot of tension...I mean yeah, just look at the people in my class, you'll get the idea.
went to get the math notes...I dunno, but it seems the girls are all doing the work. they just like to sit in class and talk talk talk. so unlike T23...the guys there were more gentlemanly, I mean they won't let the girls do all the work like carry books and stuff, so different from T29 *shakes head*
then chem pract...did a lil' titration revision...then went to mr tan's office to wait for my appeal results.
apparently I have been disappointed once again, this being the end of the line...maybe I'm only meant to do 3...oh well.
met ben and went to the library to do chem...somehow I feel like I'm losing it, I can't seem to see things like I used to anymore, my mind seems to have slowed down A LOT...why?!?!
156 home and then bathed, TV, the phone =)...cooked dinner and then ate and now i am here.
I don't know what to say...
I'm out of words...
but I think I have some left =)
nothing too mushy,
nothing too serious,
I'll type it here
and it's the truth
you make me feel...
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